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( DarkAngel ~ J )16:47 Mar 13 2006
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To the end. I'd lay right beside you
I would greatfully reat next to you for the remainder of all time and existance.
This is good, You would die for love, honor, and live your life to your own purpose.
You are me.
J is a Great Friend of mine, and a Bloody Good person, you’ll find that out if you bump into her around here.
Where’ve been write’n Stories, Poems and Stuff for a while. ( J brings out the best in me, “Thanks Babe”.)
Below is some of those, and the 1st Unedited Chapter of an adolescent Vampire Love Stories Novel, we hope to
Publish one day for the teen market.
BlackFire
It was the taste of her blood that awoke him……..he had not known death had passed him by……life there never was any life that was until now.
He rose up to see were the essence, the energy the warm rich liquid that dripped into his mouth and brought softness back to his hard’n lips came from.
A squint came to his eyes as his senses took hold. At first he though a bright light shone before him, then his focus took shape. The flash was none more than a passing sparkle the moonlight, a gleaming reflection from the most sensual eyes he had ever seen.
Adjusting his position on the ground and look’n around to get some form of bearing as to were he might be, a soft yet cheerful voice was heard.
“When ever your hungry you may feed of me”, glancing back quickly towards the voice.
He made a sudden rush towards her, his pace was furious. At first she thought he had gone mad and as he grabbed her with both hands swinging her behind him, he smile changed as she recoiled of the ground to land on her feet in a crouching to a more sinister snarl, hissing at him in readiness for a battle she sprang towards him only to see him flee at full speed into the bushes.
She to began to run towards the bushes, but it was not her desire to destroy the man she had just selfishly saved. It was the thunderous roars and the flashes of sparks the sounds of steel against steel that drove into the bushes at a gathering rate.
Pushing her way through the leaf thickened terrain wetness was all around her a wetness she new all to well, and the smell, yes this is fresh blood, “but who’s”, she thought, “what is going on,” her mind drew a different picture now. No longer was the night surreal and a new beau before her, now it was more like the stories he Gathering had told her about.
At a clearing her eyes penetrated the darkness, and fell upon a scene she had never witnessed before.
There before her stood the man she had saved, drenched in blood, around him lay the disembowel bodies of half a dozen humans and the remains of what looked like Vampyres of a Gathering she had once known.
Uncertain how to approach him, she searched his eyes for some singe, a symbol that she was safe and not his next victim.
He stood the motionless eyes raised to the moon, as the sword fell from his grasp, to land in her hands.
The silence was broken by the flashing of lights flickering through the gaps of trees and the rustling sounds of wild boars heading there way.
“Come quick she said we must get out of here, they must be hunters, and we must not let them see us amongst”, as she searched the see of flesh and blood to find a word to describe the scene around then.
Now safely out of the mangroves and fare enough from the hunters she stopped. Looked into his eye as they grabbed each other’s hands and flew of into the night.
She never again brought up the events of that first night, she always new that somehow that night he became her guardian, for without him by her side trouble was never fare from reach.
As for her companion, her lover her friend, he never lost sight of that moon lit gleam in her eyes that reminded him of BLACKFIRE……….The End
©~ Danny C ~ 5th December 2005
Hear What I See
Her eyes sparkle more so now, he sees their twinkle in the moonlit sky,
Bright glimpses that fade out times gone by.
He tries to put in words, the smile she brings,
The sun rises now as he tells the birds to sing.
Go my feathered friends, return this to her,
Of how sweet words, embed a cure.
He whispers to the wind tell the others of great things,
Talk of candles and oils when you return her scent you shall bring.
To all the rays of light he did say this command,
Tell all that harm her it shall end with their head in my hand.
To the waters that flow around the world you will go,
Tell all of the creatures of a heart that no longer beats slow.
Dear earth you shall tremble rumble and move
Billow out your smoke spit your fire,
And tell the world a dark heart now has desire.
And to you my love never change from being my BlackFire.......The End
©~ D.C. ~ 07 December 05
NightRoamers
No longer do I search near'n'far, for a dark heart so true,
My search has ended with a sparkle from you.
As the drops of rain run down my face, I look to the to the moon,
And prey my other half hear's this cold hearts tune.
The stars now serve as the twinkle within eyes,
For they know between them there will never be goodbyes
They hear the other call out a whisper to the breeze
Carried on winds that whined through the trees.
They know the hurt that the other can please,
For neither of them shall fall to there knees.
A candle is lit from the other ones flame,
For both of them know this is no game.
Tender is the recall of messages there’ve sent,
Known only to them of loneliness spent.
With a nod and a wink they cut free life’s tangled wire,
Now roaming the night as DkillR’n’BlackFire.......The End
©~ D.C. ~ 11 Dec 05
Passion of the Night
And there she awaits pondering the possibilities
Is love real could someone dedicate that much?
She look to the night sky’n’see’s a shadow pass by
To be free she murmurs out loud to the stars the moon and the pass’n cloud
Hush my sweetness’ a voice is heard as she is gently turned like soft wind on a bird
He brushes her lips then without word just plants a soft kiss
In a dream like state she floats so free
Her heart pound’n her eyes fill with glee
Soft is the pillow we he lays her out nice
But for his love she has paid a high price
Eternity no soul and a thirst hungry to Feed
Knowing he shall never surrender to other than her needs
She still yearns for more to stop this heart bleed
Between her thighs he has written many a song
And appreciates that his tongue is long
Her head rocks from side to side as her moans call a tune
Yes take me fly me to the moon
I’m yours for more than this day
Your love is pure I see it each way
Yes fly me to the moon
As she shatters with a scream
You are my knight my darkness my dream.
©~ D.C. 12 Dec 05 ~
The Msg
through the fires of hell,
his anger has sever'd him well.
the dead, and the slain,
felt the wrath of his pain.
now home to roost, no sleep tonight
he waits for her, to lower the light
now he protects his hearts desire
whispering preyers to his dark angel
BlackFire.......The End
©~ D.C. ~ 12 Dec 05
Black Questions
How do I warm you when I’m so cold?
How do you see when in me there’s no light?
How do you love me if my heart is just stone?
How do you hold me when I don’t wont to move?
Black, dark black you have always been at my side
Inside you I have no need to hide.
Black, dark black you have always been there,
You are my guide, on the nightmare life ride.
Why do I push those who care so far away?
Why don’t I ever wont someone to stay?
Why don’t I care just to sit and stair?
Why is my mind my thoughts never there?
Black, dark black, you’re my rose you’re my thorn
Inside you I never feel hurt and never feel torn.
Black, dark black take me with you to your garden of delight
Show me a place to be re-born, far from the shadows in all of your light.
When will I be accepted just as me, looking at others from under this tree?
When will I finally start to see, its always been them it’s never been me?
When will it end all this pain without rain, eyes without tears after all these years?
When do I get my chance to break out be free? Why do I love you and hate only me?
Black, dark black don’t open my eyes I don’t need to see
I know were I am, I’m alone in thee.
Black, dark black I hate this world, and I also hate me,
If I should die Black, dark black will you hold to thee?
Where did I go, am I now free?
Where is every one I hear only me?
Where is my day, where is my night?
I wait here alone, I wait here alone I wait here alo..………… The End
©~ D.C. ~ 13 Dec 05
I Have Seen Whence You've Been
I pulled your picture upon the screen, sat down and looked how your eyes do gleam.
Inspiration that’s what I need, I sat down to write, looked up to your smile and landed in a dream for a while.
There were Unicorns, Dragons and all sorts of nice Beasts; there was a Rainbow by the light of the moon.
Blackness surrounded every step I took and every creature shone bright like those of a fairy tail book.
Near a stream by the old Babbling Brook, there shone a light on an old Magic Book.
I turned the first few pages but there was nothing on there.
A voice shouted out, “no, no, no, no, no. If thou wishes to see inside the dream turn the pages at a rate of, one then two then three”.
I reopen the book, I held all the pages, and I flicked through them, for what seemed ages and ages.
As the days got shorter and the nights became long, through out my new vision I heard this sweet song.
“You will burn for what you did to me,
and I hate you I hate you I can never be free.
You will rot for what you put me through,
Where is my knife I know just what to do?
I slash I bleed my life has no need
Bleed’n every drop of a life now gone
I slash I bleed my life has no need
Bleed’n every drop of my hell coursed by you
I cannot sleep with this burning inside
I can not hide were there’s nowhere to cry
My world so cold, I live without spirit or soul
It is the dark I now seek, my warmth my shelter my one resting place,
I slash I bleed my life has no need
Bleed’n every drop of a life now gone
I slash I bleed my life has no need
Bleed’n every drop of my hell coursed by you”.
I awakened my eyes from the torment I had seen, tears like rain-shattered pieces embedded in pain.
As I looked all around Unicorn had gone, the rainbow did fade, no longer did the sunrise at the start of the day.
Then something said “you must leave now”, I went to ask why but was told only “this is how”.
Rubbing my eyes I returned to the screen, where I was once more looking into your eyes before OUR sad dream. I know better now why I care for you so, it’s because deep down your really are my friend my love my trusting beau.......The End
©~ D.C. ~ 14 Dec 05
SleepLess RestLess
The moistness of her lips the soul smile of Immortal eyes.
These are but hidden memories yet to come.
Lust it is not desire has been child away
A stone heart in rhythmic beat of a dark flame,
Her blood her essence in him drives his beast
For her he does destroy without remorse every piece of an Eternity built by one who foresaw.
Draining the life from mere species in ways dreaded in nightmares of some.
And with her softness a romance of higher twisted is he that lives without BlackFire.......The End
©~ D.C. ~ 5th March 06
~~~~~~~ CHAPTER ONE ~~~~~~~
A stormy night and the winds are howling as the rain hit the floor like rocks being thrown.
Each drop shatters splaying fragments of moonlight across the cobwebbed covered remains of the once great castle.
Each angel stood still looking out from the castle on the fields below. As the rain fell up on a window of beauty, stained glass shining through the darkness of the castle inside.
Her eyes followed the rainbows path, a color she had never seen before burst to life at the moons edges, radiating tranquil patterns on the nearby clouds,”mmm she smiled, yes this will do nicely,” turning once more looking into her new abode.
She walked into the other room that looked like a dream room big space lit up with Christmas lights and decorations all over the place and the log fire burning brightly where a handsome boy stood staring at the fire, and a serious look on his face. What could he be thinking she thought to herself?
Turning to face Jade, once more the flicker of the flames held his gaze, this time it was the reflection in the eyes of his angel, his dark angel that brought life back to his, cold heart, at first he just stood transfixed in her beauty, the same as the day they first spoke, then softly he whispered across the room to her, “Jade I ………” she sat down as he held her hand and spoke these words.
She looked at him with a warm smile, she knew he was a good person but no one else did. She wanted to make it up for all the times he had failed to make a new friend softly she spoke back "is there something you need to tell me?"
“Nah it just your not like anyone I’ve ever known, hundreds have come and most
are still around, and I feel so different with you, like I enjoy seeing another happy,
and not just me making them happy so they don’t know how dark my heart really
is, its like since you found me I can feel its strange and I don’t know why?
She smiled "its a gift" she giggled at her own little joke that had no meaning. She stopped giggling and became more serious her icy blue eyes were warm and soft "I remember a time when smiling was the only way to cover my real feelings. I suppose though now smiling is all I can do it may not be a curse to be able to smile but it’s not a gift either." she looked down at her ring and twisted it around her finger.
The door fell heavily dust gathered in clouds, as D kill R kicked the door down,
He raised his head and flung his coat to one side, his screech echoed through the
Castle, Jade noticed a sudden fear take over her new friend, as Jades Guardian
Entered the room he tore straight past her, grabbed the boy, proceeding to rip
Him from limb to limb, the Lycan inside the boy tried to come out, as he lay
gasping his last breathe, turning to Jade and dropping to his knee he brow’s
Before her, “my angel my life giver, forgive that I was delayed. "Once again you saved me and I can give you nothing in return but this" she put her hand in to her pocket and pulled it out in a fist she opened her hand and a delicate necklace fell down as she held it between her finger and thumb "with this you'll always be protected not matter how great the danger may be" she smiled at him.
To see her free to see her happy is his only life, he has need of nothing
Wants of nothing, centuries of bitter cold in his veins, had destroyed all
If any human qualities he had left, although he took the chain from his mistress
He could feel anything, to him she is always there his her hawk in the sky,
His senses tell of her presence, his wits forever alert to her, he could not understand
The relevance the chain her gift should have meant, his love for her was beyond that
Of the material world, beyond that of which would be called soul mate, she is immortality she is immortal within him.
She shivered and looked over at the broken door as the blizzards snow came through the door "funny! It was raining a minute ago but I suppose it is cold" she went over and picked up one of the long coats that were hung up She turned to DkillR "are you cold?" she asked.
He reached for her, draw’n her close; he loved the way her eye reflected like a mirror
Not like other he thought were you see straight to there soul, no his mistress had eyes that just sparkled they reflect warmth they show purity innocence, “come Jade”
He said wrapping the coat around her, as he let her to the fire, “I shall fix your door before I leave” he said a word that had never meant much till her, leave, that word
Had now become his chain his inner torment he knew that one day his mistress, may find a life away from him a burden he could never tell her.
She turned and faced him looking into the beautiful eyes of her savoir "leave" she said, "please do not leave. Stay here with me” she looked up her eyes watery from the cold hitting them also sadness was going over them the truth was she didn't want him to leave her again like the last time.
His heart pounded in his chest upon hearing her words, it did not race, just a calming
Beat, he turned and settled into repair the door, along the way struggling to come to terms with Jades request, he loved her more every passing moon, he remembered the horror the
Anguish of centuries with out her, he remembered how he awoke to see her eyes her smile
Her hair draped over him, he recalled he scent, could he get close to her again, what if his guard was down what if he lost her and this time for good, could he go through that again, he looked over his shoulder to see her spreading the wool and satin rug, by the fires glow.
"Do you remember the first time I bumped in to you and the fun we had?” she said while she settled by the fire watching him.
Her words were once more fueling the warmth inside him, “I have tried to hold all our memories, with each passing moon you give me so many more” he said as he replaced the last hinge and made his way buy her side.
She smiled and looked around the room "wow its nearly Christmas again, what fun it will be" she stared at the tree "you will be here with me on Christmas won't you?" she said as she admired the beauty of the tree
He reached into his pocket, and withdrew something small, she could not see what was, as he lent forward enough for her to reach up, before there lips met he smiled
And handed her, a small wrapped package, this why I was late, but you must hold it till Christmas Eve
She smiled "what is it?" she asked him as she looked at the small package that was handed to her.
As he rubbed her on the shoulder, the memories drifted back to their first night together, back to all the times he had longed to touch to hold her, to more recently,
Were only her scent was there for him
She turned her head to look at him in her heart she had longed to be with him but she didn't think he felt the same she remembered the first time they met and her only love was the full moon and under the full moon she had met him by the beautiful lake he stood there looking in to the lake.
He wrapped his arm around and drew her body in close, still uncertain as to how she may respond, something told him everything will be alright, she adjusted herself fitting the curves of his body the warmth the
She laid her head on his chest and listened to the beats of his heart, which soothed her and made her feel happy.
His hand reached around her soft velvet skin till he found hers, they entwined fingers and he gave her a gentle squeeze, her hair on his chest the smell of her, his eyes spotted the full moon peering down at him, as he to recall that night by the lake
The warmth of his body made her feel comforted and loved and his arms held around her made her feel protected this was the one person she would only trust with her life and she knew that he would keep her well. She yawned after that day she was tired and needed rest, soon enough she had fallen asleep on him and her breathing was more relaxed and the smile never left her face.
He could not sleep, he lay there listing to her every breath, her scent drifting through his body, his fingers drawing pattern on her flesh his other never letting go of her, holding her close, looking up the moon is now fully over head, as she let out a soft moan, his mind drifted and words formed into a picture all the things he felt, all the words he had wanted to say and never could.
“If I could stay with you for ever and a night, to grow with you and hold your smile,
Nothing more could ever be more worthwhile.
I no longer see me in the things I do,
For every moment I feel only you.
Your trust in me, is my honesty in you,
I feel we are free to lead the life we need,
And we cherish every drop, if ether heart does bleed.
Immortal is a dream a realm of greed,
Eternity in your essence is where I feed.
I open my eyes, to find I am looking through yours,
It gives me strength to holdback, to care, to open future doors.
I cannot find the time you entered my heart,
It is like there is no beginning; we were there from the start.
I don’t feel any peeks; I don’t feel a trough,
There is only this endless flow of warm vibrant broth.
Could all of these things be loves endless rainbow?
I only know how I felt, when you asked me “not to go”.
“Sweat dreams my dark angel”, he whispered softly as he leaned forward placing a kiss on the head of BlackFire.
She woke early next morning the sun hadn't even come out yet but the snow that had fallen that night stuck to the ground and it glittered with a few prints where animals had strolled. She looked over a DkillR and smiled feelings rushed to her all at once that made it hard to describe what they were all she knew was they were good feelings. Usually silence made her feel awkward but she never felt awkward when she was around him.
The last crackles echoing out from the fireplace, awoke him, and his senses sprang to life as her scent drifted from if body to fill him with a new glow a strange glow something foreign to him.
"Morning" she said and walked over to him "anything you would like for breakfast?" before he could answer she walked into the kitchen.
Stretching out, he made his way to an ice puddle that had formed overnight, bracken the ice he bent forward to submerge his whole face in the iced water, shaken his face from side to side as he raised his head again, flinging a spray of water that left patterns in the snow, reminiscent of creators on the moon, he felt fresh again awake alert as the chill of the water settled in to cool his blood, he creped up behind her and placed his hands around her waste drawing her close to him, with a smile he asked were he could help.
She smiled and turned to face him "well you could tell what you would like for breakfast" she said with her warm smile reaching her eyes.
He did not let he go, instead his smile and eyes locked on to hers as leaned into her with an even cheekier smile, “my breakfast is right before my eyes” he said.
She smiled and kissed him she felt his warm lips on hers and forgot that there was a world outside of hers and his. When she pulled back she just stared at him and smiled and forgot about breakfast.
His hands picked her up by the waist hand he sat her down on the bench, he raised his hands to hold her head gently yet firm as again she lent in to playfully kiss him, this time though he held her lips to his, with his eyes looking straight into hers.
She looked at him "I.... I have something to tell you" she searched his face and when she tried to spk she found the words wouldn't come out she wanted to tell him how she felt but couldn't she feared that he would run from her.
He sensed BlackFire’s unease, sliding his hands from her face to around her back, and she followed with hers around his, they drew each other closer and just held that position for a while, long enough for him to think,
The warmth made her smile having him close was what she wanted but she wanted to tell him her feelings but she couldn't risk him running from her presence.
Sometimes he wondered if she ever really understood just how close she is to him, weather she understood how she is the jewel that a man holds his fist closed for, he thought as he held her tightly occasionally given her a soft kiss to the top of her head, he hoped he had displayed to her enough the she would always feel confident to talk about anything with him
She pushed away from him and looked around for a minute trying to think of what to say "look D I like you alot...I mean I like you more than alot and how much I like you I can't put into words to describe how I feel”.
And with those words BlackFire gave birth to the title of the book each of them caries in their heart. Immortal is not Eternity Only We Are
©By J’n’D Dec 2005 till ??????
©Past is soon Now
by
~ DannyC ~
A shadow moves in stillness of breeze,
Heart felt joy racing without pulse
Never to shine in darkness glow
For where are we our voice hear please.
Forget me here stay you will not,
As in time a past yet seen
Memories of a love not to dream
Carried in soul, a heart shall forbade to rot.
Tears of blood smiles of joy,
Would you only think of I as your toy?
Please ground reaching up
Catch me now as I start
Cling to me as the stake rips heart
Plead, plead, mercies find me,
I have lived for nothing
I perish alone
Blood seeping down, food of the tree.
I have left I have gone here I lay
Once more cold to touch
Heart of stone.
~~~ © 1st January 2006 DannyC ~~~
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