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Drugs.

Rappers boast and brag they use them. If you've ever listened, you could easily tell.

(NOTE: Never take gin, and coke together)

But you've heard of the druggies in metal bands right? but they just don't sing about it. (not from what I've heard)

I realized, that every genre of music... no matter how small a percentage, has a druggie err two.

ok, maybe not opera... but you never know...

Haha. My thoughts are so scattered on this.

So we had a 7 day weekend. Whch kicked ass hardcore. So the first three days were great.



First day of vacation: i was with maddie and shani!!

Second day of vacation: lanie and bonnie and cj and kyle the next.

Third day of vacation: and then it was thanksgiving. I got to see most of my family. Which was great cuz I hardly ever do. Who knew a ten year old could grow sooo fast!! DAYUM lol jk. HAHA!

but then after that... it kinda went... downhill. fast.

Fourth day of vacation:, Sims. Alllllllllll day. Don't get me wrong, I love sims. But all day?? LAME. especially when my friend blew me off. But whatever.

Fifth: Internet. Alllll day. I talked to at least 50 new people on IMVU. I remember I hated all of them. I wasn't in a great mood that day.

Sixth day of vacation: KINGDOM FUCKING HEARTS. EIGHT. HOURS. STRAIGHT. do you know how bad i had to pee????? And I barely got anywhere in the game. God the second one is so long. I didn't even finish the first one.... :P

Last day of vacation: homework. woot. yay. booooooo......



So that was my weekend.

Most of the time, I didn't even get to relax. I had too much on my mind.

I hate school.

And winter.

death to snow. BRING ON TEH RAIN!

Where did the weekend go? Maybe it got lost under the fridge...

PeggersAbbey (4:59:29 PM): ................................................and we are........................*breathes deeply*................................alone.

khylee1polka1dot (5:00:32 PM): PERFECT

khylee1polka1dot (5:00:37 PM): *gets naked*

khylee1polka1dot (5:00:39 PM): LMAO JK

PeggersAbbey (5:00:50 PM): O_o

PeggersAbbey (5:00:52 PM): well fuck.







hehehe. love you mad!

These are Icons that I think fit perfectly for my best friends!! This took forever SO BE HAPPY.

Haha they are either icons that remind me of you, or are something that you would say.... stuff along those lines. And I don't care if I offend you. You already know that.



Anna:



Haha I know you aren't retarded Anna! You are a genius!



Bonnie:



You know this has you written all over it... :P



Brian:



You are so white....



Kelsey R.:



FOR MY CANNED HAM! LMAO! I really need to stop calling you that.



CJ:



I'm never coming to you for advice....



Dana:



^_^ heehee! You are such a gentleman!



Dylan:



Sweety, you are soo expensive.



Gabby:



MY SEESTER! (or one of the many, but my first!!!)



Haylee:



You don't take shit from no one!



Maddie:



I love your twisted humor!



Jennifer:



You know I'll never forget you girl!



Kyle:



heh. No comment. :P



Kylee:



BOOK SEX!!!!!



Lanie:



lmao! you are sooo funny!



Paola:



Haha this has you written all over it



Shanika:



Yes indeed, short people do rock. :P



Evan:



You are such a nerd. I love it and you! GET A GIRLFRIEND.



Kraven:



I don't know what I'd do without you!!



Ben:



This? Is you.



Mark:



I know you think you are such an "anti-christ" but you are just A GIANT TEDDY BEAR! ...And I want yo' ass Mark. lmao



Ozzy:



My common sense. :P



Michelle:



cute and cuddly and wild and vicious!



Kelsie M:



Haha I love you!! You silly girl!



And one last note:



LOVE YOU GUYS ^_^

(although most of you will never see this...)

I HATE YOU ALL BECAUSE YOU ARE SO FUCKING STUPID.



Now to back this up:

Now you all know what kind of special I'm talking about. I'm not talking about the kind were you fly, I'm talking about the one were you are... different... against your will.

I HATE it when people, with nothing wrong with them, wish they could... have to use a wheelchair becuase the are too lazy to walk, take the short bus because you get home faster, have no homework because you can't understand it, have everything handed to them to make their lives easy.

You know why everyone "different" has everything handed to them?

Because it's the only thing we can do to make their lives easier, because it's harder then you would ever know.

I am -according to the doctors- perfectly normal. I have to do everything on my own now. I don't have my parents still choose out my clothes.

But some people out there still need it.

The only thing that I can say is... I am lucky to be born with nothing wrong with me. I am thankful... everyday.

And I see people make fun of people who are different. Why? Are you SOOO... so... LOW that you have to make fun of someone WHO CAN'T HELP IT, WHO CAN'T STOP IT? ...

Again, the only thing I can say is, you, are the scum of the earth if you have ever said "What is SHE wearing??

Why is his mom with him, can't he grow up?"

or anything like that, to someone, who as I stated before, is different. There is no excuse.

You aren't worth my time.

I am addicted to the following:

typing

sitting

laughing

smiling

crying (sad!)

smelling (I wish I could turn it off but NO!)

...blinking.

touching... things... ;)

reading

watching

looking

talking

walking

cracking my knuckles.



I love being addicted.

today (11/9) at 9:30, my girlfriend who I have loved, -loved in which I didn't think was possible,- broke up with me.

Teenage love is soooo fragile, and yet thrown around like a low-grade-man-whore.

We are growing up, just barely realizing who we are, and of course, we fuck it up by "falling in love". Fantastic huh? Getting into drama we never expect to happen, and then being crushed into little, tiny, small, itszy-bitzy, practically-non-existant pieces, that sooner or later, we have to pick up, and weld together to somehow face your friends with a smile again.

But isn't crazy how the little pieces can form back so quickly?

Fuck, I want a fucking boyfriend. Shit.

^_^

And she lives another day. Until monday, then my life will fall apart again, for i will see my now, ex-girlfriend.

YAY I CAN'T FUCKING WAIT.





you know whats sad? I know the exact time and date.

Just like my first kiss.

Ever notice how so many people say that they are ugly? Well I LOATHE it when people say that. Well... It's all because of your parents! (biological) ever thought about it? IT'S WHERE YOU GET YOUR GENES FROM! FOR FREE! WHAT DO YOU FUCKING EXPECT? GAH! soooo annoying. Don't ask.

is if you say,

"FUCK OFF/YOU."

lol.

for some reason, you can call me ANYTHING, and I won't take offense. I swear. haha.

but... when someone says "fuck you" to me, it is just... so... LOW. It's really almost, basically, the only thing that will hurt me (mentally/emotionally).

why? I'm not sure.

But maybe the fact that it pretty much means that you are the scum of the earth, dirt, waste of skin, deformed, retard, stupid, not worth ANYTHING.... it kinda gets to ya. At least me...

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA YES YES YES YES YES YES YES. I HATED BEING IN A COVEN. WHATS THE FUCKING POINT? THOSE PEOPLE WEREN'T MY FAMILY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MY MOM DAD AND BROTHER ARE MY FUCKING FAMILY. DEAR LORDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD.









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