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Im wondering about myself again in the forms of this fleash bag I have as a body.

I've realized that i eat and i still dont feel full.



Yet when I would FEED, I would be somewhat tocompletely full.



This body is always confusing me in what it wants.



Maybe I'll Feed to-nyte and see how full I'll feel.

I am so truly worried about my only neighbor next door.

She is is such a state that she feels shes on a downward spiral and is out of control...



Until i reach in a grab her and bring her to the surface to breathe.



She has a BF that is pure scum, he has no respect for her and could care less about her.

All he cares about is himself....OOOOOOOOOOOO! >:I



IT MAKES ME MAD, to see such a good person been treated this way.



She is with a chylde no more then a yr old, and she is young, I so desparately want to help her, but every time i get near her to talk to her, i have to run and hide so, that VIRUS (her man) isn't around, the last time i was able to talk to her (thursday), and tell her to come and see me, not only for having a friend but also someone to talk to about this troubling situation that she is in.



I wasn't able to talk to her until this morning, (which i was woken up by them fighting)

Not the greatest way to wake up to, after only a few hrs of sleep,. MAN AM I TIRED! >:O YAWN!



Besides me wanting to help her, to relieve herself of this VIRUS, once and for all.

HE is not to be living there with her for his name isn't on any documents for the place, yet he does.



Also I've offered my assistance to her in the form of Magick, and told her to see me after school. (hopefully, she wil not go and just take her baby to daycare and come and see me >:D)

She is good ppl and I can clearly see she need help, she only has to ask and i'm all over it like....(pick any analogy for here, any will do, simply i can't think of one, too angry at that scumy flesh bag called MARTIN.)



There is one other thought i had in mind, and thats to have an a true Vampyre drink to their black hearts content and do away with this person, but its not up to me to have heresay.

For i am an Energy Vamp and i cant do it, its not my thing and if i was able to kill him thru my means, i would throw-up at his energy....

SOUR TASTING BERRY! >:P PTTHHHH!



She need love, compassion, tenderness, strength, and courage to overcome this VIRUS in her life.



thanks for hearing me out, I really do hope she comes to me for this help, otherwise another good person will do all the wrong things and regret them later.

She has suffered long enuff and with him around her, she is on more meds then i can count, due to her stress and anxiety that this VIRUS has placed upon her.



"OH GREAT GODS & GODDESS PLEASE GIVE HER THE STRENGTH SHE SO NEEDS, TO OVERPOWER THIS INFECTION SHE HAS LOOMING OVER HER HEAD."

"BY THE POWER OF 3 X 3, AS YOU WILL IT, SO MOTE IT BE!"



Thank you all for hearing me out, If any of you has any Q's or Coms about this, pleze contact me and let me know. >:D

Nyte is here and the dawn is almost near.

I feel the need to feed!



I must admit, after I stop laughing about it,



That there are too much negativity, lurking about and it makes it hard for me to feel satisfied, too much pain, too much anger that my apetite grows for something more pleasant more pure.

Yet with all this anger and hate, my needs become demanding and i grow weaker .



Without that lovely sweet source that I love so much, is making me wither and age that much more quickly.



When will all this pain, anger, hate and crulity stop so I may feed off of my prey with delightful pleasure and feel revitalized.

The nyte was filled with a pale mist, streaming down from the heavens, A nite I care not to forget.



A nyte filled with raptour and splendor,

I feasted upon the creatures of the nyte.

I mentioned my true form to a fine young lass,

with that in her mind, she backed off with a fright.



The sweet smell of endless devine, of people drinking bear and wine. the don't know that I to am drinking, but not as they see it, so they decide to sit. >:D



As the nyte grew on and the people almost completely intoxicated, I take my plunge as I sway to the beat of the music for it makes me move in a tribal yet in a poetic manner.



I FEED AND FEED AND FEED!



Feed upon their energies eminating off of them, just like a bee collecting pollen so that it can be transformed into Honey!



And Honey, oh how sweet it was.

I've haven't felt this content, too long of a wait, I must make another date.



The nyte grew on and day-lyte was upon me and I had to get home.

The evening was a blast and within memory of this nyte, I must trully find one that is willing to feel euphoia, with myself, they will not be be turned nor will they die, TO them its like having an orgasm deep within these flesh bags we call bodies.



To rest I must so that this nyte with be an even better reward then this.





Sweet dreams my chylde, for you will wake fresh and anew!

Why is it that when you really want something, you have to wait for a long time and when you get there that something you've been wanting, is gone and all that's left is the remains of what was good and decent, where as now its rotten and lifeless, yet it still seem iniviting and warm.



When will I find that thing that will make me whole again?