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It feels like everything is falling apart, despite the fact that everything is going just right..

I'm a monster, a psychopathic schizophrenic that needs to be locked up...

No, I can't.. I'd let everyone down, they think I'm great that I'm such a hard worker..

But I hate them... I can't stand to be around them... I just wear a fake smile and hope they don't see that this job is actually causing me to loose my sanity bit by bit...

I'm nothing, I'll never be able to keep in a job, or in school, I'll just back out of everything...

No.. I have to keep pushing... Or else I'll end up like her... Like I used to be....



I'm breaking... I'm fucking loosing it again... I hate this.. I want it all to end yet no matter how many times I cut I don't bleed... Not anymore.. I havn't for awhile...