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This was written before I dyed my hair.



Art In Motion



it's like art in motion when we're making love

a picture's worth more than a thousand words

when it's a picture of us

your cocoa-brown hand on my skin is like paint on new canvass

the sensations experienced in these moments are too much for words to encompass

so the world becomes colors that merge like pleasure and pain

the sound of your voice is a splash of lilac as you whisper my name

My desire for you burns bright behind stormy blue eyes

The friction's white-hot when you're grinding hard in between my thighs

The black mass of your locks and the strawberry of mine

Nearly blend like a brushstroke as our bodies entwine

Then there's a gray little whisper only we could understand

The pink flush rising to my cheeks when I give you all I've got and all I am

crystalline beads of sweat form and roll down our skin

I say ours cause at this point we're too close to know where I stop and you begin

and then there's a dazzling eruption of color

when together we touch heaven and fall breathless into each other

and that's how it is when we're possessed of the notion

to come together and create art in motion

Draw your sharpest words and stab me

Take off your glasses,and slap me

with your eyes, it's no suprise

We've done this before, so many, many times.

You know my heart is weak and aching

So you take advantage of me by faking

That you really give a damn

About what I like and who I am.

But the truth is, I really can't blame you,

You're just doing what I came here to let you do.

Bind me to you by pushing me away, tell me I can't stay,

It's so much fun, this agonizing game we play.

I love you when I should utterly despise you,

When you look into my eyes do you

See my clarified confusion

It's a predicament I've grown quite used to.

I know exactly why I don't understand

Why I cling to you, in every sense of the word, you are truly a man

And willingly, I give myself up to resisting you

And now that you're gone, I swear I'm not missing you.

I don't cry as the tears roll down my cheeks,

When I scream out in lonely agony, it's not my voice that speaks.

My heart is shattered into one big piece.

And I must hold it together as I quickly release

All of my burdens onto your shoulders

I feel no lighter and so much older.

But i would not trade this pain for pleasure

You're giving me my dearest treasure.

And this poem I have written for you

Is an ode to the sweet pain you put me through.

Surrender



My eyes catch yours and your body freezes

don't lie to yourself it's not the cold night air

the chill in your bones is not from the many breezes

that play and tumble through your hair

It is fear



My shape is now becoming clearer

as you stand and tremble there in fright

you fall back as i move still nearer

taking form from the shadows and the night

Be not afraid



I mean you no harm just take my hand

If you want it we can be as one

but if you reject me its your call

i'll return to the night and be gone

But we both know you want to trust me



Now the choice is yours and yours alone

For the moment you cross this line

I warn you is the point of no return

You must willingly give your soul to be mine

Make your choice



There now the choice is made you draw nearer

I am warmer and softer than you expected me to be

Your heart and soul tell you you're supposed to be here

All you need do now to make the fantasy complete

Is surrender.