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My toenails and fingernails are now sparkly and red.... I like it....

Ok The Fire Sauce Packets now say



"Help! I can't tell where I am. It's dark and I hear laughing." What the hell is going on at Taco Bell? Does anyone have any idea....?

Have you ever had anyone eat garlic and then come breath on you?...yech raw garlic how perfectly foul and I like the stuff cooked OMG barf

I sit in silence and I savor

Your rhythm and the flavor

Lock my broken heart away

so I'll fight another day



Burgundy rush deep inside

Things we try to hide

Now I know and so do you

Am I enough to get you thru?



Waiting quiet, only resting

Always learning, always testing

Purring starts from so deep

Your voice haunts my very sleep



Starving needing wanting bleeding

13 long hard years always heeding

The vacant warnings of my past

Test of time built to last



I saw your glided words on a page

A midnight black bird in his cage

Come to me, and we will mend

Journey with me as I bend



I'm so afraid of what I'll be

Without guidance will I see?

Looking to you as you are

Just my heart with a star

He has brown auburn eyes that sparkle like flames

He writes me poetry that makes me cry because it's so true.

He pulls the music and poetry from my soul

He's brilliant and modest...

He's spontaneous and a little crazy....

His voice sounds like warm thunder and rain on hot Oklahoma night...

I live through his eyes when he tells me through his writing what he sees...

He answers my every aching need, he is my heart and everything to me....He knows this not, he only suspects.



Now he knows...

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Isis101
18:53 Jan 14 2010

Very nice!

Does he have an unattached brother?

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Recently I was headed to the movies with Rigo and I casually mentioned to him that I'd like to drink his blood.... Well I tried to appear serious and convincing. He's all wound up and has been for sometime and is convinced I am a vampire.



I don't think I am a vampire, I have some admittedly odd dietetic cravings but I think I'm human.



So I was kinda thinking to amuse myself and mess with him. He got all serious and was like ok are you serious.... I was like absolutely and I was fighting to keep a straight face. Then he was like hey that's not funny so I dropped it



Then a week went by, I was sitting next to him on the couch. For sometime I've known that there were some things about me and my past that I absolutely can never share with him. He's simply too judgemental and can't handle that.



So I decided to test him again... he was going off about how all ppl that smoke weed are terrible law breakers blah blah blah so I said you know I really don't have a problem with them. It's not for me, but that's because I had a cocaine issue before... (Not true complete BS) so he starts freaking out.... gasp gasp you never told me that



I was quiet for some time. Then I said you know in my life a lot of ppl have seriously disappointed me. Usually because I trust them with too much information. So I make it a practice to test them with something ridiculous. Something stupid.... and check their reaction. I know me and I've done lots of rather bizarre things in my life, some stupid and some smart and some things I wish I could forget, however it's my life and I have to live with it, right? That seems to be how it works....



So he sat there and then he realized you never had a cocaine issue did you? No I so did not.



Something is seriously wrong with him....he is more worried about a fictional cocaine habit that I had 10 years ago instead of being concerned that a week ago I asked with a straight face to drink his blood...



I think I should put BBQ sauce under his pillow and see what he does next?



I think I might be a bitch...possibly a really rotten person....(sighs)



Somebody has to do that job too!

Today is my sister Isabell's birthday. Happy Birthday Isabell! I love you.



I was planning to have a fun day with her but I have been ambushed by bills and I can't go and she is broken hearted and I feel like a big pile of poo.



On top of that Rigo is mad because I am not falling all over myself over the tantalizing opportunity of jumping his bones on command....



I just can't win to lose. (sighs)



I'm so sad. My starlight's gone away....

Did you ever give someone a test without telling them that it was a test?



A bit of ridiculous personal information that could not be true, something outrageous that no normal rational person could believe as a test? To see if they were truly your friend? I just did that recently, I got 1 pass and 1 fail and 1 that doesn't have a clue....



The pass didn't surprise me, the girl's my sister Isabell and she's been flying my colors since we rugrats, I'd take a bullet for her and she'd take one for me. No surprises.... Love you sister!



The other was a new friend that I adore... fail... trusted with a tiny piece of information so I could gauge the reaction. The reaction was to run, and now I know you... (laughs) and I am sad and a little bitter because I hoped for more... something very special



The last was the best, it's a betrayal that thinks I don't know....



The worst is I bear it all (But Izzy makes it more fun.... lalalala lucialand I got bit playing in venezuelan band.... lalalala lucia land I think you know how I stand)



Anyway false friend will never get close now and the betrayer.... well it's just a matter of time before you tie yourself up with your own rope...



Somebody recently said to me, "I like what you write in your journal." I wonder if they really understand any of what I write in my journal... I think Izzy does a little (tears streaming down my face)



Another 15 years will fly by..... who will I be then



Where will I be?



Where will you be?



Why do I really bother with the worry of this?



(sighs)