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Vampires have no age... you can be of a certain age in this human world... but when you get into ours... on the other side, you look different... older...

we keep the form we get when we are in our strongest stage...and since we´re immortal we always look the same... until of course we are killed...



Seems so difficult to understand sometimes... but i look even younger than i am



here in the human world i´m weak ... but there.. i can do amazing things...



and you? well, you look older there... probably your vampire being is about 28...

This is something a friend of mine (that i love with all my heart, because he knows exactly what i´m feeling...) made... and as he always does, made me cry my soul out...

Last night all our people was there waiting for us... when the Council said you should show your ability, i was amazed.

You've learned so fast babe, so skilled and graceful... once more the apprentice overpowered the master, and that fills me with pride...



was a great fight. dont you think?



then the council named you Master... Master Uriel ... and all of us on our knees in front of you... i thought this moment would never come...

I know who she is. And i thought she was a friend of mine.

When friends ask for other friends' opinion well, you simply try to do your best...



of course sometimes you can say things that can bother your friends... but it doesnt mean you wanted to hurt them...



I keep things as a secret if i'm asked to... she was confused and i was trying to help...



now, you are my friend too... you can believe her or you can believe me... after all the things i've been through, the last one would be that you wouldn't believe me...



I asked you to be careful... nobody has to know about me... our race is in danger and you dont want to understand... she said "i heard she's your master" ... why?

"He's a stranger to some

And a vision to none

He can never get enough,

Get enough of the one..."



I went out ... four days out of my duties... and far from you. Master told me that i had to retrieve my life... know who i was... who i am...



Dark Angel tried to stop me... i know what he saw... i know about the vision... he´s always taking care of me...



"For a fortune he'd quit

But it's hard to admit

How it ends and begins..."



Now i´m listening to this song, that i like, and i started remembering what i knew... and how i can explain it to you... without disappointing you.



He´s my apprentice, told Dark Angel... and his words still in my mind.... "but he´s not the one... he´s not meant to be part of you... of us"



"On his face is a map of the world

(A map of the world)

On his face is a map of the world

(A map of the world)

From yesterday, it's coming!

From yesterday, the fear!

From yesterday, it calls him

But he doesn't want to read the message here..."



Through ages i´ve been causing pain and damage to people... I´ve been an Avenger for ages... and I didn´t know... when the Avenger you met, appeared... something was like a signal...



You´re not an Avenger of darkness, Dark Angel said... but i know i´ve been ...



"On a mountain he sits, not of gold but of sin

through the blood he can learn, see the life that it turn

From council of one

He'll decide when he's done with the innocent..."



I´ve killed people for fun, in the past i devastated villages and made horrible things... now, in this life i´m fighting against this... against the evil in me ... that wants to repeat once again...



let me see your soul, he said... but i was too afraid of letting him down... again... Dark Angel is strong, and brave... but still a pure soul...



"On his face is a map of the world

(A map of the world)

On his face is a map of the world

(A map of the world)..."



I need to train you soon, babe... for you to take my place... because i´m scared. I´m fighting so hard to make things right... but last night when i drank from you ... i felt it again...



Dark Angel tried to warn me... but i didnt listen... and he was right... it´s happening...



"From yesterday, it's coming!

From yesterday, the fear!

From yesterday, it calls him

But he doesn't want to read the message here

But he doesn't want to read the message here

But he doesn't want to read the message here

But he doesn't want to read the message here



On his face is a map of the world..."



I dont want to hurt you... i couldn´t. believe it or not... you´ve become too important to me... but i dont know what to do now... if leave you alone ... or stay with you and fight against this...



please, brother help me... dont leave me alone...



"From yesterday, it's coming!

From yesterday, the fear!

From yesterday, it calls him

But he doesn't want to read the message here

From yesterday,

From yesterday,

From yesterday, the fear

From yesterday,

From yesterday

But he doesn't want to read the message here..."



I need you more than never... but i dont want you close to me... i dont want to hurt you...

i thought that i could cover you up from suffering... but i cant and im so sorry for that... because i couldn´t be strong enough...

Last night you proved me that you're ready to start with the real work...



I'm proud of you, Uriel... you'll be a good protector, i know... tonight we will keep on training and we'll be centered in the enemy. I'll go with you to face them.



Just remember what i've asked you for. Dont look for them while i'm away.



of course i'll be missing you... but i know you'll take care of yourself. This afternoon, i want you to start working in our human world, trying to find the hunters...

I´ll miss you ... I need to go out for a couple of days... it won´t take long, but master needs me to recover something for him.



Well, i know why he´s sending me... the only thing i can ask you for... and i´m using this post... is that you can´t go to our land while i´m out... please... dont try to go there...



For a moment dont trust in my master...

dont go to the vampire realm... not if i´m not there to protect you...



I´m pretty sure he wants to trade me with the enemy... please be careful or all my effort will be in vain.

Remember that you wanted to be like me... and i helped you. You´re the hope of our kin, Uriel... you´re the one... and he knows...

Today we played a game... it was funny listening you whispering my name... because you still dont think aloud... and feeling you pulling my hair, of course you still dont have the firm grip. But you have improved a lot this week... and i'm happy for that.



Did you feel me bothering you??? I was touching your face... pulling your hair... bugging you.

Tonight we will train together... so be ready, i'll pick you up and take you to the training field.



There, we'll go with swords first.



Don't be worried about the Avenger... he'll be away from you... you dont need to face him.

The Council agreed in letting me to train you my dear... that´s good news.



Even when i know they have other thing in mind. Maybe you´ll meet the Avenger soon... he´s a vampire, but he´s a fierce warrior. He´s not a protector. He´s a destroyer.



I wouldn´t like you to become like him... but he wants to meet you... of course it´s not time yet...



I need to train your mind to fight babe...

Tonight we will meet again babe... and I will take you to our home... where we live in our plain... there we are exposed... and there we have enemies to fight against.



There I will introduce you to the council, where my master leads. He will decide if i can go on with you teaching you and helping you. Maybe he will assign you other protector. I hope he just punished me enough... and wont take you away from me...



Just wanted to let you know that you´ve been a wonderful discovery... I hope to have the chance of keep on teaching you...



Some of our enemies can cross to our plain... that´s why we have to be alert because they can´t know who we are here... In this plain we´re humans and just partly vampires... so we are vulnerable. But there... we know who they are and we can stop them.



You can drink from me when you feel you need to... i hope i can drink from you again tonight...

I haven't changed though, you said.

I know you had ...



but it's your innerself who changed... vampires are not so evident. Remember that we have to protect ourselves.



My entire life has been a change... and i'm still changing...



you bit strongly, i told you.

Eagerly. My neck is still sore...

Uriel, came to me at last... i sensed him weakly at first, but he made the strongest effort.



it was like a dream... it reminded my master for a moment. When he came closer... just looked at me as looking for answers.



I tilted my head offering my neck and looked at him. surprisingly, his fangs were growing.



Closed my eyes and felt him sinking his canines into my skin... drink babe... and be strong.



The overwhelming blood craving...

Tonight the time´s come...

your transformation will be complete... but you need my blood.



Just relax babe... you can do it. Lay on your bed, like the previous nights and wait until your inner self looks for me... when you get me... wake me up and bite me...



feel your fangs growing as you come closer... for the first time you´ll feel the need ... the craving of blood...

Last night i suppose you were tired because of all the effort that the exercise meant... you were laying on the bed, and your breath was calmed... your eyes closed... maybe you didn't notice when I sat down on your bed and put my hand on your heart... you seemed to have a sweet dream... I'm glad for that.



You're destined to achieve big things... you're meant to be the balance. And I'm pretty sure you'll be a good protector... soon. The youngest in our clan... I have all my hope in you...

First of all he needs to astral project... most of the things we have to deal with belong to the "other" plain.... the "other" dimension...



He tried to come to me last night... and woke me up many many times... like 7 or 8 he said...



and today i heard his voice... calling me... like a whisper...



Tonight, let your inner self or soul go... first give it easy orders like get up, and take it inside your house... control it... until you can send it away.



Keep trying to call me... wake me up... remember to think aloud...

My apprentice is eager to know...

he´s a cold and determined soul... he must be trained ... when time comes... the child of the Moon Goddess... he needs to discover his powers... know himself.. his abilities... needs to understand that this is a rebirth....



My master is still after me... i know protectors shouldn't interfere in human decisions... but i also know the potential when i see it. I have to bear more nightmares because my master is angry...

I know i´ll be punished, but I had to give him a hope. He wanted to be turned... he´s only a boy, but he thinks he could be better being a vampire...

I explained about the risks... but he insisted... so I decided to do it... prepare him to be turned last night... like I was over a year ago... in my dream. When he just bit me and made me what I am now...



I entered his room... but he was not alone... he put in danger a friend of him. He still doesn´t understand how serious this can be... because he doesn´t know the craving for blood... yet.

I told him who i was ... and all the things i´ve been through...

he wanted to know more... he wanted to help me he said ... to understand why i had to pass through all this...



and then ... the question...

did it really happen, right? you´re not lying to me?



and all we talked about friends and how friends know everything and understand everything...



now, means nothing...

So sad when you think that you´re special and you´re not...

when you think you´re liked and you´re not... when you think people care and they don´t

...



it´s been my destiny... nobody notices what i need ... what i want... they suddenly change the topic or run away...

What is good of having a friend older than you? That both can have fun and imagine things... and share stories... and fantasize...



So daddy can be happy because his school girl just came home on time with a whole bunch of homework... waiting for him to direct and guide every word... every exercise... while she takes notes sitting on the couch, crossed legged... with that short skirt... sucking that popsicle that paints her tongue in red... looking at him playfully...





...thinking about the next lesson...

I use to speak with the truth.

I´ve been working hard lately ... for my Coven. I´ve done well with favors... and trying to level up.

I dont use tricks to do it. I hate rating but i do it.

sometimes i just go page by page and read some things... i´m on for hours...

but it doesnt mean i use refreshers or such. I post in the forum, and in my coven forum.



What is sad is when somebody suggests i can be doing something against the rules to get favors. I´m not doing anything wrong.



But some people dont care. They see the outer part, not the inside...



I´m sleepless... suffering from insomnia... but who cares...