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Its funny how our brains work. How it works to protect us.

If you read my other entry then you know that I have been through some shit. And for the longest I really thought I was alright, using coping skills and so on. But then I have a meeting with my divorce lawyer...He asked for details....I surprised myself when the words came out of my mouth....abuse...and worse...confessed....but ever since then, I have anxiety attacks, nightmares, flashbacks....can't eat....pushing people away....

Why can't my brain go back to protecting me....I felt so much stronger then.

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BloodStorm
02:43 Feb 14 2018

*hug* You are a natural at protecting others. Take time for yourself with the kids. Know there are people that care. Block out the pain of the past.

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Fizbop
17:25 Nov 05 2020

my brian kills me too.

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