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Sometimes i do wonder if this world really is a world for me. I thought the root to my problems was what have troubled me under several years now. A troubled economy. But now when i kinda have got it under control so do i realise it seems to be something else. It hitted me yesterday when i walked to the foodstore to buy some food. A bounch of boys played football on a field. I thought man i almost have noone to hang out with. I feeled a feeling of yealousy toward them. A feeling of the lonliness i have lived in under so many years and i thought to have accepted long ago, suddenly feeled as razors in my heart. I really dident expected to feel it that way i did. It hurted me. The friends i have is almost only online friends. I do love my online friends, but i would need find someone to hang out with more in real life i think.

Yesterday i bited of one of my teeth. I had pain whole night. So today I got a time at the dentist. He told me he had to pull the teeth out. After that I went home from the dentist and I then realised he had pulled out wrong teeth. Crying…. I went back to dentist and got the correct teeth pulled out for free. So now I have a huge gap on my upper teeth. :( . What will happen about the wrong teeth he pulled out I don’t yet know, but I will report it and hopefully get a replacement for free.

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Isis101
22:57 May 07 2010

OMG, Pantervamp...how awful!

I hope that you do get a replacement - an implant? - for free. You should, as the dentist really screwed up!

Good luck!

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Today i lost one friend more of the most weird way sofar. The latest year i have had a friend i sometimes visited. A femalefriend. We was not lovers and it was not any sexual relation. We was just friends until today when i told her to fuck off. It turned out that she was a real bitch that i dont want anything at all to do with. I asked her if she feeled to follow out on a pizza and a chatt. The answer was this, Sure but i take 500kr to follow. (1us = around 7kr). I was like WTF????? I then told her to fuck off. Noway i gonna pay to be with someone i concider a friend. Lol what an bitch. 30 minutes later i got a sms from her there she appologised for it and told me she was sorry for said something like that. I sended a sms back and told her i never ever wanna see her again. Loosers like that are worth zero in my eyes.