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When it comes to anything remotely romantic, I somehow screw up. My first relationship was with a guy that I'd had a crush on for nearly two years and who I became very good friends with. It ended when he cheated on me and should have stayed finished. To make a long story short, I forgave him and took him back only to have him break up with me all because I moved. My next relationship after him was with a girl. That lasted only one week. She broke up with me because I was too busy to spend anytime with her. I haven't had a relationship since then but recently I realized that I have developed a crush on someone who is way older than me and by old, I mean way way older. Not old enough to be my grandpa but certainly old enough to be my father. And on top of that, he works with me!



Given the circumstances, I've no choice but to somehow grind my budding lovey dovey feelings into dust and scatter it's ashes into the ocean. But, I really do like him. He's quite interesting so I'm hoping that I can move beyond my school girl crush and become friends with him.



Times like these, I wish there were a switch that I could flick to make myself not like someone...



Unfortunately, reality is crushingly cruel so I'll just crawl into a deep and dark corner where I will proceed to eat buckets of ice cream and watch the entire Twilight series in hopes of numbing my feelings.