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me and dianas song battle

13:49 Nov 02 2011
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DIANA:

EVERYBODY LOOK AT ME I WALK IN DE DOOR U START SCREAMIN



ME:

you better get up out the way tomorrow well rise so lets fight today

GANGSTA



DIANA:

MY NAME IS JENNI N I LIVE ON THE BLOCK

USED TO HAVE LITTLE NOW I HAVE A LOT

CLEAR BLUE AND UNCONDICINAL

ADDICTED TO YOUR OWN MIND

THE SHOES ON MY FEET I GOT IT

THE CLOTHES IM WEARIN IVE GOT IT

THE ROCK IM ROCKIN IV GOT IT

CUS I DEPEND ON ME



ME:

LOOK INTO THE MIRROR WHOS THERE THE ONE WITH THE LONG HAIR



DANM IM PRETTY

can u handle me

prove u can handle me

i dont think you redy for tis jelly



DIANA:

xell HEY MY FIRST FLOW STOPPED ON A GOLD DIGGIN WOMAN MONEY CASH FLOW ALL BIG FACED HONEYS STUNTIN ON THEM PEOPLE GOT THEM D BOYS RUNNIN SHAWTY GOT BOTH BROKE CAN'T SEE WHAT'S COMING



DIANA:

Wear them apple bottoms, wear them apple bottoms honey

Dolce and Gabbana and she get up on my money

Louie Bag, fit, Gucci fin-dy and her money

See the carrots on her wrist now she pimps bugs bunny

Used to date Kanye now she want me

While I got my juice wanna take my OJ

It ain't her birthday with her name on a cake

If I ever play, for me it's grade A!



ME:

I'm so much better,

You thought that I'd be weak without ya,

But I'm stronger,

You thought that I'd be broke without ya,

But I'm richer,

You thought that I'd be sad without ya,

I laugh harder,

You thought I wouldn't grow without ya,

Now I'm wiser,

You thought that I'd be helpless without ya,

But I'm smarter,

You thought that I'd be stressed without ya,

But I'm chillin'

You thought I wouldn't sell without



DIANA:

First floor, stuck on the gold digger

Second floor, stuck on the dime piece

Third floor, stuck on the hood rat

Fourth floor, freak it I don't know cause



ME:

I'm a survivor (what),

I'm not gonna give up (what),

I'm not gon' stop (what),

I'm gonna work harder (what),

I'm a survivor (what),

I'm gonna make it (what),

I will survive (what),



I'm not gonna lie on you or your family, yo,

(I'm better than that)

I'm not gonna hate you in the magazine,

(I'm better than that)

I'm not gonna compromise my Christianity,

(I'm better than that)

You know I'm not gonna diss you on the Internet

Cause my momma told me better than that.





DIANA:

Did I ever do anything that was this cruel to you?

Did I ever make you wonder who was standing in the room?

You made yourself look perfect in every way,

So when this goes down, I'm the one that will be blamed.

Your plan is working so you can just walk away,

Baby your secret's safe.



DIANA:

There's no kindness in your eyes,

The way you look at me, it's just not right.

I can tell whats going on this time,

Theres a stranger in my life.

You're not the person that I once knew.

Are you scared to let them know it's you?

If they could only see you like I do,

Then they would see a stranger too..



Such a long way back, from this place that we are at.

When I think of all the time I've wasted, I could cry..



There's no kindness in your eyes,

The way you look at me, it's just not right.

I can tell whats going on this time,

Theres a stranger in my life.

You're not the person that I once knew.

Are you scared to let them know it's you?

If they could only see you like I do,

Then they would see a stranger too..



There's no kindness in your eyes,

The way you look at me, it's just not right.

I can tell whats going on this time,

Theres a stranger in my life.

You're not the person i once knew.

Are you scared to let them know it's you?

If they could only see you like I do,

Then they would see a stranger too..



ME:

There's a guy in the place

He's got a bittersweet face

And he goes by the name of Ebeneezer Goode

His friends call him Eezer and he is the main geezer

And he'll vibe about the place

Like no other man could

He's refined, sublime, he makes you feel fine

Though very much maligned and misunderstood

But if you know Eezer he's a real crowd pleaser

He's ever so good, he's Ebeneezer Goode

You can see that he's mysterious,

Mischievious and devious

As he circulates amongst the people in the place

But once you know he's fun

And something of a genius



DIANA;

Baby

Butterflies they gave me such a feeling

Everytime I saw your face

They started flying

Now my heart is in the shadow

Of the creatures they turned into

And I wish

That I could make them fly away



I can tell this hostile

There's a war on the inside

I can tell this is my style

And I gotta stand up and fly



How do I kill these butterflies

Terrorizing me inside

How do I stop the battle cries

Screaming out through the night

doesnt no matter what you say

I'm still gonna feel this way

These black black butterflies

Taking over me



Black black butterflies

Black black butterflies

Black black butterflies

Black black butterflies



I can see them moving deep inside of me

And my body's beggin me to set 'em free

I'm in desperate need of healing

'Cause the damage in my whole being

Is there any away to make em fly away



I can tell this is my style

There's a war on the inside

I can tell this is my style

And I gotta stand up and fly



How do I kill these butterflies

Terrorizing me inside



ME:

Eezer is the geezer who loves to muscle in

That's about the time the crowd

All shout the name of Eezer

As he's kotcheled in the corner,

Laughing by the bass bin





Has anybody got any veras?

Lovely

Ya ha ha ha ha ha

Ya ha ha ha ha ha

A great philosopher once wrote

"Naughty naughty very naughty"

Ha ha ha ha ha

Ebeneezer Goode, leading light of the scene

Know what I mean - see

He created the vibe,

He takes you for a ride and as if by design

The party ignites like he's comin alive

He takes you to the top, shakes you all around

Then back down, you know as he gets mellow

Then as smooth as the groove

That is making you move

He glides into your mind with



DIANA:

How do I stop the battle cries

Screaming out through the night

doesnt no matter what you say

I'm still gonna feel this way

These black black butterflies

Taking over me



Black black butterflies

Black black butterflies

Taking over me

Black black butterflies

Black black butterflies



Black, black, black, black butterflies



Yeah, yeah, yeah

Come and set me free

Yeah, yeah, yeah

Get out of my face,

Get out of my face, right now

Yeah, yeah, yeah

Set, set me free

Yeah, yeah, yeah



No matter what you say

I'm still gonna feel this way



How do I kill these butterflies

Terrorizing me inside

How do I stop the battle cries

Screaming out through the night

doesnt no matter what you say

I'm still gonna feel this way

These black black butterflies

Taking over me



Black black butterflies

Black black butterflies

Taking over me

Black black butterflies

Black black butterflies

Taking over me

Black black butterflies

Black black butterflies

Taking over me

Black black butterflies

Black black butterflies

Taking over me



ME:

at home

drawing pictures

of mountain tops

with him on top

lemon yellow sun

arms raised in a V

dead lay in pools of maroon below



daddy didn't give attention

to the fact that mommy didn't care

king jeremy the wicked

ruled his world





Jeremy spoke in class today

Jeremy spoke in class today



clearly I remember

pickin' on the boy

seemed a harmless little fuck

but we unleashed a lion

gnashed his teeth

and bit the recessed lady's breast



how could I forget

he hit me with a surprise left

my jaw left hurtin

dropped wide open

just like the day

like the day I heard



DIANA:

How many times have i hurt you and how many times have you

and how many times have you how manyy

beggin beggin pleease

forgive forgive me



ME:

ht Can you feel it ,see it, hear it today?

If you can't, then it doesn't matter anyway

You will never understand it cuz it happens too fast

And it feels so good, it's like walking on glass

It's so cool, it's so hip, it's alright

It's so groovy, it's outta sight

You can touch it, smell it, taste it so sweet

But it makes no difference cuz it knocks you off your feet

You want it all but you can't have it

It's cryin', bleedin', lying on the floor



DIANA:

I can't tell you what it really is

I can only tell you what it feels like

And right now there's a steel knife

In my windpipe

I can't breathe

But I still fight

While I can fight

As long as the wrong feels right

It's like I'm in flight

High of a love

Drunk from the hate

It's like I'm huffin' paint

And I love it the more that I suffer

I suffocate

And right before I'm about to drown

She resuscitates me

She fucking hates me

And I love it

Wait

Where you going

I'm leaving you

No you ain't

Come back

We're running right back

Here we go again

It's so insane

Cause when it's going good

It's going great

I'm Superman

With the wind at his back

She's Lois Lane

But when it's bad

It's awful

I feel so ashamed

I snap

Who's that dude

I don't even know his name

I laid hands on her

I'll never stoop so low again

I guess I don't know my own strength



ME:

So you lay down on it and you do it some more

You've got to share it, so you dare it

Then you bare it and you tear it

You want it all but you can't have it

It's in your face but you can't grab it

It's alive, afraid, a lie, a sin

It's magit, it's tragic, it's a loss, it's a win

It's dark, it's moist, it's a bitter pain

It's sad it happened and it's a shame

You want it all but you can't have it

It's in your face but you can't grab it

What is it?

It's it

What is it?...



DIANA:

how many times have i hurt you

and how many times have you

how many

beggin beggin please

forgive forgive me



ME:

its in your face but you cant grab it

what is it

what is it



DIANA:

Now little Lisa is only 9 years old

She's trying to figure out why the world is so cold

Why she's all alone and ain't never met her family

Mama's always gone and she never met her daddy

Part of her is missing and nobody will listen

Mama is on drugs getting high up in the kitchen

Bringing home men at different hours of the night

Starting with some laughs -- usually ending in a fight

Sneaking in her room while her mama's knocked out

Trying to have his way and little Lisa says 'ouch'

She tries to resist but then all he does is beat her

Tries to tell her mom but her mama don't believe her

Lisa is stuck up in the world on her own

Forced to think that hell is a place called home

Nothing else to do but get some clothes and pack

She says she's 'bout to run away and never come back.



DIANA:

Little Nicole is only 10 years old

She's steady trying to figure why the world is so cold

Why she's not pretty and nobody seems to like her

Alcoholic step-dad always wanna strike her

Yells and abuses, leaves her with some bruises

Teachers ask questions she making up excuses

Bleeding on the inside, crying on the out

It's only one girl really knows what she about

Her name is lil Stacy and they become friends

Promise that they always be tight 'til the end

Until one day lil Stacy gets shot

A drive by bullet went stray up on her block

Now Nicole stuck up in the world on her own

Forced to think that hell is a place called home

Nothing else to do but get her clothes and pack

She says she's 'bout to run away and never come back



ME:

You're like a guy on the phone in his Lamborghini

Talking with the man While his wife'a on the other line

He will never say that he really really truly loves her

He just doesn't have time

You're like a friend that was more like an enemy

An evil smile that'll get you anything you need

No one really ever knows the truth

They just don't have time



DIANA:

Erica is eleven years old

She's steady trying to figure why the world is so cold

So she pops x to get rid of all the pain

Plus she's having sex with a boy who's sixteen

Emotions run deep and she thinks she's in love

So there's no protection he's using no glove

Never thinking 'bout the consequences of her actions

Living for today and not tomorrow's satisfaction

The days go by and her belly gets big

The father bails out he ain't ready for a kid

Knowing her mama will blow it all outta proportion

Plus she lives poor so no money for abortion

Erica is stuck up in the world on her own

Forced to think that hell is a place called home

Nothing else to do but get her clothes and pack

She say she's about to run away and never come back.



ME:

Goodbye, you suck

Never really liked you

No more what's up

'Cause I don't care anymore

Goodbye, you suck

Said I never liked you

So long, good luck

Goodbye, you suck





DIANA:

once upon a time

there was a little girl

in her in the years

she had to learn

how to grow up in a war

she called hoem

never noticed where to look for shelter

from a storm

hurt me to see my mothers face

everytime my fathers fist

would but her in her place

hearing all the yelling

I would cry up in my room

hoping it would be over soon



DIANA:

bruises fade father

but the pain remains the same

and I still remeber

how you kept me so afraid

the strength is my mother

for all the love she gave

every morning that I wake

I look back to yesterday

and I'm okay



half the window wide

I've carried all this skin

when it's you that helped me

put together these wall that I built

shadows stir at night through a crack in the door

th echos of a broken child

screaming please no more



DIANA:

brusies fade father

but the pain remains the same

and I still remember how

you kept me so..

so afraid

the strength is my mother

for all the love she gave

every morning that I wake

I look back to yesterday

and I'm okay



It's not so easy to forget

all the rocks in her life

are known as dad

when I was thrown

against cold cement

now everyday I'm afraid

to come home fear

of what i might see



DIANA:

bruises fade father

but the pain remains the same

and I still remeber how you kept me so afraid

the strength is my mother

for all the love she gave

every moring that I wake

I look back to yesterday

and i'm Okay

mhmm

I'm okay

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