As I continue on my journey I have come to a new realization.
I never wanted children, I always thought they would get in the way of my success.
Then I started toying with the idea that it could be nice to have a mini-me that i can teach all my wicked ways. But it was just a fantasy, a thread of thought to pass time.
Recently I've decided that I need to continue my line. I am going to establish a dynasty.
This does not mean I am going to go get knocked up by the first try hard that passes my line of site, but when the time comes, and if the right male happens to come a long (for lack of better terminology) then what once was an impossibility might be a reality.
Finish writing Cyberpunk short story
Write new-weird story for my friend's anthology of bad stories that are also weird (it's a satire thing)
Get back to work on Vampire novel.
concept sketches
After finals cleaning. (because there are too many empty bottles in here)
Paperwork.
I am bored of University life.
Boring people, boring routines.
Boring assignments
I am capable of so much more, I can feel the power coursing through me, a river of force not to be denied.
I am ready for the next step.
patience, wait.
I pace back and forth
I dig my nails, leaving gouges in the wooden floor.
I'm tired of waiting.
I am close to being fully awakened, I need that shove to push me over that edge.
I am tired of being bored.
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