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A Wee Pity Party
20:18 Apr 30 2011
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Betrayal, deception and lies. By so called friends, my lover and my family. These last few weeks have been eye opening and really really sad. The one person I trusted the most wrenched my heart out and then spit on everything I thought was true and real. And then everyone else decided they would kick me while I was down. Goodie for you. Do you feel proud of yourself?

And while a part of me just wants to shut down and out there has been some wonderful people that have been gracious, let me cry on their shoulder and given words of support. I thank you.

I think I just really need to step back and look at the people in my life. Really look. I thought I knew who he was. I thought I knew who I was. People and emotions are surely not simple and I'm kinda feeling lost right now. Friends? I'm just going with my gut instincts from now on, they rarely fail me. I have given my trust too easily. Family? Well....thats a whole other topic which I will deal with by creating boundaries and sticking to them.

*SIGHS*

COMMENTS

PAGAN
20:25 Apr 30 2011

*hugs*

people eh. ~.~

Bones
20:31 Apr 30 2011

"What doesn't kill you makes you stronger." There are life lessons to be learned here. You'll be okay. Keep your chin up. ;)

xxEmaeraldxx
20:49 Apr 30 2011

A "wee" pity party? Sounds like you need something grander than that darling! X

PandorasBx
20:53 Apr 30 2011

How about a bottle of Tequila lol

deringerdan
21:16 Apr 30 2011

You know i dont hate you, but what happened has happened. If the shoe was on the other foot i am sure you would have done the same thing.. Just remember this, if i didnt like you at all i wouldnt have gave you any favor. Yes i may be an asshole to you but in time you will still remember me.

Take it for what its worth (I am sorry) what has happened to you lately is not right but it happens to all of us.. some more than others..I would offer you a drink of Jungle Juice but i am sure you just want me to leave you alone...For that unless i hear from you again. May your futrue days become brighter and stronger...

ladySnowStrixx
21:32 Apr 30 2011

Sweetie, I have always been your friend and here for you . all you had to do was message me . My heart goes out to you and I'm Really sorry that your having to deal

with all of this right now.

NocturnalMistress
22:13 Apr 30 2011

I understand that, more than I care to admit. One thing that I have learned, as you mentioned in here, is that gut instincts usually are dead on, or close to it and even though at times, we ignore it, they usually are right in the end. I hope for a better outcome with all of this for you. May your burdens be lessened and may you smile more. I truly hope that everything turns out how you want it to when you want it to. I'll keep positive thoughts for you and I'll keep you in mind.

I hope tomorrow is brighter for you and that every now and then, if not all the time, that you get the chance to truly smile.

♥

Bijou
02:11 May 01 2011

~hugs~ I'm here if ya need to vent...I will keep you in my positive energy thoughts. Perhaps a break from VR is inorder. It can be good for the soul

Oceanne
13:15 May 01 2011

It really bothers me to read entries like this,knowing that there is nothing I can say or do to help .

19:53 Apr 20 2011
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The decisions we make on a day to day basis mold the rest of our lives....I try so hard to make the right ones but fail more often than not.

COMMENTS

Bones
19:56 Apr 20 2011

But, you keep trying. ;)

DarkCrystal
19:57 Apr 20 2011

Maybe you are trying to hard? Just relax a bit and take one day at a time. Moments, if you have to. After all at the end of each day, we are only human.

Isis101
20:00 Apr 20 2011

We all do, hon.

xxKontradictionxx
20:18 Apr 20 2011

you're too hard on you.

Bijou
02:38 Apr 21 2011

everyone here is right don't be hard on yourself and yes just keep trying until it goes right. =^.^=

Theban
11:16 Apr 21 2011

From what I know of you it appears to me that you succeed in most things!

NocturnalMistress
22:19 Apr 30 2011

Something someone told me a few years back that made me realize the importance of our decisions:

"A strong person stands back up after falling, when others would sit there and just weep."

I believe you are stronger than you give yourself credit for, and I hope the decisions you make, you make for yourself instead of others.

*hugs*

05:15 Apr 12 2011
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I tried sashimi for the first time when Pinja took me out to dinner Friday night. You all remember my sushi experience? Horrifying I tell you. But sashimi? O....M....G I am in love. We had Yellow Fin Tuna, pricey but worth every penny, so freaking delicious. I have been trying hard to try new things since Pinja moved in, it's been interesting lol, I am an extremely picky eater, Pinja not so much.

COMMENTS

Lullaby
05:37 Apr 12 2011

Sashimi... is another world. I could live on it.

Glad to see someone else enjoys. :P

Theban
11:40 Apr 12 2011

I have never had it, I am not a great fish eater though I will see if we have it over here.

Isis101
19:59 Apr 20 2011

Ah yes...I love sashimi and sushi!

xxKontradictionxx
20:17 Apr 20 2011

Yellow fin.

You lucky girl.

03:05 Apr 10 2011
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Somehow Deception feels worse than a Lie. A reasoning power for some, some I know. I think I'd prefer the lie thank you very much. It's more honest in the end.

COMMENTS

Theban
17:40 Apr 11 2011

I like neither, just honesty.