Soo... I kissed Tanner.
20:02 May 11 2008
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And... We aren't going out.
So.. what to make of that?
I dunno.
Okay, so it all started with David Archuleta.
Yes.
He came rolling up in the parade, so ZOOM, Randi is GONE. Where'd she go? I dunno. Then Maddie and Shani disappeared. Oh well. haha. So it was just me and Bonnie chillin' in the field. Walking around. And then, outta nowhere, pops up Tanner. So just us three, among about 1000 people in the field. At least that's how it felt. =]
I got a text from Randi to come meet us at the DJ booth thing where we were before, so we found her there, hanging out with Stephanie, a high schooler. So we got most of our group back lmao.
So we just stayed there for about 20 minutes, talking, me flirting hardcore with Tanner, and Bonnie sticking stickers on my boobs. Eh. They all fell off anyway.
David Archuleta started singing and we just got bored. So we left to head over to Randi's. Made a pit-stop at Bonnie's to grab our bags again, and off we were, but there was Kaycee on her bike! I missed her, she didn't come to school today so it was nice to see her, fo' sho'.
So we walked a little further towards Kaycee's house after we got a lilttle bit of ice cream from the Ice Cream Man. =]
And then we FINALLY got to Kaycee's house and crashed on the front lawn lmao. Tanner was the first to fall down haha, he was carrying my bag. Then he hit my leg to fall down, so I just laid against him. lmao. He was VERY comfy.
So we talked about how little Kaycee, Randi and Tanner grew up, it was adorable. And we talked about bands, of course, then I wanted to find something out. So I did.
"Do you still like Lanie?" I asked Tanner.
"No, not really."
"Are you over the relationship?"
"No."
So we left it there basically.
Our faces were like... 3 inches apart for like 15 minutes lmao. It was fucking sweet.
"JUST KISS ALREADY!!" Kaycee yelled. "YOU KNOW YOU WANT TO!
"Yeah, you guys would make a really cute couple." Randi added.
I'm sure my face went red, because I felt it get really hot. haha. It was weird, usually, if I got caught in a scenario like that, I knew what was I going to say. But I just stayed quiet.
"OOOHH. SHE WANTS YOU TANNER!!" They both said in unision. He just giggled.
We then acted like it never happened, but then again, for sure, knowing Kaycee..
"I'm serious. I want you guys to kiss."
"...You wanna?" I asked Tanner.
I think he just wanted to ignore the question.
After a bit of teasing me, we got up and Kaycee went inside, she was still way sick. Tanner ran across street with my bag. So Randi and I ran after him.
Did I tell you about over half the time when we were sitting in Kaycee's yard, we were holding hands in one way or another? =D
We walked a little ways before Tanner had to go home. So I guess we just kinda stopped over by this fence and just stood there and hung out for a bit. You know, being Tanner, he stuck my bracelet and my phone down his pants... Oh well.. I'll just make sure not to lick my phone anytime soon...
But after a bit we really had to go, so Randi and I walked one way, and Tanner the other. "Randi... I really want a kiss. Like... really really badly. I would love you so much right now if you turned around and just yelled at him to come back."
"TANNER. COME BACK."
(In a loud whisper)"I WAS ONLY KIDDING! FUCK."
"WHAT?" he yelled back.
"SHE. WANTS. TO. TALK. TO. YOU." Randi yelled as she dragged me along.
"oh... my... god." was all I could mutter.
We finally met up with him again, and Randi shoved me into him.
"now KISS." Randi said proudly.
"Why do you want us to kiss so bad Randi??" asked Tanner.
"...Because I really want one." I spoke up.
So... we did it.
I was too focused on the moment, and didn't even realize half the shit that just happened. Like were we put eachother's hands...
The kiss was like only half a second. But it's a kiss I doubt I'll forget.
"Right. Kay. Bye."
"Bye."
"That was a good kiss by the way."
He didn't say anything... I'm still not sure if that was a good or bad thing.
I smiled over half the time I was at Randi's I swear. Sure, I might have just fucked everything up by kissing him, but you know... Whatever. Honestly. He's just a guy. He's just a crush. Anyway,
"Randi... Thank you SO MUCH for making us turn around. And sorry if we are gonna be late for the concert thing. Oh, and where were our hands when we kissed...?"
"Abbey, you're the happiest I've seen you in awhile. Relax. If we're late, we're late. One of his hands was on the back of your head, and the other was on your lower back. Didn't you have your hands on his shoulders?"
"That would explain that question... The kiss was the best kiss I've had in awhile...
Ha... I wonder what he's thinking..."
"With Tanner, you can never tell."
True story.
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