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07:08 Feb 28 2007
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There is no price you can pay to feel as good as I do. It feels like the heaviest weight has been lifted, because I am now free from who I used to be...
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I changed my mind
19:05 Feb 27 2007
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After a nice little break from everything, I think I'm finally ready to get back into the VR societies again. It's been like forever since I played 5's I love that game! I got to have my fun and play leader with my old coven Hidden Moon, but I think I'd just rather be in someone's house/coven and help them out instead. If I could run a coven I can definetly be a big help to someone, so if anyone is looking for somebody I'm your girl! Just messege me and what not, since I'm a Sire I don't think I can just be inducted (thank goodness) I'd hate to be somewhere I don't want to be...wait nevermind I'm a Sire I can just leave lol! Well anyway I want to be part of something so now if anyone reads this you'll know...
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Dyed my hair!!!03:39 Feb 27 2007
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Yes I did it I was so sick and tired of my lame ass hair color! Black is soooo boring, plus everyone has that color now. -_-
I'm gunna go do my hair all nice and stuff, then I'm going to take a couple pics so y'all can see. So sit tight ladies and gentlemen, get ready for the new improved Pinky!!! ^_^
UPDATE 2:15am- ok here it is, it's new me!!!
A dark place...
18:47 Feb 21 2007
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Life has been so hard for me lately. I was happy for a little while when I moved to Mt. Vernon (not by choice). I stayed from the end of July, till the end of October and returned back to the city I love. I hoped I thought that my life would get better, go in a better direction...not down the same spiral! I'm in such a dark place right now I feel as if I have no one, I say I have no one then people say, "that's not true you have me." BULLSHIT!!! If I have you why don't you call me, why don't you spend time with me, where the hell is everyone who was in my life?! Ever since my move I've grown too distant from the ones I considered friends. However I am not fully to blame, I informed everyone of my return to the city, after that it's like I stopped existing to everyone. My cell is busted until I get a new one so all my numbers are unaccessable to me...grr! I just feel like shit I'm so fucking miserable sometimes...I just want to die...
I don't mind being alone so much, but I've been alone for so long and for so much of my life. I've always been the loner, especially once I went to high school. God High School man if it weren't for me being a trouble maker I think I would have gone berserk from loneliness. My point is I'm so tired of being alone, never having a shoulder to cry on, never having a soul to talk to. With all the unfortunet events that have been happening lately, I fear I'll get that final push that throws me over the edge to end it all. My family kept me alive I stayed for them, but now there may not even be a family anymore...what's there to live for now?! I don't want to feel like this anymore I want to be happy, why don't I deserve to be happy!?
Is there anybody out here...?
Happiness from...
2/17/04
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DO NOT...
14:37 Feb 04 2007
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Please I ask that everyone please not ask me, "what happend to your coven?" I'm sick of answering that question for you people. Don't think I'll be joining anyone's coven either, if I were to join back up into another place, it would have to be a House most definetly. So please I also ask all you people stop asking me like I'm some fresh piece of meat on the market...cause I'm not! I just want to be left alone, and I'd much appreciate if y'all could just not ask me any coven questions. I'll tell about it if and when I feel like doing so, and as for joining up with anyone...well I guess you'll just have to approach me the right way, if you want to ask me to join. Remember thought I'm DONE with coven's, there's only one I would join because I was kindly asked to, but none other so LEAVE ME ALONE BITCHES!
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