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I dont want your friendship,

friends are all the same.

I dont want your company,

and no that will not change.

I dont want to sit a while,

and pretend that i still care.

I dont want to play a game,

when I know it isnt fair.

I dont know just what we are,

or even where we stand.

I dont want to see you here,

and hear you make demands.

I dont care just what you think,

or the things you feal.

The only will i recognize,

is mine, the one thats real.

I could live with pain,

or even dissapointment,

but not your leaving.

I wake up in the morning,

and the first thing i reach for is you.

But the space is just a vacum,

its just me in our bedroom.

I go out with other women,

but i know its not the same.

I transpose your face on thiers,

and call them by your name.

The thought of another touching you,

fills me with such pain.

I know its long been over,

but some loves they never change.

I wish we were together,

that this nightmare wasnt true.

I couldnt have know how hard,

it would be to lose you.

Love be not humble,

Love be not kind.

Love is around us,

Found in the mind.

Love be no warry,

Love be of me.

Love I give freely,

and I give it to thee.

the slippery slope,

a singular path to death,

and my only choice

you say i am the complicated child,

with deeply twisted emotions i wont let out.

you say i am the moody one, the unknown one,

that letting it out would set me free.

I say expression is a luxery,

self disclosure is the hollowpoint round,

with full disclosure being a slef inflicted head shot.