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With my hands

I tear away

That of the reflection

Of a smile made ice



No more dignity

For the poisonous bite

Are those signs of illness,

Or is it my blurred sight



Once was that skin desired

And those eyes beloved

But the soul escaped from her

And the meat and flesh destroyed



It was consumed by pleasures

That turned in hunger

There is just an echo

Of what life was



The light fades

The light dies

It is the mirror’s dark side

There are ten thousands ways of feeling all wrong

The visions show that less than a woman I am

Therefore instead of righteous I am not strong

My head tunes in search of your voice

Screaming to me



From the covers of my bed I search your heat

Instead of growing strong I grow weak

I see in others the things I wish I’d see in you

I feel the brokenness of my heart since there’s a leak

And I lose my blood



I see no future in the visions I see for me

I am a racer with broken knees

I despair in the room of the mental institution

Each, corner to corner white is all I see

Numb I feel



Yet again I had to visit the dead old body

Obscure the gates I had to open to grieve

Among the living death I see

Myself is just below my feet

I left flowers



Questions asked again then repeated

Happy endings I’d wish to live

Of welcomed endings I am deleted

The act I repeat, my feelings I buried

This scene is not for me