A bit about myself...
When I came here for the first time I was looking for a place I could fit into. For some reason I believed I could learn more about myself by meeting other people. I was not entirely wrong, but also not entirely right. I find it fun, and somewhat fascinating to learn, to read and write. Also, I have always been attracted to the dark, morbid and mysterious since I was a little kid. Yet, I come from a place where it is always summer (except for the rain season) and that is basically surrounded by beaches. So yes, I did not quite fit in, but I still think of myself as a very ordinary person, that enjoys most of what everyone else does, like listening to music, going to concerts, singing in the car pretending to be a superstar, cooking, making coffee, drinking coffee, eating, eating a lot of sweets, drinking beer… shall I go on?
My gift…
I believe I am no supernatural being, but I can do something mostly ordinary people don’t do… I listen.
What brings me here
This place seems to bring about some educational and inspirational information about things that like to come out when the sun falls down. Yes, I like vampires and other creatures of the night. They are interesting.
There is a mysterious man who observes me from far away, admiring my never ending particularities. He loves me for being me, and what is worse he accepts me for who I am; he is a hurt man.
There is a mysterious man who mentions my name for years to come and that have passed, he who stops time, at the right moment to disturb my thoughts. He is a double edge knife who condemns me to suffering, but releases me from misery.
There is a mysterious man who waits for me and with his words he sentences me, with his thoughts he tears my clothes away and I feel his breathing through me. He visits my dreams every night and in my mind he grows deep.
There is a horrible man who fills me up with pain and my heart despises. With his tears he calls me and I reject him with all my might until he disappears.