I wake up in the morning with this feeling of dread,
that something is coming catch me,
and throw me off again..
I don't want to wake up,
I don't want to get out of bed,
I don't have the energy,
and I look like I am dead.
My hair is thrown around,
as I step one foot off my bed,
My clothes are stingy,
from being so worn out.
My words are so stringy,
I can't speak.
I can't think,
I can hardly feel.
This can't be real.
I am just tired of the sickness, and things being human brings me.. Im always sick, weak, frail.. and insecure..
I would rather be an immortal unable to be sick, unable to be weak powerless.. and have someone to spend eternity with not just a life time..
I don't know if its just me, but having to watch all these vampire movies, of lovers.. Is really saddening, here I am seeking a mate, and never find one to spend my forever with.. What am I supposed to do, just sit and wait, and wither alone, or seek forever?
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