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UNTITLED (Unfinished)
00:10 Dec 27 2005
Times Read: 523

I'll never be able to hold him

His love is one I wish to embrace.

My mind has been taken away

My heart lies in it's place.

Keeper Of my Soul
06:43 Dec 26 2005
Times Read: 527

Never do I laugh

But forever I cry.

Everyday I wake up

Wishing that I'd die.

Why do I give into love

Knowing it'll break my heart?

Why do I let you take

My life and rip it apart.

There's a song inside of my soul

A song I can't find the words to write.

The pain is suffecating my will to live

The tears pour out of my eyes closed tight.

The razor slices open all the old skars

Every skar is sliced deeper.

My broken soul has taken me away from life

Now Satan he is my dark souls keeper.

Pride and Dignity
13:05 Dec 25 2005
Times Read: 533

I can' help but cry myself to sleep

Falling tears stream down my face everynight.

These feelings of love are so deep

So deep inside they don't feel right.

You are my everything, you were my world

Seconds go by as my feelings grow.

My heart wishes someday, for us be together

Someday maybe I'll be your only girl.

You tell me that you love me

and that you love her too.

At the moment we are the best of friends

My heart tells me being best friend just won't do.

I can't help but wander

How your love would feel.

If you knew my love towards you,

Maybe you'd take me & your love would be real.

Somedays I just sit and think

About all this built up and still growing, pain.

I begin to weep my tears begin to fall

When I see the blood on my wrist I go insain.

I always wish upon a big bright star

You'd love me so much, or atleast a little more.

But you don't and probley never will thats why

My pride and dignity left;Broken on the floor.

Two Deaths; Both by Love
08:12 Dec 22 2005
Times Read: 548

You cry and say you hate your life

You say to me it's not fair.

But you don't know how it feels

To have a dad that never cares.

You say your life sucks because

Your girlfriend broke up with you.

I cry because I have a stepdad who

Claims he loves me but I know it's untrue.

You cut yourself only

Because all you do is cry.

I hate my life because

All I hear are lies.

My dad left my mom it was Christmas

And I was only two.

Why are you making people feel

Oh so sorry for you?

I cut myself because my stepdad hits me

Then I was sent to a physch woard for self abuse.

I tried to hang myself once but

The rope was tied to loose.

My life's a bitch but I still carry on

Somehow managing to hold my head up high.

People ask about my skars I say I'm fine

But I never let them see me cry.

I built a shield between mysel and the cruel world

Now nothing's left standing what remains is a crumbled wall.

Atleast you had someone in your life

To catch you if ever you were to fall.

I am truly in love, but the one I love

He is in the arms of another.

Try to live my wishing

My stepdad wouldn't beat my mother.

You; the one I love but my loved murdered himself

He thought no one loved him; he thought no one cared.

Without him in my life the demons came crawling back

Haunting me continuously now I am so scared.

You are gone because your

Girlfriend broke up with you.

You were my first true love

I wish you would've loved me too.

Now you are gone never to return

Because you have murdered yourself.

I bare the heart broken pain

And never again will I love anyone else.

I didn't tell you I loved you

I never showed how I felt inside.

I wanted more than just your friendship

Because of this I commited *SUICIDE*

Thousands of Knives
04:59 Dec 22 2005
Times Read: 549

Every day I wake up

And I wonder why.

Why did you break my Heart,

Why do I wish to die.

Every night I go to sleep

Wondering why I cut my skin.

I hold in so much hate and aggression

I need to release the pain held within.

Every day I go to school, and I wonder why

Why do people choose to criticize,

Why do they think their perfect.

Why can't they look into my bitter eyes,

To know I'm good at heart.

I am tired of living through this battle

This never ending battle is my life.

Why, why can't people except me for me

The pain stabbing me like thousands of Knives.

Untitled
00:06 Dec 22 2005
Times Read: 554




Looking, Laughing,Disbelieving

Pointing,Taunting, Everyone deceives me.

This world that I live in,

Is not worth living for.

Thats why there's blood dripping,

From my wrist onto the floor.

Now I haunt the depths,

Of my own living Hell.

Never to let it show,

Choosing never to tell.

How can I put it into words when my,

Forever burning hell is my broken home.

On the darkest of nights when all is cruel,

When all is silent, I cry until I die bcuz I'm alone.



Eleice Walker