The darkness is what I need
In the darkness I live
My lovely Friend
The only one I trust
Only one I need
Only darkness I shall ever see
Since you became darkness
It will be
The only thing
I will love
Until the end of time….
At the gates
Of the realm of the dead
A place known as Hell
His home
The keeper of the underworld
CERBERIUS
The dog of Hell
Who kills the souls
Of mankind blind
No escape from fate
At His gate
There’s no more bliss
An eternity of pain
CERBERIUS
Guardian of the
Resting place
Of Death
I look in a mirror and I see
Tears of blood
Flowing out of my sad eyes
Mirrors
I hate those things!
Those things who tell you
What to do, and who to be
As long it is not me
To be
I want to break them
These pools of hatred
Those twisted things
Of vain creatures
Must I be
A reflection of thee?
Mirrors
I hate those bloody things!
They let you see
What the world wants you to be
Now it is shattered in pieces
Pieces covered with my blood
I couldn’t resist the desire
To kill this liar
Of vanity
And now, it’s dead
And I hope I’ll soon forget
What it did to me
Mirrors, Vanity and Pain
It’s all the same…..
In the depths of hell
I will be waiting
For the one pure soul
To set me free
In the depths of torture
I died in a dream
A dream that is burned,
The ashes scattered across the
Waters of pain
In the depths, of my own heart
I’m hoping for salvation
So I can be free of my own mind
That gives nothing more than torture
In the depths of my soul
I feel the fire burning
A knowledge that I’m dieing
The fight will
STOP
A pale sky and a black moon
Dark are my thoughts
In these days
White is black
And black is red
Should I better forget?
Is it better to see
What I must
And forget what I see?
Must I kill me?
Whilst they are killing thee?
Where is the key
For you and me?
To escape from this cage,
They’ve put us in
Is there a way
To say
I must catch a ray
Of moonlight?
Whilst the sun
Is rising
Is pain the salvation
I seek??
I see pictures in my head
It is so painful
Are those my thoughts?
Can’t be? Really?
But I can’t remember
That I’ve seen them before
And yet, they are se real
But I don’t want
Them to see
Not anymore!!
Those pictures that are so terrifying
That I can’t sleep of fear
The pictures that would
Scare the dead out of their graves!
Is it true, that I am insane?
Tell me, before I
Find out…..
That those pictures
Are memories
Of a past life!!
Remind yourself
That you were her light
Her light in the darkness
Where she lived in
For many years
It gave you power,
Didn’t it?
Knowing you held her life
In the palm of your hand
And you took it away
Now you tell me
It wasn’t you?
Remind yourself
That you loved her
Although your mind
Says the other way
You can’t get away
With her death
The truth is hard
But you have to face it
Dead is her body
But don’t let her soul die!
Remind yourself
That you are
Her last chance……
Bloodstains on the wall
Are they yours or mine?
I can’t remember
It seems so
Long ago
Red walls
Dripping with blood
Mine or yours?
Or ours ?
It seems that insomnia
Has taken control
Over my mind and thoughts
Days and nights go by
But why
Does it seems
That I’ve forgotten……
ME?
Bloody vampire
Save me from life
That’s been nothing more
Than a hell of pain
And that’s haunting me down
I beg you
Vampire
Take the pain away
That is eating me alive
I’m dying on the inside
But nobody knows
Save me from suffering
My vampire
Be at my side
When I die, and will be reborn
Love me for eternity
Learn me to be as you
Please take me with you
My bloody vampire
You are the new life
That’s been given to me
So be with me
Until the end
Keep me safe,
My loving vampire…
I watch how
My blood flows
Out of a vein
I’ve cut open
From the first cut
‘till the last
I’m making now
I feel released of the pain
That people give me
Released of the torture
I can breath again
Without a flash of
Sickness in my head
I only see the blood
Flow out of my wrist
The cuts will heal
In a matter of time
And then I start again
Cutting my way through
The veins that transport
My blood
It flows out of the cuts
I make in silence
Cutting happily
My flesh away….
I tore myself open
Just for you
So you could see all the scars inside
Are you happy with what you know?
Or are you going to leave me
‘cause you just don’t know
how to handle it?
How to cope with these things I do?
I tore myself open
So you could see a part that stayed below
A part that needs to be known
I will tear myself open
If you ask me to do
But only for you….
I tear my soul open to free the memories
Of a past, ‘cause now
I know that you are going
To fill it with your love
And sew it shut so I would
Be happy
With you…
In time and place
I shall embrace
The face you hold
Ever so cold
Your lips blood red
Are you dead?
Must I see
How they’re killing thee?
In time and place
I hold the face
To save you once more
Out of hell’s core
It must be my last breath
‘cause I can feel death
I take one last bow
He’s calling me now….
The pale moon shines upon my face
I lower my pace
I‘m looking at my blood
That supposed to be red
But that’s black
In the light of this full moon
Pale moon
Protect me from hatred
From the sunlight
That would burn my pale skin
For I, am, was and will be
Forever the same
I am a Goth
And the pale moon is my sun
I look up to
I live in the night, under the black sky
Walking with the moonbeams
Pale moon...
The holy light of a Vampire Goth.
A mask I put on
For my own protection
A mask I hold
When I stand beside you
A mask I wear
Every time
I go out
A mask I need
To feel safe
Safe from you
It hides my real feelings
And my true self
A mask is the
Thing between
My heart and the
World that hurts
Just for fun
Why do I must give it up
My mask, my shield
My shell?
You can kill me,
You can kick me,
You can hit me,
You can hurt me
But hat do you want?
If you do, these things to me,
I will do them back
So give me a reason
Give me a sign
So I can hurt you
Without any guilt
You can try to kill me…
But I will fight back!!
You can try to kick me…
But I will kick back!!
You can try to hit me…
But I will hit you back!!
You can try to hurt me…
But then….
I will tear you apart!!!
Sweet sorrow
Helping me through
These days of horrible pain
Lies carved in my heart
Betrayal burned on my soul
My sweet sorrow
Carrying everywhere I go
Sweet sorrow
Filling my core
Sewing the cuts shut
Forgetting the life
Of before
Passing further in darkness
Sweet sorrow
Better than the bitterness of
Life that’s been given to me
Should it have been given to me?
Why should it be me?
Sweet sorrow….
Answer on all the questions
I will ever make…….
I'll bite your necks
when I'm awake
But the choice
is up to you
Do you join me
in the state of un-death
Or do you chose
death instead?
My bite cures
my bite heals
But I don't care
if you die
aslong there is killing
and bloodspilling!!
The taste of blood
is the one thing I like
Blood
Is the thing I relly crave for
Nothing is more precious than that
The taste of blood
is the thing
That takes me closer to home
a place full hate
But I just Love it!!!
Blood is the life
Give it to me
and you will survive
Don't be stupid
and listen to me
And life is yours to take
Blood is the life
Give it to us
and you will survive
Don't be stupid
Just listen to us
'Cause life is ours to take
Vampire, Vampire
Be my desire
My cold blooded killer
out of a thriller
Lead me through Hell
Where all is so well
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