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standing here,watching the days go by. trying to stay strong, trying not to cry. walls closing in on me, getting hard to breathe. it's changing me.. everyone around me is afraid of me. everything around me is going down the drain..things have changed so much, i doubt they'll ever be the same. i cry tears of pain, i cry tears of sorrow.... hating today, and fearing tomorrow..

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evilsandwich
09:52 Jul 08 2009

awesome ^_^

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Vampfan1
09:11 Jul 31 2009

i like it.

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I look at you,

and you're looking back at me,

and all we see is our

pain and agony.

This pain, this fear..

It's tearing us apart..

It's clawing, tearing away at us, part by part.

The pain..the anger..consumes me..

It's got me by the throught..

I'm scared of this.

I'm afraid that there

is no more hope...This is not life..

This isn't good..

I just feel so god damn

misunderstood...

somebody help me,

somebody please..all

I need now is for someone to love...me.

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Vampfan1
09:13 Jul 31 2009

awww, very well writen though.

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i'm sitting in my room staring up at my ceiling. thinking about all the stuff i've been feeling. surrounded by the memories of all the good times we shared. if only these walls could speak, they'd tell you about all those countless nights when i would cry myself to sleep. i wept salty tears of agony, wanting the love you once had for me. wishing this pain could all go away. wanting to be able to love again one day. the thought of you haunts my dreams.. every night.. forever it seems.... in my dreams your so close i can feel your face..but when i wake, your gone.. without a trace. it all feels like a dream...my life i mean...this isn't fair... i just realized i've been living the nightmare

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Firedrake
04:53 Aug 22 2008

i know how it feels :(

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so glad you loved me, so glad you cared.i'm so glad

i remember all the good times we never shared.

you left me on the corner, so sad and so helpless...

you didn't love me? how could you be so selfish?

i blame you for my struggle. i blame you for my pain.

because of you my life will never be the same.you left me behind.. i was one big mistake. but i still wait for promises, you'll never make. ill be responsible and kind, like you never where. i'll be a better father, of that i'm sure.

hope is for the naive, luck is for the stupid. love is for the hopeless that still believe in cupid. Love is not real, its no big deal. . Thinking someone else gives a dam, what a sham. Love is not real, love is not true. Love is just a word you say when you want a quick screw. Love is not emotion, love is not a feeling, love is just something to blame for all the shit your feeling. Love is not for you, love is not for me.. Love is dead.. Love isn't anything