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And in the rising sun we see,

the light of now the newest day,

but still the pain and still the tears,

we know within our hearts will stay.



And all the wrongs that fill our past,

could ever such a right be made?

and all the loves that we have lost,

we know the hurt has always stayed.



despite the boundaries we have laid.





And with the rule that comes with life,

everything must one day end,

and with the grieving and the strife,

is there remorse that we can send?



But know to lose a closer friend?





Regret the past I surely will,

but keep the ones with me at heart,

for even friends that I have lost,

time can't forever keep apart.

Put all the memories you made,

In a box in your secret room,

I promise I'll find them someday,

I promise that I'll be there soon.



And when the dawn breaks the night,

Light shines gently through shades,

I promise you I will be here,

Like promises I've always made.



Don't let the down break our night,

Hold off the coming of day,

My shadow dissolving in light,

My voice a whisper to say...



Don't wake up sleepy eyes now,

Dream away all of your fears,

Smile on sultry somehow,

Closed eyes don't have to fight tears.



The dawn is breaking,

Light lays softly on you,

I swear that I won't be here,

But know that I'm watching for you.



Put all the memories you've made,

In a box in your secret room,

I promise I'll find them someday,

I promise that I'll be there soon.

I cannot tell how dark it is,

Hidden by a timeless sun,

Deep waters of oblivion,

Please help me shut my eyes.



Cradle me close to the stars,

From a time that's yet begun,

Deep waters of oblivion,

Drown my quiet cries.



Lift me up, far from here,

And I can dream eternally,

Ice has cast these silent lips,

Ever lost in sleepy eyes.



Deep waters of oblivion,

Hidden with a timeless sun,

And I'll wander close to stars,

A dream that never dies.

I see your face,

And everything seems empty now,

Something else has changed I know,

I see it in your eyes.



I feel misplaced,

And I now you aren’t somehow,

The person I once thought I knew,

We, by some means, severed ties.



Silent words fall on deaf ears,

Flowing from cold lips,

And tears of salt and love that lived,

Fall sharp as kindness slips.



My heart is bleeding now I know,

If not for pain I’d be deceived.

Turning now I’ll walk away,

From a world that’s all but been believed.

You are now a memory,

Fading a little more each day,

And since you have left me,

I have nothing more to say,

Except,

Love it but a rose,

It blooms,

Then slowly wilts away.

Can you tell I'm numb?

Wondering what went wrong,

Falling down on my knees,

To pieces.

Little shards of me.



Keep away I'm tired now,

Showing you myself, never again.

Keep away somehow,

showing someone else.



Again.



I fell down,

Scraped my hands.

I helped my self up,

So you could stay away.

You can keep away.



I fall to pieces,

I fall to pieces in your arms,

Like the creases,

And the cracks in the middle of.



I fall to pieces,

Shards of me in your arms,

I fall to pieces,

Again,

Remains of me.

Only souvenirs.

Lie to me,

Tell me I've been better.

Cry with me,

I've been here forever.

Tears my eyes have, tell my love before,

Of a time I never wanted more.

Hold to me,

I feel the sky is falling,

Dont let go of me,

I fear that they are calling.

Shortened breaths,

I look into your eyes.

The emptiness,

As a lover dies.

I stare into an empty sky,

Knowing it's embraced you in its arms.

I dare to always wonder why,

You have travelled far from earthly harms.

Is it okay I had to cry?

Telling myself lies that are not true,

Is it alright I had to lie?

To keep away the tears that are for you.

I stare onto the empty road,

Flowers there which you will never see,

A moment in a moment now,

A moment there when you could never be.

I see them in the corners,

Soft and delicate;

A death-trap for our lies.

They hang there in the mourning sun,

From a time where we'd begun,

Now catching tears she cries.

And the wind blows,

Memories through my mind,

Like it tares the web from its time,

Leaving it broken and away.

And he follows,

remains of what we used to have,

holding on to what we had,

But they've all been burned today.

So I will lay here,

Wrapped within my own web,

Caught in thoughts I knew were never true,

And I will stay here,

While jealousy finds pieces,

One's loniless had left behind for you.

Unsounded emptiness and solitude,

To the extent in which no form persists.

The bright hue of life fades to a somber black,

This, as well, ceases to exist.

The spiteful thought running through ones mind,

To evoke anguish from our suffering and pain.

To step into eternal blackness so unaware,

Far from light we'll never see again.

Emotions lost far beneath our soul,

Innocence lost deep within our eyes,

Still something more we whisper in our prayers,

Behind our tears,

hidden in our cries.

I remember a night clearly,

The echoing resonance of it's sound,

The texture of the darkness griping loosely,

Like a dull and distant pain.

I remember a stone hell,

Transparent to my eye,

Encaging my heart.

I remember how the moon hung,

Casting bluish shadows on the night;

A quiet night,

A tranquil sky,

A resting point to private fears.

I remember a voice whispering,

Closely to my soul.

Deep within the enveloping dawn,

The moon fading in the light of another day,

Drawn towards some other time.

But forever, in those memories,

I have that night,

Wedged in a corner of the moonlit sky.

With the light of day I have a heavy heart,

For the luminescent sun brings with her death,

Holding us in place new days do start,

While those in a forever sleep will rest.

And though god took you in his arms that day,

Here left me to this bitter world unkind,

No words I speak but speaking are my eyes,

Through tears, Im searching for a path to find.

I know my heart feels heavy and is worn,

So on your silent cheek I place a kiss,

There is no greater love then mine for you,

Loving you my love, remember this.

I hear you calling for the moment,

Listening to every word you say,

I hear your voice tracing all my words,

But it wasnt my choice that you couldnt stay.

I heard you calling for me in the shadows,

A place where I could see but cant be seen,

I saw you fallow me unassumingly,

Thinking I would chase it like a dream.

I felt your presence,

Peering in the night,

Like an unpretentious shadow

Watching me.

I thought I heard your voice within my echo,

Thinking Ive seen you, but I cant see.

Sometimes I wonder where I left my understanding,

Sometimes I think I never really knew,

Still people ask me where my heart is,

But now I know my heart was left with you.

I stare addicted to sinister eyes,

Hypnotized,

One glance your posture changes,

And I realize.

Hands wrapped firmly on my waist,

You pull me in,

Youre looking for undying taste,

Eternal sin.

I barely breathe,

Your arms encase my fragile core,

If I could move Id run,

Somehow I want it more.

You softly trace the collar of my skin,

I take a breath,

You kiss my neck,

Im taken in.

A tear falls from my eye,

Drips down from off my cheek,

One last look from mortal flesh,

And I feel weak.

My hands run cold,

My eyes are seeing crimson hue,

My soul has fled,

Before me now is only you.

And so my world now takes on such a solemn tone,

You opened up and pulled me in,

Im not alone.

You kiss me softy,

And desperately I cry,

Tonight my moon hangs dark,

Crimson goodbye.