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How this heat is taking a toll on my body, no A/C, living above an electronic store

(yay...rice cake energy. see "Psy Vamps" forum for meaning to this.)

and only 2 fans going,



I'm melting, melting,meltin, melt, mel, me, mahhhh! lol



and as i was about to write this i just heard on 102.1 the edge in the midst of a song that there is a storm coming from the east and its a doozy, thunder, lighting, rain and cooler air.



Its about time that shit came around, its been hot for day with no relief if sight until now!



evil grin!



I thi i will play out in it when it comes so i can get cooled off. >:D

For the 1st time in a long time im full and i feel great..



I love immortals energies, sweeter then some humans.



I feed off of a half lycan and half driconian (spelling is off, sorrie)



MMMMMMMMMM it was yummy, when ever him and i get together we are like cats and dogs...literally, him lycan, me tiger..what a mix..giggles



normally he get energized when we are together but this time he couldnt believe that he was soo tired and drained...evil grins >:D



Im such a bad one, he knew but he didnt mind, but as long as i left him enuff to get home with, he was cool with it.

He was just surprized that i took alot out of him..giggles what could i say i was very hungry for the past few days.



Now im good for a while (in this case week & 1/2 before i need to feed again.



so im back to my perky self again.



mmmmmmmmmmm satisfied sigh!

The need to feed is greatly intense to me now and if i dont get that energy that i love so dear to have a transfer with someone and blend with then and all I need is one, just one. one that isnt afraid to enjoy it and feel its worderment of the experence.



I hate this (being alone in this) and not having one person to feel the satisfaction i do when i feed.







AAAAAAARRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGG!

(runs from computer with hands pulling hair.)





sniff...sorrie just really hungry....shiff... wimper...sigh!

As I lay myself down to sleep,

I pray for your spirit, to visit me.



Feeling your arms wraped around me as we cast down the river under the full moon light.

The safety i feel when you hold me is so comforting to me.

The sounds of the crickets and bull frogs singing to us as we sail past,

you look at my face with such a soft smile and begin to tell me that you are the most beautiful woman I've even seen.

All the while stroking my face and kisses my forehead where ends in a loving embrace,



then i wake up.



when i realize that is was all a dream, i cry, and try to get back there for i was soo happy.





sniff sniff wahhhhhhhhhh! sniff sniff

Well it started out like any other nite for hunting and when it came time to feel i felt a fimalliar in the room but didnt know it until it found me pass...it was my Uncle Shadow ...Yay i dodnt feel so alone anymore.



anyways on with the hunting, well it has been 8 yrs since Shads has been hunting, and for me it was 4 days ago...man I'm hurting.



The time seemed to go by quickly in the club, and yet i found a nice one, after abnout 10 mins he had to go with his friends....crap



The next one was a bit atracted to me and when i was wanting him to come with me he had to leave to. what the fuck...was i giving off my vampiric nature off a bit too strong?



I dont know, and here I am typing away here, drunk as a skunk and still manage to keep up with the typing. >:D evil grin



I knew i should have went out last nite....fuck!



>:



#3 was an ok kinda guy @1st but was the same pencil dick that tried to kiss me somewhere on the dance floor ....asshole!



I said fuck this and say someone walking away and asked them to help out and walked with me for a bit, such a nice man he was, too bad i couldnt take him home.



then # 4 was a young guy from brazil...my beloved birth and death place....sniff sniff i miss you #2



this guy was not good looking and not sweet enuff for me, too bitter.



so now i sit and in hopes find a stimulating mind to nawg on for a while



other wise goodnite

>:D

TO day my nephew has gone home to FLA and im kinda glad cuz now i can get back to what i need to do and thats work.



but we did have a great time together with my folks too.



we went everywhere,



the places we went to:



ROM

Jays Game

Hockey hall of fame

C N Tower

African Lions Safari (got burned)

Wild Water Kingdom (got burned)

Playdium

Star Wars Movie (III)

Visit Family

Sicence Center

Fishing with Papa (2 days)

Ontario Place

Centerville

Wonderland

Movies @ home

days of shopping

and all the while having fun.



Man I'm tired, having a kid around now is tiring, there were times I admit that I did feed of of my nephew but it seems to me that all it did was keep me going on his level and nothing more, and the amount he had WOW! i tell ya, i was good for days.



Kids energy is great as long as its was sweet..



>:D