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Ok I am a fair and honest rater. So I will give you whatever I believe you deserve, even if you rate me a 10.



Well when people get a PM and see I didn't give them a 10 back, they rate me what I've given them. Even thought I think it's pretty clear my profile has had a lot of time and work put into it!Yes let's rate you what you rated me, cause I'm a little whiny brat and didn't get a 10 back! *shakes head* What's even funnier is that most of the people who do it are girls that strikes me as odd...well I've got two words for douch-bags who do that...

Last night ICP played at the Agora, it was awesome! There was Faygo EVERYWHERE! LoL they gave them soo much fuckin Faygo to toss into the crowd it was insane, my boobs still smell like Root beer and my clothes too, man it was great. MMFCL!!!!



Tomarrow is the Mushroomhead's Halloween show I'm sooo excited, it's finally here! I've been waiting a year for this show...I hear it's gunna be wicked crazy this year. LoL I know I'll be going wicked crazy on stage at the aftershow ;)



Well anyhoo time to wake n bake...

I finally went shopping again, and got some clothes and a new Coach purse! ^_^ I am so happy, this so far has been the best B-day so far...and there's still 11 days till my actual B-day. I wonder how awesome the actual day is gunna be :) Well anyhoo I just thought I'd share my happiness...

Woop woop! Yesterday I got an early birthday present, I finally got another glass bong! ^_^ This one is wicked and as soon as I wake up and smoke when I wake up later today I'll take a pic of it and put it up in my portfolio. I can't help it I like to collect bongs and hookas, my next smoking device will be a hooka I aiming to get one for Christmas! :)



I'd also like to point out real quick here that out of all the other drugs out there in this world, weed really isn't that bad. I've seen what those other drugs do to people after only months of use! I've been smoking for years and I'm still strong and breathing AND I have asthma! I'm real sick of those marijuana commcerials making potheads look like dumb teenage morons...it's like clumping a whole group of people together and saying we're all like the dumbasses they show on those ridiuclous commercials...Weed is not that bad and people need to chill the fuck out and stop sticking their nose's in buisness they don't know the facts about and don't need to be in! >:0 What they do need to crack down on is the rest of those terrible drugs, the world would be a lot better off without em...



nuff said!

Sometimes it gets so lonely being me...after I dated that one douche bag I swore I was done with it! But I think I lied, I really would like to have someone but I'm so fuckin picky it's never gunna happen! It's like the guys just keep getting uglier and all the things I'm attracted to about guys is vanishing. I like long hair and dreds, I refuse to settle for anything less! I've gotten so tired of dating people that I'm embarassed to take in public with me. No guy ever looks right standing next to me, and it's just never felt right.



I mean yea sure it's supposed to be more then physical attraction but sorry to say physical attraction is one of the most important things when it comes to dating, then comes personality. If I feel like hurling just at the thought of kissing someone what good would it be to date them even if they had a good personality?! If I want to find someone with a good personality why not just go looking for friends?



I don't find any guys attractive anymore really, and then if I do find any they're all dating some skanky ugly ho bag wtf? Dating for me is worthless, and I give up on ever trying to hook up with anyone...I'm never gunna find a guy who I think is worthy and if I do he'll be unavailable. The god lookin men need to make themselves available to me >;)



The only man I really like Edsel I've liked him for over a year. He is the only man I think is good enough looking for me...*sighs* Fuck I don't even know when he'll be coming back to OH, all I know is that it won't be until after December, and Dope definetly will not be touring with Mushroomhead. I just have to be patient I've done this before I can do it again...

I can't believe some of the shit I've been hearing lately! I half believe it and half don't, I'm convinced enough to believe it could be true. I won't go on what other people say thought, so I'm gunna find out for sure next time!



Thinking about what I heard and if it really was true, some thoughts came to mind...



1.) I've been drooling over someone who's something I've come to hate.



2.) Do I really care?



I came up with my answers yesterday finally! No I don't care why should I? Before I even knew I had started to fall. If this bullshit is true, it doesn't matter to me he's still the same person...and this person I happen to like very much. ^_^

I'm so excited about the Halloween show! It's in 24 more days, I already know what sexy little outfit I'm dressing up in :P I really hope they have the aftershow dancing like they did last year, and the years before that. I haven't danced on stage since the old school shows in July! o.O But from what I've already heard I don't have to worry they will have the dancing, and I'll be up there with my little outfit and horse whip being a tease hehe! >:D



For more info on the Halloween show if you're intrested in going or meeting me click this!

The show last night was sooooo much fun!! I decided to sport the bum look and jackasses still hit on me o.O I don't blame em thought I looked damn good! :P



So anyhoo the show rocked, I had an awesome time moshing! It's so much fun pushing these big guys around, and knocking there asses down. It's like haha you got your ass knocked over by a girl bitch! >:D Everyone was real aggressive but not in the stupid way, where people are just jumping and throwing their arms around like tards. This was Knock you down awesome. I can tell a mosh is good, by if I take my top off...if I don't take my top off it wasn't good. If I take my top off it means it's gettin hot as hell and the mosh and people are intense! Well I took my top off at this show...so we all know it was good :LoL D



I love moshing! I'm the pinball of the moshpit ^_^



I also met this super cute dude, he was young too, and it's very rare my eye catches young people LoL. He wasn't much if any taller then me, and was in the mosh with us too. Someone flew into me and almost knocked me over, but he caught me before I even touched the ground...I thought that was cute :) And when I took an elbow into my ribs, like everyone came over to me "are you ok?" with their concerns...I thought that was cute too, cause it was all guys hehe :D



Um yea well anyhoo I've got a bowl to smoke and I need to lay down...my back is killing me!

I'm tired of giving and recieving nothing in return. I'm tired of working so hard to help someone, and my favor(s) go unpayed. I'm especially tired of caring and my concern is only taken the wrong way...



I'm not very selfish and I don't enjoy watching the one's I care about suffer. I'm really sick of being misunderstood... :(



I wonder since what I do goes unappreciiated or taken the wrong way, if it'd just be best to worry about myself and only me. Then I'd show everyone what me being selfish really was...if they think I'm selfish now everyone's got another thing coming to kick them real hard in the ass...real hard!