MARILYN MONROE performing HEAT WAVE - Valentine Gift - The Full Hot Movie scene HD
HMMMMMM last night, woe, alert!!!!!!
So.... I decided in holding off my work w CGJ.
And yup, time to get some storms......................................
What was it..... well you have to let go of your faith......
Woe, (*&^^%%
When I joined at 23, I met some pagans at an ice cream shop. We talked, they excepted, and so did I. My first was a pagan name George. We split, not because of the threat from Joyce (Who was a Rosicrucian, who use to post in the Providence Journal, all the time.) But, because of his philandering, at a pagan meet. So, that was the end of the pagans, and she meet Cheryl, who was a wiccan, from the Salem Mass Chapter. So, with them I joined, and yesssss, I really meat them, really talked, know what I mean. (Also, got to see the Rosicrucian house, in Boston.)
Now, that one, I was on a video, on the Boston public broadcasting, regarding the new movie, Witches of Eastwick, and Laurie Cabot. Yup, I am the blonde in the Chinese jacket on the upper row. Witch friends in the front. We actually were doing something, Really.
Then there was a come in with the Rosicrucian/Wiccan Circle. When I was brought in, nobody really, got me to denounce any of the others, I just added on. Although, that was said.... LOL Poor Tammy couldn't even shove me into the circle. LOL I walked in on my own, and she sort of complained. LOL
I am the upgrade of YOU ALL!!!!! I carry everything. I add.... not subtract. If you have to subtract, than that is a loss.
But, for real.... who ever ya are are pissing me off. If ya can't come out of the closet, than ya crap! And not really legal!
So, I .... for that person, am putting away Carl Jung, and am going back to my Weather Girl look :) (Maybe from the Vampire in Me.)
And it won't be raining men.
Also, will have to end this Journal so I can continue with my CGJ studies afterwards.
Mon Dieu, Closet People. Not legal are we!!!!!!
The Weather Girls - It's Raining Men (Video)
And then you have my last intercourse, with the Golden Dawn, that Yes, I actually joined, that one actually cost me money, lol.... Really, guy, really..... mon dieu
The Bangles - Walk Like an Egyptian (Video Version)
Just went threw jobs.... Not much, but, applied.
The job I am at: The Sunday before, called before I hit the bus, so I tried to call back, thought that they were canceling. Said after a few times to take my time coming in. Once there, told me not to punch in. Last Sat., only worked 4 hrs. Sun. 2 hours. Mon Dieu. A food bin, when hired both said it was full time. Mon Dieu. Will give a partial amount for rent anyway. But,.... Honestly is the best Policy. Lol. A Waitress the other day interviewed a young man.... what was with that. Nobody said anything. Like that sunday, I showed up and they said the schedule was for 3. Not on the internet anyway!
Maybe a cashier job would be suitable, will keep up with this one. But, heard tell that some were leaving after the next two weekends. Some will be switching to another food bin. Hmmmmmm what to do, what to do.... Next job..... no stairs.....
Meanwhile, going back to Carl Jung....
........ There is something about this song.... LOL ..... So ME!
"I wear your granddad's clothes
I look incredible
I’m in this big ass coat
From that thrift shop down the road
I wear your granddad's clothes
I look incredible
I’m in this big ass coat
From that thrift shop down the road
[Hook: Wanz]
I'm gonna pop some tags
Only got 20 dollars in my pocket
I'm, I'm, I'm huntin'
Lookin' for a come up
This is fucking awesome"
Thank goodness, I went to check my schedule. LOL would have gone in yesterday. uh oh.... off
Saw the Chinese kid from Indiana Jones.... lol,
Still have a book, which is sooooooo overdue from Carl Jung, collection. Got to read it tomorrow. Man....
Have great picture of me and my friend wearing 3 - d glasses. so awesome. Worked so hard on windows to cool things down. yeah!
Thought about what second job I can do.... Must be a stand still.... a sit down would be nice.... maybe will go back to cashiering, till leg heals.
This week is an even poorer week. Mon Dieu
Christina Aguilera - Something's Got a Hold On Me (Burlesque)
OMG he made another one.... this one is for Nemo.... sort of a thrift store cowboy!!!!
" I'm gonna pop some tags
Only got 20 dollars in my pocket
I'm, I'm, I'm huntin'
Lookin' for a come up
This is fucking awesome
Now, walk into the club, like, "What up, I got a big cock!"
Nah, I’m just pumped, I bought some shit from a thrift shop
Ice on the fringe is so damn frosty
The people like, “Damn, that’s a cold ass honkey!”
Rolling in hella deep, headed to the mezzanine
Dressed in all pink; except my gator shoes, those are green
Draped in a leopard mink, girl standing next to me"
Mon dieu.... was clean up roach day.... wash dog after.... work on cat.... pooped!
Now goin to see dinosaur..... groawl!!!!!!
" I'm gonna pop some tags
Only got 20 dollars in my pocket
I'm, I'm, I'm huntin'
Lookin' for a come up
This is fucking awesome
Well put my Mandala on my profile. LOL
Saw this video.... so me!
Don't worry pets!
MACKLEMORE & RYAN LEWIS - THRIFT SHOP FEAT. WANZ (OFFICIAL VIDEO)
I'M OFF..... HHHHHHHAAA HAHAAAA
Earth, Wind & Fire - Boogie Wonderland
LETS SEE IF I CAN PUT MY MANDALA ON THIS.
LOL singing this one! Donna Summer - No More Tears (Enough Is Enough) (Duet With Barbra Streisand)
Barbra Streisand Lyrics
Play "No More Tears (Enou…"
on Amazon Music
"No More Tears (Enough Is Enough)"
(feat. Donna Summer)
[Barbra:]
It's raining, it's pouring
My love-life is boring me to tears, after all these years
[Donna:]
No sunshine, no moonlight, no stardust, no sign of romance
We don't stand a chance
[Barbra:]
I've always dreamed I found the perfect lover
But he turned out to be like every other man
Our love, our love
[Both:]
Raining (raining)
Pouring (pouring)
There's nothing left for us here
And we won't waste another tear
[Donna:]
If you've had enough, don't put up with his stuff, don't you do it
[Barbra:]
If you've had your fill, get the check pay the bill, you can do it
[Donna:]
Tell him to just get out
[Barbra:]
Nothing left to talk about
[Donna:]
Pack his raincoat show him out
[Both:]
Just look him in the eye and simply shout
Enough is enough
I can't go on, I can't go on no more no
Enough is enough
I want him out, I want him out that door now
Enough is enough
Enough is enough
That's enough
[Donna:]
If you've reached the end, don't pretend that is right when it's over
[Barbra:]
(it's over)
If the feeling is gone don't think twice just move on, get it over
[Donna:]
(over, over)
[Both:]
Tell him to just get out, say it clearly, spell it out
Enough is enough is enough
I can't go on, I can't go on no more no
Enough is enough is enough
I want him out, I want him out that door now
Enough is enough
Enough is enough
That's enough
[Barbra:]
I've always dreamed to find the perfect lover
But he turns out to be like every other man
Our love (I had no choice from the start)
Our love (I've gotta listen to my heart)
Our love (Tearing us apart)
Enough is enough is enough
I can't go on, I can't go on no more no
Enough is enough is enough
I want him out, I want him out that door now
Enough is enough
Enough is enough
That's enough
OK. Did ritual to bring Carl Jung back last night. Dreamt that a tree was supporting a small house, had it gript pretty good. There was a cat that some kid was bringing into the vet. He was telling me that it had an operation. When he got to the counter, he told the girl to put it down. I, after he left, told the woman that I would take it. I showed her where I lived. LOL, in the house in the upper part of the tree. We went in and everything was big in there. LOL. (Somebody had to imagined it in.) The place checked out, and we went back for the cat. (Actually, though, I would never take another, my hands are full.) And she told me that there was nothing wrong with the cat, it was perfectly fine now, and that she wanted me to take it with me.
Looked like something Carl would create.... But, I don't know about that cat thing.
Meanwhile, My landlord, probably will kill me this week. I am at ANOTHER food bin. And he knows what happens with those! Better keep some money from my last check, just in case, as usual. So far, the girl that trained me is no longer there. And, when someone asks me about hiring, I just say it is a revolving door. The same old speed thing. And gay interaction. LOL
Talking about work. I went to the Chinese beauty store, no neck ropes. So went to that store after, and this guy ducked down behind the counter. As a fool that I am, I went over the counter and looked, below on the other side. Wasn't a robber. It was a Muslim doing his prayers on a mat. Mon Dieu. Left immediately. ….. the other day at the Center. There was a security guard that when I walked by said he was Muslim. Mon Dieu. I think he would have been better to say his name and hello. Then he said that he was doing some fast where he can't eat after 5. I told him, yeah I heard something like that in Iraq. Where the Muslims weren't allowed to drink water during the day, and many died. Don't know if that is a good one! And walked on. Wonder what Carl thinks about this. LOL.
The Arab thinks I am being sponsored again. LOL. Every time, I lose it lol. Wish he would leave me alone. Sponsor shit!
Well, need to find a part time job with other job. Nothin yet! Few messages, nothing yet.
Worried a lil, business slow.
Working a lil more on Carl Jung research. Queen - Bohemian Rhapsody (Official Lyric Video)
A composition created by pasting materials such as newspaper, wallpaper, ... A cement building material reinforced by embedding wire or iron rods; also called ... The primal patterns of the collective unconscious, which Carl Jung described as ...
Checked background of Carl. This time for hospital and or clinics. Saw one that had a circle on top. But not sure. The building was by itself. it had a mount on top. not really a roof. picturesque. symbols. Maybe they were the symbols in the chicken wire.
in light of my new Mandala....
Cardi B, Bad Bunny & J Balvin - I Like It [Official Music Video]
Now to figure the chicken wire out.... Hmmmmmmmmm
Called C. G. Jung energy....
Definitely a help, for analysis.
Not sure if it was him, with the see through house. There were rooms separated with wire, something like chicken wire. I think that it was three levels, with only a roof. the walls weren't on yet just some sort of chicken wire covering with rooms within, separated by more wire.... the roof had a circle for a window, I think! What could this be! Not sure if is a authentic thought pick up!
Also, have to learn more about the prior reverse circle halves. Heart, lines..... as listed in previous journal.
Oh.... and I did Make a Mandala, myself. I used a African, sort of goddess. Only, for some reason I added in Anubis, sitting on the floor on the right side of me. the circle around us. and little pyramids in the sort of flower lines all around the circle.
Yup, My First!!!!
Bet ya, Anubis has to be his also....
Oh, and I caught myself as a connection, asking that question, that he asked the A. Is that true? at something to do with family. Lol the response wasn't positive from someone, astrally. LOL
Meghan Trainor - No Excuses
Man.... he said "is that true?" a bunch of times with A. LOL Hmmmm a slight put down.
OK, found the exact cow passage. The original finding was under Holy Trinity Mandalas
2 But for you who fear my name, the sun of righteousness shall rise with healing in its wings. You shall go out leaping like calves from the stall (ESV). Now what a remarkable resemblance to Carl Jung!!!!!!!!
Missed bus so, I decided to make an entry.
: In regards to the half circles facing opposite ways on my chest, and a small fraction of it on my forehead.
symbol on Bohme's Christian Mandala.: in Mandala Symbolism. Flel on it by accident.
There was a Pork belly trinity on a menu, and I thought I would look at trinity. Way down on images, is the drawing, only a lot more complicated. Looked up Holy trinity, found picture.
And there was something from Carl Jung, stating, that the cow is free from the stall.
The Mandala: a light /dark half
Holy Trinity: in the Symbolism he talks about miss x Unmarried at 55
Philosopher, wonders of eternity, globe of wisdom
Sonne 1st principle, 2nd principle
Father Ghost Sonne Earth Earthly man
Fire flash reaches dark sub.
Alchemy
Saltpeter
Hydrogen potassium tart.
other image oval container in half representing the body cross on top. Bottom half Everlasting darkness
Jakob Böhme was a Lutheran, born about a century after Martin Luther himself. While Böhme worked as a shoemaker, he also expressed his Christian faith using mandalas. He’s a strange, but interesting dude.
Böhme had divine visions, as did Hildegard von Bingen (still not saying where she is on the list!), and he wrote a lot. A lot. Some of his books survived, even to today. Many of his works have been translated into English and are available at the following sites:
http://jacobboehmeonline.com/
http://pegasus.cc.ucf.edu/~janzb/boehme/ (may be slow)
Böhme’s associates either loved him or hated him. Some members of the clergy, during his time, called him a heretic. On the other hand, other clergy members, along with people in academia, revered him. Enough so that a movement called Behmenism formed, which followed Böhme and his teachings.
Often, Böhme’s books were illustrated with mandalas, and they were intriguing enough to catch Carl Jung’s attention. Jung discusses one of Böhme’s Christian mandalas in his book Mandala Symbolism, considered a classic. The Mandala that Jung analyzes was originally from Böhme’s Forty Questions Concerning the Soul, and is shown below. I’ve annotated the mandala in blue.
Böhme’s associates either loved him or hated him. Some members of the clergy, during his time, called him a heretic. On the other hand, other clergy members, along with people in academia, revered him. Enough so that a movement called Behmenism formed, which followed Böhme and his teachings.
Often, Böhme’s books were illustrated with mandalas, and they were intriguing enough to catch Carl Jung’s attention. Jung discusses one of Böhme’s Christian mandalas in his book Mandala Symbolism, considered a classic. The Mandala that Jung analyzes was originally from Böhme’s Forty Questions Concerning the Soul, and is shown below. I’ve annotated the mandala in blue.
BohmeJungMandalaAnnotated
Böhme’s mandalas typically use common Christian symbols and Hebrew letters. Some of his mandalas are difficult to decipher because he often does his own annotations on them, in German script. He also incorporates symbols from Alchemy (don’t think there are any gold mandalas though). To understand some of Böhme’s more complex mandalas requires someone with Jung’s breath of knowledge. However, some of the mandalas are more straight-forward, like the one at the top of this post.
At the center of this mandala is the incarnate Christ, depicted as a baby (a pretty cute one, I might add). He is drawn inside a triangle, a well-known Trinity symbol. Just above the baby Jesus is a dove, which is the Christian symbol for the Holy Spirit. Surrounding these components are seven flames, which suggest the imparting of wisdom to the Christ child. In Isaiah 11:1-2 we find the seven references to ‘the Spirit’:
1 There shall come forth a shoot from the stump of Jesse, and a branch from his roots shall bear fruit. 2 And the Spirit of the Lord shall rest upon him, the Spirit of wisdom and understanding, the Spirit of counsel and might, the Spirit of knowledge and the fear of the Lord.
Moving further out from the center of this mandala we find a circle full of eyes. The eyes look in all directions symbolic of an all knowing, ever present, God. The flames behind the circle may be a reference to another Old Testament prophecy found in Malachi 4:2,
2 But for you who fear my name, the sun of righteousness shall rise with healing in its wings. You shall go out leaping like calves from the stall (ESV).
Finally, behind all of these elements is the cross.
Check back on June 5th (this Sunday!) to see who is #6 on the list!
Ghost and Mrs. Muir - Say Nothing ********* Sweet!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Alice Merton - Lash Out (Official Video)
Wow! Can't believe the change in the library. Took only a month, Awesome. It took the one near me, about 6 months, and not much done. Wow, new computers.
Well anyway,
My Carl Jung journal,
I read some of the next book death and immortality. I picked up a black line being draw on my forehead and two lines , sort of half circles facing opposite drawn on my upper torso.
Towards the end of my reading, it explains the putrefaction and the purification. hmmmmm . That explains the image of nemo. Not quite sure of my lines.
Haven't seen his two identities. Or maybe, it is to come .
Can't believe I made the week with all the walking, and I had to run for a interview which I had to almost run to. Plus, the first to night I had no sleep. Mon Dieu. Have second interview this weekend.
Only, a few cents in my pocket, can't believe I made the week.
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