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Big Brother 8 starts tonight. Channel 4 if now banned in our flat.

It's poking time.

Not really. But we're pretty mad tonight so she might as well be. They're fighting over the remote again.

Why is it if you ask someone to phone you before 9pm they decide to call at two minutes past nine?



I am currently being bored to death AND missing Hustle.

The following are some of the things people call me or say about me. This is only a list of the negative things. I believe a lot of them and am proud of a few of them. Others though, I really wish no one would ever say.



Freak. Loser. Bitch. Whore. Slut. Fat. Ugly. Fool. Waste of space. Waste of time. Strange. Weird. Geek. Super geek. Uber geek. Stupid. Useless. Hopeless. Not worth while. Not pretty. Beached whale. Fucking Goth. Childish. Arrogant. Ignorant. Oblivious. No sense of humour. Crazy. Psychotic. Psycho. Monster. Scary. Better off dead. Would be improved by death.



And the list goes on. I’ll update as I think of them.



If you’re wondering which I’m proud of, here they are:



Freak. Strange. Weird. Geek. Super geek. Uber geek. Fucking Goth. Scary.

It's been a bad week. I'm fine. By that I don't mean I'm okay. I mean I'm Fucked up, Insecure, Neurotic and Emotional. Fine.

I have an exam tomorrow. I don't know anything. I am so Fucked!

It's half six and I have lectures in three hours. I have not yet been to sleep.

I've been blowing bubbles out the kitchen window with my flatmates and yet I feel really down right now. I want out of this world.

The blade is such a temptation right now.

I want a tiger cub.



I need to actually do my assignment that is due in tomorrow.



My feet hurt.



Unrequited love is painful.



I have people who care about me.



My friends mean the world to me.



I really need to do updates for my journal.



I've uploaded pictures to my MySpace account. Same name as here.

I just told a former friends how I really feel about her and I feel much better now. I don't think she'll be talking to me again.

Wednesday night was great fun and, at the same time, one of my biggest mistakes. I'll explain why in my next update.