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Roses Are Red... Regrets aren't everything. Poetry is.
03:29 Apr 29 2008
Times Read: 596
Roses are red,
My new phone is blue,
Water fills my bed,
This bed belongs to who?
My grandfather's name was Fred,
I didn't get to know him, as my parents do,
The people are dead,
I love them so much; I wish I had said.
I'm so full from the food; I was just fed,
So many people haven't had that experience; the world is a zoo.
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Bed, phone. Materalistic. I know.
Love, regret, empathy. Feeling. I know.
You can't tell someone how you're doing these days, you have to cover it up, these days.
I want to hear your story. I need to. You are you, and only you can say your story, no? It's waiting.
I'm not ready for high school, just being forced to. Oh well. Just another life experince. I'm ready for it. (HA!)
I write and talk like I have an audience of 100. Mostly Maddie is the only one that reads these. It's okay. Maybe it's for the better.
She, (not Maddie, someone else.) she makes me cry. I did today, anyway. Yesterday, and the day before, and so on and so forth. At least a tear a day. Thanks for including me in your day. I left so soon to go to class because seeing you and Michelle together kinda sucks. And that's why my eyes water. No, I don't want to even think about kissing you, ever again. If only you had asked why... Now I don't even wanna talk about it.
Anyway, she makes me cry. But only person really knows why. Not including me, of course.
I think he killed himself. He hasn't been on msn in ages. How am I supposed to be happy if I have that guilt on my conscience? I didn't even get to say bye. I think you know who I'm talking about, Maddie.
And THAT is my story.
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So,
Roses are red,
My new phone is blue,
Everything has been said,
There's nothing else I can do.
I'm the kinda person that...
22:18 Apr 24 2008
Times Read: 601
I was thinkin', and I realized that I'm the kinda person that...
Notices the ceiling first outta practically everyone. All the curves, colors, and sizes.
Same with the floor.
I'm the kind of person that notices facial features of people, and I'm the only one that gets why it's funny. (lol.... don't ask)
I'm the first person to look for the cameras in any public area. Like in the school, I know where every single one is inside.
I'm the kinda person that fixes other people's typos. I need to. haha. But when I have a typo, I really don't care... (Some of the time.)
I'm the kinda person that will go right up next to you, lean over, really close to your ear, and say, "MURRRRRRRAAAAAAA!!!!!!!". And laugh hysterically.
I'm the kinda person that although we have barely met, will TOTALLY molest your head if I like your hair.
I'm the kinda person that although we have barely met, will tickle your tummy and say "Belly!!" like a five year old.
And yes, I'm the kind of person who enjoys the freaked-out looks I recieve from all the people.
I'm the person who walks down the hall sayin' "Looking goooood!" to people who I barely talk to anymore. It's oodles of fun. It's an icebreaker.
Eh. haha.
"*mumble mumble* ....pretty..."
Oooh, how funny you are, Ms. Haight.
NEW PHONE NEW PHONE NEW PHONE.
22:06 Apr 24 2008
Times Read: 602
I am so happy. Iiiii have a new phone!
After 2 years. 2 years of hated. 2 years of annoyance.
I have a new phone.
It's so pretty.
And with this one, I acutally Caller I.D.
I really can't explain my joy through this journal. haha.
Polygamists, FLDS, Humans.
04:34 Apr 16 2008
Times Read: 623
In case you haven't heard, a huge FLDS compound was found out in Texas.
All the "true" followers were handed picked by Warren Jeffs himself (supposedly).
Some teenager called in, turning them all in. Which, I have heard, was a fake call, saying that the men were abusing the children. Very severly, having the young teenage girls being married off to much older men.
And so began The Raid. The biggest raid since 1954. The raid in '54 was just because they didn't like FLDS people, but this one, they say, they are raiding because they want the children, (all 429 of them) to be safe. Which, I guess I agree, but then again...
The children are being torn apart from their mothers, and brothers and sisters and cousins. They are being forced into abusive households and shabby orphanages. Excuse me, but since when is that humane? It's just as inhumane as them having plural mothers. No? Thats what THEY say anyway.
And sure, I love hearing other people's opinion. They have a right to their own, but they don't have a right to say it's the right one. Like Ms. Haight. "The little kids are just being brainwashed. Brainwashed. That's how they grew up, not knowing that it's wrong." Now, now Ms. Haight, play nice. It's English class. Not "time- to- share- your- opinion- on- shit- that- doesn't- concern- you, class. KTHXBAI.
Sure, I understand that "it's not right", but then again, it's a religion, and again, not everyone will agree with everyone elses' religion. Sure, they may be abusing kids, which is wrong, I agree, but but but... You have no say.
So stop saying stuff.
That you can't back up.
They are humans.
Just with bigger families.
Oh Joy!!
01:14 Apr 14 2008
Times Read: 628
I can make new polls now! haha.
Not that that really matters.
I'm just glad I gained a level.
I was level 11 for a couple of months. haha.
YAY!
This weekend just seems to be... good.
21:35 Apr 13 2008
Times Read: 629
I guess my weekend kinda started Thursday, because that's when everything started to get easy for me in a long time.
I got to hang out with my Bonnie Boo after school, and it was a lot of fun because we went over to the park and stuff with Lanie and Tori and Tom. (Tom and Tori are SO CUTE TOGETHER!!!) But after Lanie had to go, we just walked over to her house, and chilled for a couple hours while she was packing for St. George. That lucky ducky.
To continue, I went home about six, and got to relax.
School was the next day, of course. But with Bonnie and Kaycee both gone in St George, the whole school seemed empty. It was sooo weird. When school was over, I didn't have any plans or anything, so I just stayed home, and sat on the computer all day. It was amazing. And then at 11:30, my mom and I watched Sweeney Todd. She said at the end, "For the type of movie it was, it was okay." "Okay meaning "TOTALLY FREAKIN' AMAZING, RIGHT?" lol. It was funny. I went to sleep at like... 1 in the morning. Oh well. haha.
Ohhh yes, Saturday. It was so much fun. I woke up at twelve, as always, and made plans with Lanie to go to the movies. It was awesome. The movie, Prom Night, was kinda stupid though, scary, but too short. The killer guy looked like Criss Angel to me. haha. Not hot though. =[ When I got home, my mom told me that Paola had called, and so I called her back. We talked on the phone from 10 to about 12. It was great. She broke up with Cj, and she could FINALLY be MY Paola again. That made my weekend, honestly.
So which leads us to... today! Sunday. Sure, it may seem boring to some people to not having anything to do, but it's paradise to me. My computer is honestly all I need, and my cell. haha. And my robe... to keep me warm you know... Anyway, so far, it's been the perfect weekend.
And if anything fucks it up, I swear I'm gonna take it out on homework. hahaha.
Fear me. lmao!
LEMME SHOW YOU MY SKILLS OF CHANGING THE SUBJECT!!!
04:42 Apr 10 2008
Times Read: 640
WATCH WATCH WATCH. IT'S SO COOL.
"Watch" is such a stupid word.
Just like "Stupid". I mean like... wtf? It makes you sound stupid if you say "stupid". Doesn't it? Think about it.
Now THINKING. Don't get me started! Damn. You did. Anyway, where does thinking lead to, and even begin? What's our first thought? To breathe? Well maybe, but it's like... instinct... or something. I know that isn't the right word so Shush.
Shush. Now who thought of THAT? What a stupid word. Jeez.
And who ever agreed on spelling of words? Like... who decided way-back-when? Hell, drawings turn into letters. Or something like that, right?
Boy, I wish I could draw. Ha. Like Shani. She's good. She likes to draw from her heart. And you can tell. Maddie is too. Her little doodles are so cute!! Lanie is down-right amazing though haha. She can draw whatever her hear desires. Like... Anything. I should ask her if she can draw a cupboard next time I see her. Just for the hell of it. That would be dandy.
Whenever I say "dandy" I want candy. Funny, huh? lol. It's true though.
Truth. What a word. So much fit into such a small word. Like "love" but... more. Maybe? I mean like... love has a long list to describe it. But Truth? Trust? I think it would have to be longer.
Just as long as I don't have to right that list. :P
Did you see that skill? Damn, I impress myself.
LMAO!
I'm such a nerd.
The Biggest Reason I Wish I Was Rich.
04:24 Apr 10 2008
Times Read: 644
So I was watching King of the Hill and fell asleep. My bed does that to me sometimes. Well anyway, I woke up a little later, and Snoop Dogg was singing. It was American Idol's Giving Back. I think that's what it was called anyway. Ha.
I kept watching it. Seeing all the celebrities I love. It was pretty cool. Then, it would cut to a short film on the children in Africa, or the people here, in USA that are in New Orleans, still struggling from Kartrina.
Everyone was asking if we could all donate. I wanted to... So bad... but I knew that even if I did, it wouldn't be enough. No matter how much. So yes, it's true, I didn't even try. I admit. haha... ha.
Which leads me to my point. i wish I was rich. But wishes don't always come true. Those are what I call miracles. And we know how often THOSE happen, yes?
Eh... I just want AIDS to be gone.
That's my point.
Oh the beauty of Labrets.
06:30 Apr 05 2008
Times Read: 653
Lately, I have been thinking about getting a lip piercing. I don't know what it is, but I WANT ONE SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO BAD!
I am just in love with the idea of having a labret. It's really beautiful to me.
My mom just gags when I talk about it. No joke. lol it's so funny. But she doesn't get it.
I don't want it to look cool, it just looks sooooo good to me. If that makes sense.
I've asked quite a few people if I would look good with it, and asked for their honest opinion.
Brian said I would look hot, but it would ruin my future. (Lol don't ask.)
Kaycee said not many people can pull it off, but I probably could. =]
That's just what a few people said. I just feel like it would like... finish my look. You know?
My dad said that "your body is a temple, treat it so." "Yeah? Well the temple gets boring and sometimes it needs jewels to spaz it up!" I won that one lol.
Mom: "You can get one when you're 18."
Me: "I won't want one when I'm 18!!"
YES YES YES!
02:29 Apr 05 2008
Times Read: 661
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Hate for Haight.
06:46 Apr 04 2008
Times Read: 672
You would be an awful mother. Just for starters. But I'm not saying I would be good or anything, so don't go there. Annnnywaaay, where to start?
You don't understand us. Aren't you a virgin? You talk too much, especially when we already know what to do. You need new clothes. And I hate your hair. School is your life. Again, just for starters. I could go on forever. So I will.
We are teenagers, you, are old. Nothing can change that. No, you do not remember what it is like to be a teen. And even if you did, it wouldn't matter. Things are different.
You say that one machine in the Fitness Circuit that spread your legs and works on your thigh muscles is disgusting. What the hell? If you ask me, I think it's hilarious. What's so bad about it? Can't you grow up and be mature enough to handle it? That's what you want us to do, but you fail to do it yourself.
You talk too much. I can prove this. We aren't as "slow" as you think. Practically the minute you give us the paper we already know what to do with it. You DON'T have to describe every word! And yes, we do know how to put our name on our paper.
Your clothes frighten me. Please, just buy something new. Sure, teachers don't have that much money. But that's why you go to WalMart, or even the D.I. Please. I'm serious. It hurts.
You have no idea how bad your hair bugs me. I want to straighten it. That would make it better. THEN I would burn it. Yes, I think about it more than you think.
School IS your life. And plays it seems. Not that I care though, but according to you, I guess it does. Because you always seems to talk about it like I'm interested. Anyway, you have time to correct papers that would take some other teachers a week or more to correct. It would take them so long because they have a spouse to spend time with. You might be able to correct more papers during class if you would just BE QUIET, AND LET US DO OUR THING. It's not hard!
And yet, you seem to make me laugh, without even trying. But if I could, over half the period I would be laughing my ass off at you and how you like... talk. And breathe. And walk. And all the other stuff teachers do.
I do not like you.
Now you got me mad.
Thanks.
Ode To Dunn =]
06:32 Apr 04 2008
Times Read: 676
The no-hugging rule is soo stupid. And you are too because you enforce that rule.
I know you are trying to make it a safe, comfortable school, but it'd the wrong wat to go about it.
Last time I checked, giving someone a "high-five" won't make them feel better if/when they are having a bad day. High fives are LAME! Hugs HELP! I'm sure you understand that.
Your excuse for not getting rid of that insane rule is the "the board of education has to change it, and they won't." ...LAME. I want to hear a GOOD reason!
Those boys who tormented those girls are LONG gone. And you won't get the fact the we STILL hug IN FRONT OF the teachers and they DON'T CARE. So why should you?
Get with the times, old man.
Random Journal Entry. Because I want one.
23:57 Apr 01 2008
Times Read: 688
A computer chair can't steal the love that a cell phone carries in it's buttons.
The phrase "of course" doesn't have to be a positive answer. Who ever thought it was?
The little MSN dude is kinda weird. But the AOL guy is worse.
I got Bonnie to like ICP. lol.
I'm afraid my cousins' will get shot one day. One already has.
Lol. Sex. Can't wait till high school. Maybe I'll stop thinking it's so funny.
Once, when I was younger, in the summer on a warm day, I went outside and was drawing stuff on the sidewalk with chalk. I drew a snowman.
Once, when I was younger, in the winter on a warm day, I went outside and was drawing stuff one the sidewalk with chalk. I drew a sun.
Ha. Ha. Ha.
LMAOROFLOL.
Hinges on a door fascinate me. Which leads my thoughts to gravity, then the planet, then the solar system, then, I lose attention and think about Sims. That's how most my day goes.
The shoes you wear, they're the shoes I'd wear, but I don't care.
COMMENTS
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RazzleDazzle
04:44 Apr 29 2008
Aw don't cry. :(
I love you. You be my buddy! I don't wanna hear about you being sad! But you shouldn't try to cover it up either.
P.S. lol we need to hang out. Or kick it gangster style. ^_^