The way things are as they stand right now between us, just isn't fair to me. Last night I was hit with a good dose of reality, today it has been sinking in.
I thought I was so strong, doing what I thought was right for me but what did I really do? I just handed him carte blanche to do as he pleases with whomever he pleases. A relationship without any sort of commitment or boundaries.
I have set myself up for the exact thing that I abhor. Instead of things being better they are a million times worse inside my head, the mental strain is becoming more than I can bear.
Omission. A little too much like a lie for me. People only omit pertinent details or information for one reason. They don't want you to know. Either because they know the fallout won't be pretty, they are cowards and don't want to deal with the reality of the situation or they are hiding something. Chances are that something is going to fuck things up for someone.
I've been around the block a few times and my bullshit meter is shrieking.
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Amen to that.
hit it right on the head dear
I like to omit that I am awesome... that way I can rant and rave about my humility.
if the spider sense is buzzing then thats never a good thing
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veauclin
20:57 Jun 03 2012
:(((((( cuddles tight