If my depression were a person, they'd be a wallflower, sitting and watching, taking everything in, not saying much, just observing. Then they'd see something that would set alarm bells ringing- being an observer, they wouldn't miss a tiny detail which could cause so much pain if latched onto, i think they would even seek out these tiny details on purpose to see how far they could push me. You see wallflowers can be the most dangerous- they go unnoticed by so many for so long, they're a constant, they blend in, that if they use their tiny voice often enough it can be misconstrued as an internal voice rather than an outsider trying to worm their way in. This wallflower would be toxic, unrelenting, persisting until i see the world in the same way that it does, consuming me until i almost become the wallflower; disconnected, withdrawn, unseen.
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markus666
12:20 Feb 04 2020
God Morning or afternoon. I am reading your Journal. :) Hope you can read mine. lol. Have a wonderful day. I will not make any comment about your depression, because I don't have your approval.
Ylvax
15:08 Feb 04 2020
That is a good way to describe it
Vampireking777
21:03 Feb 06 2020
Well all experience it time to time I hope things get better🙏💜