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23 entries this month
 

Dark heart

15:36 May 31 2006
Times Read: 636




All alone

Broken soul

Hated by the world

Just ‘cause

He has a

Dark heart

An empty place

Cold as the grave

Hollow

Never known

Love

Alone in total blackness

Gifted

With a

Black heart

Of endless pain

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Darkness

15:36 May 31 2006
Times Read: 637


The darkness is what I need

In the darkness I live

My lovely Friend

The only one I trust

Only one I need

Only darkness I shall ever see

Since you became darkness

It will be

The only thing

I will love

Until the end of time….


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Morbid Angel

11:39 May 26 2006
Times Read: 644




A corps with

Broken wings

Smells like Death

Wears a cloth

All blood red

An angel from Hell

A tormented soul

A morbid Angel

My Angel

Death is in his body

Blood is on his

Clothes

Black broken wings

Scars on his face

A morbid appearance

But…….

Kind of heart

Which he keeps in a

Jar….

Torn out

By our world







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Cerberius

11:57 May 13 2006
Times Read: 655


At the gates

Of the realm of the dead

A place known as Hell

His home

The keeper of the underworld

CERBERIUS

The dog of Hell

Who kills the souls

Of mankind blind

No escape from fate

At His gate

There’s no more bliss

An eternity of pain

CERBERIUS

Guardian of the

Resting place

Of Death





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Mirrors

09:31 May 02 2006
Times Read: 680


I look in a mirror and I see

Tears of blood

Flowing out of my sad eyes

Mirrors

I hate those things!

Those things who tell you

What to do, and who to be

As long it is not me

To be

I want to break them

These pools of hatred

Those twisted things

Of vain creatures

Must I be

A reflection of thee?

Mirrors

I hate those bloody things!

They let you see

What the world wants you to be

Now it is shattered in pieces

Pieces covered with my blood

I couldn’t resist the desire

To kill this liar

Of vanity

And now, it’s dead

And I hope I’ll soon forget

What it did to me

Mirrors, Vanity and Pain

It’s all the same…..


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Wish I could cry

09:24 May 02 2006
Times Read: 681




I wish I could cry

Cru to be released

Of this aching sorrow

That is consuming my soul

And makes me sad

I wish I could cry

Cry to be happy once again

To be my normal self again

So I could feel

What I’ve lost

I wish I could cry

Cry in the darkness

Shedding all the water

Out of my tired eyes

Eyes that have seen Hell!

I wish I could cry

Cry in the hope

That the demons inside of me

Will leave me alone

Just as they found me

I wish I could cry….

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In the depths

09:18 May 02 2006
Times Read: 682


In the depths of hell

I will be waiting

For the one pure soul

To set me free

In the depths of torture

I died in a dream

A dream that is burned,

The ashes scattered across the

Waters of pain

In the depths, of my own heart

I’m hoping for salvation

So I can be free of my own mind

That gives nothing more than torture

In the depths of my soul

I feel the fire burning

A knowledge that I’m dieing

The fight will

STOP


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Dark Thoughts

09:06 May 02 2006
Times Read: 683


A pale sky and a black moon

Dark are my thoughts

In these days

White is black

And black is red

Should I better forget?

Is it better to see

What I must

And forget what I see?

Must I kill me?

Whilst they are killing thee?

Where is the key

For you and me?

To escape from this cage,

They’ve put us in

Is there a way

To say

I must catch a ray

Of moonlight?

Whilst the sun

Is rising

Is pain the salvation

I seek??


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Pictures

09:05 May 02 2006
Times Read: 684


I see pictures in my head

It is so painful

Are those my thoughts?

Can’t be? Really?

But I can’t remember

That I’ve seen them before

And yet, they are se real

But I don’t want

Them to see

Not anymore!!

Those pictures that are so terrifying

That I can’t sleep of fear

The pictures that would

Scare the dead out of their graves!

Is it true, that I am insane?

Tell me, before I

Find out…..

That those pictures

Are memories

Of a past life!!



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Remind Yourself

09:04 May 02 2006
Times Read: 685


Remind yourself

That you were her light

Her light in the darkness

Where she lived in

For many years

It gave you power,

Didn’t it?

Knowing you held her life

In the palm of your hand

And you took it away

Now you tell me

It wasn’t you?

Remind yourself

That you loved her

Although your mind

Says the other way

You can’t get away

With her death

The truth is hard

But you have to face it

Dead is her body

But don’t let her soul die!

Remind yourself

That you are

Her last chance……





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Bloodstains

09:03 May 02 2006
Times Read: 686


Bloodstains on the wall

Are they yours or mine?

I can’t remember

It seems so

Long ago

Red walls

Dripping with blood

Mine or yours?

Or ours ?

It seems that insomnia

Has taken control

Over my mind and thoughts

Days and nights go by

But why

Does it seems

That I’ve forgotten……

ME?



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My Bloody Vampire

21:16 May 01 2006
Times Read: 690


Bloody vampire

Save me from life

That’s been nothing more

Than a hell of pain

And that’s haunting me down

I beg you

Vampire

Take the pain away

That is eating me alive

I’m dying on the inside

But nobody knows

Save me from suffering

My vampire

Be at my side

When I die, and will be reborn

Love me for eternity

Learn me to be as you

Please take me with you

My bloody vampire

You are the new life

That’s been given to me

So be with me

Until the end

Keep me safe,

My loving vampire…



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Cuts

21:09 May 01 2006
Times Read: 693


I watch how

My blood flows

Out of a vein

I’ve cut open

From the first cut

‘till the last

I’m making now

I feel released of the pain

That people give me

Released of the torture

I can breath again

Without a flash of

Sickness in my head

I only see the blood

Flow out of my wrist

The cuts will heal

In a matter of time

And then I start again

Cutting my way through

The veins that transport

My blood

It flows out of the cuts

I make in silence

Cutting happily

My flesh away….





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Tore myself open

21:08 May 01 2006
Times Read: 694


I tore myself open

Just for you

So you could see all the scars inside

Are you happy with what you know?

Or are you going to leave me

‘cause you just don’t know

how to handle it?

How to cope with these things I do?

I tore myself open

So you could see a part that stayed below

A part that needs to be known

I will tear myself open

If you ask me to do

But only for you….

I tear my soul open to free the memories

Of a past, ‘cause now

I know that you are going

To fill it with your love

And sew it shut so I would

Be happy

With you…





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In time

21:07 May 01 2006
Times Read: 695


In time and place

I shall embrace

The face you hold

Ever so cold

Your lips blood red

Are you dead?

Must I see

How they’re killing thee?

In time and place

I hold the face

To save you once more

Out of hell’s core

It must be my last breath

‘cause I can feel death

I take one last bow

He’s calling me now….


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Pale Moon

21:05 May 01 2006
Times Read: 697


The pale moon shines upon my face

I lower my pace

I‘m looking at my blood

That supposed to be red

But that’s black

In the light of this full moon

Pale moon

Protect me from hatred

From the sunlight

That would burn my pale skin

For I, am, was and will be

Forever the same

I am a Goth

And the pale moon is my sun

I look up to

I live in the night, under the black sky

Walking with the moonbeams

Pale moon...

The holy light of a Vampire Goth.


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A mask

21:04 May 01 2006
Times Read: 698


A mask I put on

For my own protection

A mask I hold

When I stand beside you

A mask I wear

Every time

I go out

A mask I need

To feel safe

Safe from you

It hides my real feelings

And my true self

A mask is the

Thing between

My heart and the

World that hurts

Just for fun

Why do I must give it up

My mask, my shield

My shell?





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You can

21:02 May 01 2006
Times Read: 699


You can kill me,

You can kick me,

You can hit me,

You can hurt me

But hat do you want?

If you do, these things to me,

I will do them back

So give me a reason

Give me a sign

So I can hurt you

Without any guilt

You can try to kill me…

But I will fight back!!

You can try to kick me…

But I will kick back!!

You can try to hit me…

But I will hit you back!!

You can try to hurt me…

But then….

I will tear you apart!!!





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Sweet Sorrow

21:01 May 01 2006
Times Read: 700


Sweet sorrow

Helping me through

These days of horrible pain

Lies carved in my heart

Betrayal burned on my soul

My sweet sorrow

Carrying everywhere I go

Sweet sorrow

Filling my core

Sewing the cuts shut

Forgetting the life

Of before

Passing further in darkness

Sweet sorrow

Better than the bitterness of

Life that’s been given to me

Should it have been given to me?

Why should it be me?

Sweet sorrow….

Answer on all the questions

I will ever make…….













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Bite

20:37 May 01 2006
Times Read: 704


I'll bite your necks

when I'm awake

But the choice

is up to you

Do you join me

in the state of un-death

Or do you chose

death instead?



My bite cures

my bite heals



But I don't care

if you die

aslong there is killing

and bloodspilling!!


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Taste of blood

20:28 May 01 2006
Times Read: 705


The taste of blood

is the one thing I like

Blood

Is the thing I relly crave for

Nothing is more precious than that



The taste of blood

is the thing

That takes me closer to home

a place full hate

But I just Love it!!!


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The life....

20:20 May 01 2006
Times Read: 707


Blood is the life

Give it to me

and you will survive

Don't be stupid

and listen to me

And life is yours to take



Blood is the life

Give it to us

and you will survive

Don't be stupid

Just listen to us

'Cause life is ours to take



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Vampiric Rhyme

20:13 May 01 2006
Times Read: 708


Vampire, Vampire

Be my desire

My cold blooded killer

out of a thriller

Lead me through Hell

Where all is so well


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