no one cares what you offer
no one cares what you think
no one cares about anyone out there
and nobody is listening
you better say it like it is
you better say it like it is
say it, like it is, motherfucker say it like it is
say it, like it is
you better say it like it is
say it, like it is, motherfucker say it like it is
there’s no expectation
there’s no belief, yeah
I’ve given in to my hope and I’m feeling
my life is drained out me
you better say it like it is
you better say it like it is
say it, like it is, motherfucker say it like it is
say it like it is
you better say it like it is
say it, like it is, motherfucker say it like it is
you have underestimated me
I’ll tell what the hell i think
There’s no more hope, no more dream
no truth to anything
may i have your attention please
I’ll tell what i think
There’s no more hope, no more dream
no truth to anything
say it, like it is
motherfucker say it like it is
say it, like it is
motherfucker say it like it is
say it, like it is
motherfucker say it like it is
you have underestimated me
I’ll tell what the hell i think
There’s no more hope, no more dream
no truth to anything
say it, like it is
motherfucker say it like it is
say it, like it is
motherfucker say it like it is
Living my life on borrowed time
Watching my dreams disappear
My fists slowly clench
As my mind seeks control
My body trembles in fear
Life was looking up for me
When I left home
Seems like yesterday
Now I'll never go back there again
Here is where I'll stay
Nobody can hear you scream or shout
Once you're in you won't come out
You will never see the light of day
I'm hunter you're my prey!
Watching the clash between
The forces below
From up in the planes we're flying
Survivors are taken as prisoners of war
The others are slowly dying
I shiver as we strap on our parachutes
We line up to jump out the door
We're already here and there's no turning back
I fall to scene of the war
Nobody can hear you scream or shout
Once you're in you won't come out
You will never see the light of day
I'm hunter you're my prey!
You can see me
Flying right over you head
Try to stop me
You can't cause your armies are dead
To cross blood red
Trenches of the dead below
Do or die
Hell's the place you'll go
Living my life on borrowed time
Watching my dreams disappear
My fists slowly clench
As my mind seeks control
My body trembles in fear
Life was looking up for me
When I left home
Seems like yesterday
Now I'll never go back there again
Here is where I'll stay
Nobody can hear you scream or shout
Once you're in you won't come out
You will never see the light of day
I'm hunter you're my prey!
Watching the clash between
The forces below
From up in the planes we're flying
Survivors are taken as prisoners of war
The others are slowly dying
I shiver as we strap on our parachutes
We line up to jump out the door
We're already here and there's no turning back
I fall to scene of the war
Nobody can hear you scream or shout
Once you're in you won't come out
You will never see the light of day
I'm hunter you're my prey!
I've been a prisoner
Trapped in by fear
Ordered for the rest of my life
Condemned in a jail cell
Ain't seen life in years
Escape is the only way out
Restart my life or self destruction
To climb this wall of dark construction
Holding the quest for freedom
That beckons me
My sanity is all but gone
My patience is growing very weak
I need to get a hold of myself
I stare at the wall
For the right time has come
Escape must occur on this night
Restart my life or self destruction
To climb this wall of dark construction
Holding the quest for freedom
That beckons me
Stand in my way
And I'll run you straight through
There's no one to stop me now
For I'm on the loose
And I'm ready to start
Torture and Hell on this town
Over The Wall !
The search will not stop
And the hounds will not rest
Till I am back in my cell
For if I am caught
I will try it again
Over the wall I will go ...
I will go !
Go !
Restart my life or self destruction
To climb this wall of dark construction
Holding the quest for freedom
That beckons me
I know you, who are you now?
Look into my eyes if you can't remember.
Do you remember, oh?
I can see, I can still find
You're the only voice my heart can recognize
But I can't hear you now, yeah.
I'll never be the same
I'm caught inside the memories, the promises
our yesterdays when I belong to you.
I just can't walk away
'cause after loving you
I can never be the same.
And how can I pretend I've never known you?
Like it was all a dream, no.
I know I'll never forget
the way I always felt with you beside me
and how you loved me then, yeah.
You led me here,
then I watched you disappear.
You left this emptiness inside
and I can't turn back time
No, stay!
Nothing compares to you.
Nothing compares to you.
I can't let you go,
Can't let you go.
I can't let go.
I'll never be the same,
not after loving you,
not after loving you, no.
I can never be the same.
I will never be the same.
Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa.
I just can't walk away.
No, I can't walk away from you
Pay attention, look closely if you-listen,
You will see, that there, are truely few-christened,
Who can say, that they, are truely musicians,
You'd find more talent now a days through-fishing,
These rappers are lookin' baffled like this shit-is-a-riddle,
Talkin' sense'd leave 'em lookin' like a cripple-who-dribbles,
I aint a gangsta or a prick so I'll just sit-in-the-middle,
And you can say what you want, or shut your lip-and-just-fizzle,
I'm hungry, on point, and fit-as-a-fiddle,
Could bring a couple of hits with lyrics written-in-scribbles,
Could give a dam about P's I'm happy stickin'-to-Lidols,
These industry run protatutes give-me-the-giggles,
'Cause I know this rap game like the back-of-my-hand,
It's fake as Americas war in Afghanistan,
I don't care about fame or if I'm lacking-the-glam,
Don't wanna be one of these fakes stacking-their-grands,
Na, I'll stick to being home-made,
And build these thousands of fans from my home-page,
Don't give a shit what fake guys and clones-say,
Always have and will do things my own-way........
Now adays rap to me sounds a bit plop,
These fake guys should be wearing bras and Lip gloss,
Me I'm taking this game right to the tip-top,
Cause I aint your average household hip-hop,
I'm not rich, on a beach wearing flip-flops,
I'm on the block, in my house gettin shit locked,
Advancing every hour on the wrist watch,
Cause I aint your average household hip-hop....
Man it's incredible,
The way how so many terrible,
Mcees out there pass off as sellable,
Claiming to make music but, you're not credible,
That's why I never took serious anything you said-at-all!
I'll munch you like a happy meal to me you're edible,
You talking like you're something sick should be a federal,
offence, name me one person on my pedestal,
At my level or who's even fucking ahead-at-all!
And you're probably stunned to know i made this beat-too !
Umm, yes, I'm a musician it's what we-do !
Oh you think I'm in a booth where you can see through,
To the million tecnitions switching the EQ ?
How sweet, No I'm a real artist-son,
Not a fake imitation like half the scum,
You might see on T.V with half east lon-
-ndon standing behind them posing while they're parking-some,
rented whip, fake from their heads-to-their-toes,
Try bring something original their heads-will-explode,
Yet people claim they're sick while they head-to-their-shows,
Hip-Hop never died, it just looks dead-'cause-of-clones,
So give me a fork-and-some-cups,
And I'll single handedly launch an assault-on-these-fucks,
Touch on real life subjects that ought-to-be-touched,
And see that every fake out there is forcibly-crushed.
(Yeek-Yeek Woop-Woop) Why you all in my ear? Talkin' a whole bunch a shit that I ain't tryin to hear.
Get Back! Motherfucker You don't know me like that.
Get back! Motherfucker You don't know me like that!
(Yeek-Yeek Woop-Woop) I ain't playin' around.. Make one false move, I'll take you down.
Get back! Motherfucker You don't know me like that.
Get back! Motherfucker You don't know me like that!
So, so, come on, come on. DON'T get swung on, swung on. It's the knick-knack-patty-whack still riding cadillacs. Family
off the streets, made my homies put the baggies back. (Whoo!) Still stackin' plaques (yep), still action-packed (yep), and
dope.. I keep it flippin' like acrobats. That's why I pack a mack, that'll crack a back, cause on my waist, there's more
heat than the shaq-attack! But I ain't speakin' about ballin', jus' thinkin' about brawlin' 'til y'all start ballin'. We
all in together now, birds of a feather now, jus' bought a plane so we changin' the weather now. So put your brakes on,
cats put your capes on, and knock off your block, get dropped, and have your face blown. Cause I'll prove it, scratch off
the music, like hey little stupid, don't make me looose it!
I came (I came), I saw (I saw), I hit him right dead in the jaw (in the jaw).
See I caught him with a right hook, caught him with a jab, caught him with an upper cut, kicked him in his ass. Sent him
on his way cause I ain't for that talk, and no trips to the county.. I ain't for that walk! We split like 2 pins at the
end of a lane, we'll knock out your spotlight and put end to your fame. Put a DTP pendant at the end of yo' chain, and put
the booty of a swish at the end of a flaamme.
Hey, you want WHAT with me?!
I'm gonna tell you one time,
don't FUCK with me!
Get down!
Cause I ain't got nothin' to lose,
and I'm havin a bad day,
don't make me take it out on you!
Maann, cause I don't wanna do that. I wanna have a good time and enjoy my Jack.. sit back and watch the women get drunk
as hell, so I can wake up in the morning with a story to tell. I know it's been a little while since I've been out the
house, but now I'm here.. you wanna stand around runnin' yo' mouth? I can't hear nothing you sayin' or spittin', so what's
up? Don't you see we in the club?, man shut the fuck up!
You say i'm stuck somewhere back in between
My blured memories
Some say I kicked myself right in the face
I'm not as I seem.
I'd erase what you say
Scramble words in the way
But you can't take away
Turn away
Run away
Fuck with me
Don't say that its over
I'd kill to be closer
A moment i'm passing to you
But to me
I will wait
And i'll take
Anything with your name
Don't say that its over
You can't live without me
You say theres something wrong in my head
So I like to bleed
You say i'm scaring you now but i'm tired
From watching you sleep
I'd erase what you say
Scramble words in the way
But you can't take away
Turn away
Run away
Fuck with me
Don't say that it's over
I'd kill to be closer
A moment i'm passing to you
But to me
I will wait
And ill take
Anything with your name
Don't say that its over
You can't live without me
Live without me
Live without me
But you can't take away
Turn away
Run away
Fuck with me
Don't say that it's over
Don't say that it's over
I'd kill to be closer
Dont say that it's over
I'd kill to be closer
A moment im passing to you
But to me
I will wait
And i'll take
Anything with your name
Dont say that its over
You cant live without me
(Don't say that its over)
You cant live without me
(Don't say that its over)
You cant live without me
(Don't say that its over)
I'd kill to be closer
I'd kill to be closer
You can't live without me
Thinking
Am I making
More mistakes again
Am I ever gonna win
Chasing
Never reaching
For an open hand
It slaps me where I stand
I'm still stuck here
Pretending to be happy
Pretending to be something
When I know it isn't real
Way, you walk away
And i dont need anybody
I wont need anybody
Way, you walk away
And i dont need anybody
Changing
Still arranging
Who I really am
You still don't give a damn
Facing
Mind is racing
Finely here I am
It stops me where I stand
Way, you walk away
And I don't need anybody
I won't need anybody
Way, you walk away
And I don't need anybody
Walk away
I'm still stuck here
Pretending to be happy
Pretending to be something
When I know it isn't real
Way, you walk away
And I don't need anybody
I won't need anybody
Way, you walk away
And I don't need anybody
I won't need anybody
Way, you walk away
And I don't need anybody
I won't need anybody
Way, you walk away
And I don't need anybody
I won't need anybody
I'm still stuck here
I'm still stuck here
I'm still stuck here
Here
I'm so sick of me, being sick of you,
And the way you look, all the things you do,
You drive me crazy, drive me crazy
Sick of being broke, can't pay the rent
I'm about to snap, I can't handle this
I'm doing crazy, doing crazy (going crazy)
If you're sick like me
There's no stopping now,
Try to break it up
And just let it out
If I was sick like you,
I would feed the fire
I would light it up
And watch it all drop down
I'm so sick of my life
It's the same old trip,
Try to make it bend,
But it never gives
Look what you made me (what you made me)
Well I hate my boss,
He's a little bitch
If he keeps it up,
I'll make him quit
Or I'll go crazy
I'm going crazy
If you're sick like me
There's no stopping now,
Try to break it up
And just let it out
If I was sick like you,
I would feed the fire
I would light it up
And watch it all drop down
(And watch it all drop down)
I'm so sick of me, being sick of you,
And the way you look, all the things you do,
You drive me crazy, drive me crazy
Yeah!
If you're sick like me
There's no stopping now,
Try to break it up
And just let it out
If I was sick like you,
I would feed the fire
I would light it up
And watch it all drop down
(If you're sick like me,
There's no stopping now
There's no stopping now
Watch it all drop down
If you're sick like me
Then you're sick like me)
Come On!
Come On!
Come On!
Come On!
Come On!
I've crossed the line and I've got no shame
Breaking the rules everytime I play
Running the edge, I'm giving the chase
Nothing to lose, I've got nothing to say
What you want doesn't matter anymore
I'm stepping up and I'm ready for war
Look at the ones fallen before
Coming to me trying to even the score
Come On!
With whatever you've got!
Come On!
Take your best shot!
Come On!
I'm one step ahead, gonna leave you for dead!
And I won't stop!
I won't stop!
I got you tighter then old Bill Cole,
I'm just saying what you already know
You're gonna give up, you better lay low
Nowhere to hide! You got nowhere to go!
Cross the line and I got no shame
I'm breaking rules everytime I play
Running the edge, I'm giving the chase
Nothing to lose, I've got nothing to say
Come On!
With whatever you've got!
Come On!
Take your best shot!
Come On!
I'm one step ahead, gonna leave you for dead!
And I won't stop!
I won't stop!
Come On!
Come On!
Come On!
Come On!
With whatever you've got!
Come On!
Take your best shot!
Come On!
I'm one step ahead, gonna leave you for dead!
And I won't stop!
I won't stop!
All my memories
Of a life forgotten
The pictures and letters that we wrote
Are hidden in the dark
Locked away forever
Buried in a shebox labeled burn
Let it burn
Burn away the memories
Let it burn
Burn away the pain
Let it burn
Til there's nothing left but ashes
Let it burn away
Some nights when it rains
I dig out your old pictures
And dance with memories sour now with age
I wish I could let go
And just walk out of this prison
The shrine I have built around my pain
I can not be free
Til nothing's left but ashes
Of a shoebox labeled burn
ok this is personal i was foolish and blind to turn my back and think that your drop what you did and said and leave me alone and leave vampire rave ....but the truth is you deleted you old pro..but made a new one ..yeah i know that got my resources ..telling me that ..but now you take it further jump me outside kick me in the ribs numerous times ..i could go to cops but im not like that you see
and you think im weak pathetic ..yeah read your letter this morning you wanna fight?
well bitch your getting one ...and guess what the fight is going to be all official in a boxing ring ..straight up ..you pushed me to the limit at this moment in time i don't give a shit ..i wanna fucking kill you see you bleed to death
here is a song for you lol
We live with today
Only matters what's inside
(You know)
Everything comes and goes no matter where you hide
I won't let you take everything that I deserve
Timing is the melody behind every word
So get in where you fit in
Time to put in on the line
We're going head to head
Can you handle it?
I'm bleeding till the last man's standing
We're going head to head
Can you handle it?
I'm taking you down
I'm taking you down
(You down)
I'm the last man standing
Last man standing
(Now)
Practice what you preach before you pray until you burn
Scratch until I bleed before I give you back your tongue
It's my time to be on top
See I'm breaking down your walls
You better keep your cards close before I make you fall
So get in where you fit in time to put in on the line
We're going head to head
Can you handle it?
I'm bleeding till the last man's standing
We're going head to head
Can you handle it?
I'm taking you down
I'm taking you down
(You down)
I'm the last man standing
Last man standing
Now!
I will break you down
Head to head it's all or nothing
Hands on bound
I've been waiting way too long
To take you down
I will be the last man standing
So get in where you fit in time to put in on the line
We're going head to head
Can you handle it?
I'm bleeding till the last man's standing
We're going head to head
Can you handle it?
I'm taking you down
I'm the last man standing
Were going head to head
Can you handle it?
I'm bleeding till the last man standing
Were going head to head
Can you handle it?
I'm taking you down
I'm the last man standing
I'm the last man standing
Who's standing?
Taking you down
Whose standing?
Taking you down
Who's standing now?
I've seen better days, yeah
So says the mirror
It's hard to find divinity when you're the king of men
If I can get through this
I can get through anything
If I can make it through this
I can get through anything
If I can get through this
I can get through anything
If I can make it through this
I promise you
I promise you
It could be much worse, yeah
But the call is close
Tomorrow's my reason for today to let go
If I can get through this
I can get through anything
If I can make it through this
I can get through anything
If I can get through this
I can get through anything
If I can make it through this
I promise you
I promise you
If I can get through this
I can get through that
If you cut me wide open
I can cut you some slack
If you come when I'm leaving
I might never be back
I know it's not easy
just a matter of fact
If I can get through this
I can get through that
If you cut me wide open
I can cut you some slack
If you come when I'm leaving
I might never be back
I know it's not easy
just a matter of fact
OK NO MORE NICE GUY ...YOU ASKED FOR THIS ...
To be honest with you, this whole game, to me is a joke,
like someone who's never smoked,
tellin' the meaning of dope,
get out the way, the grim reaper is cleaning his cloak,
and aint puttin back down the sithe, til' it's gleaming and soaked,
in the remains,
of every fake rapper up in this game,
goin' with the flow's likely to have you flushed down the drain,
messed up like a kid with the thug image, stuck in his brain,
the fans are beggin for more, like someone cluckin' for cane,
but come on, you thought you'd seen the last of me?
I don't even think a nuclear blast would be,
enough to rid you of syko recordz I laugh at these,
minor mcees, actin' like they're even half a g,
I aint some fake Jack in the box production,
made up like a female intending on Boss seduction,
sittin on a shelf in a store with cost reduction,
I'm turnin' the game back, like some clocks adjustin',
I don't give a dam wot you think, think what you like,
keep thinkin' it til' you're dead in the ground and thinkin' with five,
little maggots eatin' your skull and a twinklet of light,
peering through your fuckin' coffin while you stink and I'm ripe,
I'm too far ahead of you bitches to care,
test me and you'll simply dissapear like when you piss in the air,
This game's fucked up like a beat that's missin' a snare,
turnin' makeshift like payin' for a kiss in a fair...
Let the games begin,
I've come to far to turn back down the lanes I've been,
When I play man I aim to win,
Now I'm startin' to change the winds,
So let the games begin,
For those who find it a strain to string,
Together tracks like I've been trained to bring,
Now we'll see who remains the king,
Let the games begin...
Now I'm gettin my label off the ground, like a frog on a leap.
movin' this rap game, like a dog on a leash,
you people think I live where you can jog on the beach,
I'm still livin' in ends where you'll get robbed on the street,
But I move too quick I was born premature,
if I carry on like this I'll be seein what Jackson & Lennon saw,
you man are pissed cause you bring shit you can't get a tenner for,
come test me now and see if I don't leave you red and sore,
New Breed was the point I switched from average to above,
having rubbed,
out all the mistakes I'd made since first being dubbed,
syko, I-grow, like a vine while you're like a shrub,
you'll never catch up, it's like Bugs Bunny and Elma Fudge,
got so much heat in my arsenal you'd think I'm fuckin' Russian,
got this mastered, from the rhymes to the keys to the precussion,
this games overflowin' with shit like a toilet that needs flushin',
I talk about things other rappers aint even brushin',
goin' right to the core, most just dance around the crust n',
chat about gats they're bussin,
when all they're doin' is cussin',
you must be on a trip if you think that I'm ever hushin,
at one point, i've either got lyrics or beats gushin,
out of every orophis,
one bit of flem or a piss,
contains more talent than these rappers who chat about hollow tips,
there's nothin' to work with like a woman with hollow tits,
if you're gonna follow something for fucks sake follow this,
I leave talentless Mceese shook like horror flics,
and I aint even tryin no more I do it for a kick,
you think I've got time for you and your stupid antics?
You've got somethin to say? Say it and you'll receive the blits,
this is it,
this is where the game begins,
time to put all to the test who've been named the kings,
bury every single fake who just claims to sin,
resurrect the game, time to change the winds....
Let the games begin,
I've come to far to turn back down the lanes I've been,
When I play man I aim to win,
Now I'm startin' to change the winds,
So let the games begin,
For those who find it a strain to string,
Together tracks like I've been trained to bring,
Now we'll see who remains the king,
Let the games begin...
Love gives meaning to our lives – as do friendship, or art or faith in God. These are factors of true happiness, of inner peace, of feelings of harmony, allowing meaning to our existence.
But there is the other side. There is the cruelty of life, the pain, the evil, not to talk of death. They are the hidden tigers, ambushed and ready to attack the imprudent, to use an image present in the Buddhist Scriptures.
Is between these pendulums - the positive, the one that gives happiness and meaning, and the negative - that our lives are lived. And when we meditate about all that, we arrive at a diverse and disagreeing set of thoughts about the meaning and purpose of life.
This site is also about these themes and thoughts…
There are seven approaches to Divinity through meditative work. Four are related to the individual and to consecrating the personality, and the other three are of a group nature.
These seven steps or grades of focused intention in meditative work include working with ...
1. Desire
The attainment of achieving that which satisfies the lower desires initially drives one towards focusing their will, which begins the process of meditative work. This form of approach is inclusive of all human desires from the beginning of human development up to and the aspiring mystic.
2. Prayer
Prayer is an approach to Divinity invoked by the aspirant, the mystic or the spiritually inclined being that blends personality desire with a desire for soul contact. Through the demonstrated effectiveness of prayer, one observes the subtler powers and the fact of the essential dualism of life, discovering both a lower self and a higher Self.
3. Mental Reflection
Mental reflection or concentrated thinking produces integration and definite personality alignment, which leads eventually to controlled reflection and concentrated thoughts. This type of thinking has produced all the creative wonders of modern civilization and culminates in the concentration achieved in occult meditation. This meditation brings about personality and soul fusion.
4. Straight Meditation
A focused, concentrated mental attitude and fixed reflection that is creative in nature is termed straight meditation. This practice births the "Christ Within," producing the soul-infused personality. The soul-infused personality then reorients the life and environment, and begins consciously to cooperate with the creative work of the Spiritual Hierarchy, the Group Soul.
These four stages of meditative work are responsible for all that is seen and known to exist in the three worlds. These expressions of meditation or focussed thought ~ from desires for physical or emotional objectives or the higher aspects of spiritual, focused aspiration ~ definitely creates that which is desired. This is also true of the other three stages of meditation that are group in nature, as they are intelligently and effectively creative. These three stages involve
5. Worship
Worship is the united group recognition and reflection upon Divine Transcendence and Divine Immanence. Worship creates the path of return to the source of Divine Life.
6. Invocation and Evocation
Invocation and evocation is a form of dynamic, spiritual meditation. The New Group of World Servers and people of goodwill worldwide are creatively striving towards the upliftment of humanity, the creation of a new world order and a more spiritually-polarized civilization. To assist in this evolution, The Great Invocation was given to assist in the creation of the new world order and is a cornerstone of the New World Religion. The united use of this prayer is one of the most powerful demonstrations of invocative and evocative meditation.
7. Ashramic Meditation
Ashramic meditation is based upon the evocation of human response to the higher spiritual values and the creation of those conditions which allow the new values to flourish according to the Divine Plan. Ashramic meditation focuses on the immediate aspect of the Path humanity is needing to tread. Its intention is to swing into creative activity the desires, aspirations, reflections and focused meditation of humanity, at whatever their point in evolution, so that a potent, cooperative and invincible movement will be established, resulting in the creation of the new heavens and earth. This is one way of preparing the way for the Kingdom of God on Earth, with a new order and way of expressing life.
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"A legitimate Vampire is able to safely digest more than 600% of the daily recommended amount of iron (RDA is 18mg. 600% of RDA is 108mg). This can be tested by use of iron pills bought at almost any nutrition store or grocery store. "
Believe whatever you like...however...you should not encourage anyone to consume and overdose on iron or any other over-the-counter mineral or vitamin to "test" if they're a "real vampire." Not only is this irresponsible on your part as a "mature" vampire...if indeed you are real...it's downright malicious information to feed to the gullible and inexperienced amongst mortal peers.
Side Effects of Overdosing on OTC Iron and Prescription:
Airways and lungs:
Buildup of fluids in the lungs
Gastrointestinal system:
Black and, possibly, bloody stools
Diarrhea
Liver damage
Metallic taste in mouth
Nausea
Vomiting blood
Heart and blood
Dehydration
Low blood pressure
Fast and weak pulse
Shock
Nervous system
Chills
Coma (may occur within 1/2 to 1 hour after overdose)
Convulsions
Dizziness
Drowsiness
Fever
Headache
Lack of desire to do anything
Skin
Bluish-colored lips and fingernails
Flushing
Loss of color from the skin (pallor)
Note: Symptoms may go away in a few hours, then return again after 1 day or later.
or..if you have other illnesses, such an overdose could kill someone...#_#
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