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Been putting off exploring the latest updates. Not through fear, just procrastinating while trying out what the future holds.

The hypnosis is on a plateau. Neither of the prior two sessions went any deeper, or revealed any great mysteries. They did chip away a little and each time helps to get more familiar with the process. This session last night was a bit different. It ratcheted it up a gear and placed a little more control into my hands as an observer. I was able to gain some 3rd person perspective and not be in the moment.

A short session just to get to that point and loosen up this blockage/box/scar so I can tackle it head on Thursday. The sensation of 'going under' seems much easier now. The awareness is much more clear during the period as well. And a confidence to explore memories more with curiosity than any trepidation.

Second opinion doctor has said some contradictory things. More blood works covering heavy metals (lead, arsenic, etc), auto-immune conditions and to confirm that I'm still producing insulin all came back in normal ranges.
First thing he's saying is that he doesn't believe I have diabetes type 2 and that there's some other cause of the high blood glucose. It's the only thing that's out of normal range for any test, other than too high B12.
He highlights that none of the expected risk factors are present, that it has been a sudden onset and that the neuropathy doesn't present in a pattern associated with diabetic neuropathy.
It should take a lot longer (years) with much high levels of blood sugars to cause the extent of the current nerve damage, and it's not presenting consistent with diabetes, so we need to explore other possibilities since it's progressive.
Fuzzy headaches still present.
Will be going back to Reiki again, since I'm feeling like there's something to it now.

Learning a lot and taking up some new angles to explore, but not feeling the same level of connection in some of this newer info. Nothing is resonating so far for me. Not in the same way. Broadening the knowledgebase of the mythologies and religious foundations of Egypt is motivating enough. Isis is an interesting character, however.

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Lamadia79
19:08 Oct 02 2024

Sounds a fascinating journey

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