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Well I got burned out playing hangman...and just in time...I was introduced to another site...where I am a werewolf and now a vamp...there is not as much pressure to please the "Master"...and I have the leader that I've always wanted now...I am happy right now...I'm going to quit my job...I've decided to take control of events in my life and make the decisions that will ultimately affect me...anyway...I just put my characters to work so I can crawl into bed...tomorrow is crunch time...deadline day.

Time for a rant...haven't decided what to rant about just yet so I'll just go through my dismal existence...I'm getting sick of my job...again...this usually happens once or twice a year...I think I've been here too long...I'm sick of working with ONLY women...most times communicating with them is like walking on egg shells...I'm sick of leechers...people who don't work and expect you to pay ALL their bills AND give them money to play around with...fuckers don't even put out...I'm sick of being a sucker for a hard luck story...it's no wonder I try not to talk to anyone...I'm sick of "friends" who call you up to go out because they have no money and you do...I'm so polite...I'm sick of that too...if only I could be a complete fuckin' bitch...but I'm afraid I might like that too much...I'm sick of my shoe collection...I'm sick of my student loans that I'll be paying off until I'm 100...I'm sick of taxes...I end up owing every year...and I don't know how that could be...I'm sick of my family...if I see/hear/talk to them once a decade I will be happy...I'm sick of people who by their actions show me that they are completely without morals...AND THEN have the audacity to attempt to preach to me about what's considered "appropriate"...fuck off...hypocrites...well I know I'm not finished but that's all that seems to stand out for me right now.

I went looking for one of favourites here on the site...and found him BLINDED in his House...this was outrageous to me...I started feeling angry at the Master of that House and how unfair it must be to my sweetie...so I check out his stats...I'm stalking him too...and don't I see that he's STALKING someone!!!!...THAT fucking pissed me off...he hasn't stalked anyone since I started stalking him last summer...and NOW he is...well...I'm not so angry at his being BLINDED anymore...fucker probably deserves it...yes...I'm still quite sad...that I can't rant about this in a public forum...fucker.