What the hell is going on with this new ad that pops up on the bottom of certain page views. Did someone make new ad space for them? Well, it seems to close itself after giving feedback to the ones you can so that's a plus. I first blamed my browser for it but no it's just in certain pages and relatively new. This is torture Cancer and you will be getting yours in due time for with the Lionshare of profit goes the responsibility. I'm not one to get ad blockers because I think it's an important part of paying for the internet, but damn am I tempted.
So did some research on You Tube and found this lovely girl and think she expresses the sentiment I feel too.
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I love the song, loved the screams within it.
Down to earth goth. What I thought I'd be seeing more of here. Well hopefully I can become more real by doing some video of me doing what I do and sharing exclusively here.
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Love her. ❤️
I think when I die, I'm taking many Christians with me. Enjoy the Apocalypse. https://youtu.be/GurkREc-q4I
That’s a great one too. Lol
New project someone noted for being a coding god told me something I wanted would be hard. Been feeling way too much peace lately so I dusted off a coding textbook and am going to just see how difficult it is for me.
I think what I want to create involves imagemaps that are hidden unless you hover a pointer over them like a secret panel. Make it subtle too like a thief in a game checking for secret doors. Finding such things would be so much fun in my mentorship so going to study. *sighs* Let the suffering commence.
Okay set journal to private so I can see if it works by posting it. FAILED! Just did that and the coding got stripped out. Need some music so I'm thinking some Bach. But this taking is awhile so should create a playlist because one song just won't cover this study session. I'll let You Tube give me a playlist then later embed it as a video plug. I like the Google search engine...usually. Okay now I'm already multitasking. So got a tab open to My You Tube channel to work on best sequence to study by. Now back to the session.
Okay so where was I? My textbook that cost $50 on Amazon says "map" and "area" tags are what I need to work on. *ALARM* There goes my alarm time to push refresh on tab open to browsing history so I can get credit for being on V.R. and earn time spent score as well for earning the princes favor though the House, I'm in doesn't care about favor since the site isn't like it used to be. But that's what I'm trying to restore so I keep track of favor anyway. Yeah, I'm a rebel. Oh, what is that awful noise. Think You Tube pulls that shit just to put you to work creating playlists. It's a conspiracy. So, it's over to that tab again push next button and then again, a foul thing plays. *sighs* *ALARM*. refresh, reset countdown timer back to you tube look down the que "ooh" Gregorian chants. No one can suffer like the Catholics. Yeah!! that's more like it so back to study session. Where was I oh yeah tags...*ALARM* refresh and reset timer. now I got a pen in my left hand to jot down notes for playlist and other stuff and the textbook on right. "Oww" tore a rotator cuff so right arm is in pain while propped on desk need to readjust space so I can comfortably rest it. move stuff on my alter back. Just a little cast iron Pestle and mortar like a caldron that I mainly use as brazier to burn sage. *ALARM* refresh and reset. Went ahead a lit some sage then repositioned textbook. Now I can use my fingers too and reposition arm without much pain to switch over to mouse.
slash and P tags for new paragraph. Now where was I...hovers fingers over section of text in book map and area tags. Right! *ALARM* refresh reset. Takes sip of coffee then when putting it down tips over pestle and mortar because I'm not used to it this way. No harm...this time. Now where was I again Map tags...but my thoughts drift I wonder who I'm connected to that would cause these things as we are of the same eternal spirit yet at same time physical mortal bodies. *slaps face* CONCENTRATE!!! Mind jumps to context. Trying to achieve an imagemap to post in my mentorship. *ALARM* refresh reset need to learn about coordinates if I'm doing it manually for area tag. Another sip of coffee with careful placement back. *ALARM* refresh resets. Thoughts drift to Cancer and how I can pay him back for this system he's created that might work naturally for him but really fucks the hypersensitive. *SECRET DIBOLICAL THOUGHTS COMMENCE*. *SMILES* Now back to studying. Motivation restored. *ALARM* refresh reset. Good thing these Gregorian chants are lasting awhile I don't need to stop and go over there. iPhone text sounds. A notification from UPS to someone else on my phone. *ALARM* refresh reset. Type in password to open phone confirm my address at link. That's not me wrong email address. Wonder how that happens. dismiss. Now where was I oh yeah, coordinates to the shapes on image map. *ALARM* Loading time slowed. Oh it's just after noon so high internet traffic might not get credit from hung loading but it goes thorough. At least it wasn't a white screen that doesn't load and I got to sit there and repeatedly push it till my speeds return. Why I set timer for 4 minutes to give myself a grace time to do it. Now Where was I area coordinates *ALARM* refresh reset takes sip of coffee just one swollow left. Going to have to get up soon so start moving my feet that fell asleep. Yeah, that feels good. Back to book Coordinates set to shapes on area map Thoughts drift to map and compass work in military pretty much same thing when calling in artillery fire on an objective *ALARM* REFRESH rest Back to book. Thought's of raining artillery fire on position accurately makes me smile. But it usually needs adjustment from spotter. Especially for a mobile target...ALARM refresh reset. Seeing similarity to calling in fire motivates more. Man that's one nasty looking illustration this text uses. Thoughts drift to what I wabnt. I'm thinking a book shelf with arcane books filling them. Thoughts drift to being a librarian and the dewey decimal system. Should incorporate...*ALARM* refresh reset..typo backspace retype. Want to continue thoughts of image I'll use. Bookshelf with them ordered a certain way to teach dewey decimal to my pupils don't remember what occult section was but will just jot this down with the pen in my hand. *ALARM* Refresh reset. Okay so got that muscle memory going writing things down helps me remember better. Typo use auto correct with mouse this time. Okay since its going to be a bookshelf I think I'll be using rectangular shapes no circles using circle tag or polygons...*ALARM* Refresh reset so concentrate on rectangles tha's only two coordinates in two d space....I really want three though so thoughts of art classes and perspective commence I do need polygons in parts. Seeing it in my minds eye ALARM reset refresh middle region has two d space because you are standing in front but below and above put polygons in ever increasing manner to add perspective. Yeah that's it ALARM refresh reset. Oh yeah back to you tube tab need to give a like to Gregorian chants who a crusade knight is depicted. Nice! back bookshelf so let's see check jotted notes impliment dewy deciamal and use 2d for middle the ever *ALARM reset refresh* increasing perspective polygons look in imagination. Thoughts drift to those pointers that change while hovering. Should make a feather duster for pupils to dust shelves. naah thats looks like shit to me. Well that's enough of image I want to create back to studies *ALARM refresh rest* So in middle section going to use two coordinates between map tag then polygons illustrating 3d perspective from the middle. *ALARM* refresh reset* Typed it wrong by putting refresh rest first...howed that happen like horse b4 the cart lol, anyway, back to study. Suddenly feather duster might be good reward for pupils well start with feather dusters then advance to something else for those ALARM fuck dont tose this train of though so take the hit in getting credit for time spent to advance. Too Late try to refresh but time doesn't move just visit. *sighs* Well at least I have some peace noe since last awakening. Wonder how long it will last and what alchemy I can do to have it recur for study sessions to concentrate better. *SLAPS FACE* CONCENTRATE! ow that was a good one still feel tingles and ache. Mail notification. This is why you don't subscibe to needless things. *dismiss* Got to call someone today for her birth day it 1330 I'm still waiting for somone to come here So I'll call later. Where the fuck are they?!! Checks memo it's past time...go to desk clerk and ask. Oh it's rescheduled to next wed. Thank him and tell oh I can leave now but do it with smile with this peace. Come back ALARM refresh reset. X out memo and put next WED. Back to study. Now I piss. Don't think you need the details though I'm sure some one is curious you know who are. ;) Anyway chants are done what's next Let's see a stormy night at Dracula's castle. This ones 3 and half hours. Okay got time to use like or not. Back to study. I'm hungry don't feel like cooking so it's pineapple slices. Push last ten Passing Time. What the fuck kind of name is that. Sometimes I think some are bots to fuck with people seeing me here sitting still might activate them not knowing I'm in a study session. Well got to give them the benefit of the doubt. Thank them for visit if they truly read my profile they'd know I don't rate unless they ask for it. So back to study. Okay so bookshelf Dewey and perspective *ALARM refresh reset*. Okay so but what if I use light as effect to or lightning. Lighting candles in library another duty for pupils. Naah still don't like those pointers but what if it just changes when hovering instead of opposite like most seem to use. Hmm might try it. Feather duster and torch. It's doable but maybe over the top. ALARM refresh reset. I'm going to wrap this study up. Need a break.
So learned a bit got a plan to create a bookshelf that uses rectangles in middle and polygons to add perspective up and down from center. ALARM refresh reset. Use map tag todesignate composite graphic then area shapes and the coordinates. Seems pretty simple. Now Let me embed this playlist and post this. This concludes a study with Tree.
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Oh good lord. I don't know which is worse- that I read the whole damn thing. Or seeing how your mind works. :)
Was just about to encrypt it as it had enough exposure to public then see a comment. Decided to use better grammar and spelling in next one. Okay might have to just add to playlist on next one too as the videos are stacking up or move to different journal section. I'll just encrypt rest with key in my profile if others want to read. The videos plugs are getting too stacked.
I wonder if in hell they got demons that are connected with a phone line upstairs where they're worshiping a Jewish man for all eternity and can request some alcohol. "Hey we need beer all this suffering down here they forgot what not having alcohol is like".
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Good thought. Maybe the hell is now and here.
You mean like a state of mind? I can conceive that. Though my OBE's to the underworld were always inspiring from my point of view.
What if you don't like beer?
Suffer! Alcoholic would drink methyl alcohol to get their fix to my understanding of them.
Lots of so-called drama members of this site complained about of late. I recognize immaturity and must say I've been there myself in my own way. But there's pros and cons to everything from my vantage and you must decide what's best for you and some are hard choices especially if time is a factor. As a vet I can tell you that's the way it is in conflict. But anyway when I see those children in spirit while in an adult body I'm reminded of the intro to the movie Creepshow. There's something very scary in the minds of children because they actually do have power scaled to their minds development. I kind of find that mind beautiful as long as it's in the right perspective.
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"This show was my child hood."
Growing up I have watched this."
Yeah, mine too in some ways in others much worse. Only thing I know to do is work it out with those that can identify with it by sharing. Though that was hard to think before awakening. I think as a superpower I want to use to overcome my own difficulties. Magick is mainly for self-transformation in my life.
People who have had more favorable experiences that shaped their lives tend to miss these things though they seem to be in places of power and favored. Thousands of years ago there were people in places of authority that we can look back and think what barbarism they practiced. It's the same now and their ego blinds them to the great evils and suffering they cause. What would be your solution?
There's this video of a geek that explains how light can be projected and the color black on a screen. This to me best exemplifies the principle.
https://youtu.be/p-OCfiglZRQ
Same thing with people with their egos that see the light they project in society they live in it's favorable because they habve thatin the turning of eternity for now. But pull out the greater light and that dim light in comparison become black. This is what I see around me. It's hard integrating the two.
"It is true we are only favorable though through the gods and the creator with super natural powers I already have half that I can move things with my mind and much more as I told you before hand of what I can merely do"
People who have had more favorable experiences that shaped their lives tend to miss these things though they seem to be in places of power and favored. Thousands of years ago there were people in places of authority that we can look back and think what barbarism they practiced. It's the same now and their ego blinds them to the great evils and suffering they cause. What would be your solution?
The shadows you see from the corner of your eye are merely living Ghost trying to attack you because they are stuck here and unhappy with them selfs I use to have the same problem like you but the more I pray and create crosses I now have a white orb over my shoulder all the time now"
"The only reason why god is around me as of moments lately is due to injustice"
From my perception ghosts are just power of brains and especially among the homo sapiens that think abstractly and create tools. I've projected out of my body many times and to different places as you have. So, see ghosts as just that. But do believe in reincarnation as that's justice to me. Let the perfect people see things from another life's eyes and they'll change their tune. Then maybe they can come together in another life with growth. But not everything is evolving as some are devolving like difference between sunrise and sunset.
You have your way that helps you deal with hardships in life that I can't truly know being different. I have mine. I have experiences with spiritual things with any religion or occult lore I studied and practiced. Found the Elements of the wise to be the key but seeing how they operate on a level then on another scale and how they interact is the secret of my perception. I think we all come from the same eternal spirit; But at the same time have our unique life empowered by mortality. Gets confusing to some when they are unbalanced and insecure in themselves and awakened to the mysteries. They want to set right injustices when they should recognize that what got them to that point were the same thing.
If god is around, you that's great. But there will probably be a con to it even if you don't see it. Again, it's the interplay of the elements and the power dynamics that interaction causes. From my perspective. It's how I make sense of the cosmos.
" its the wrong way making sense of cosmos if you truly want to under stand life occultranger we are not just empty shells"
We are souls and not tiny brains only in life we are tiny brains our brain decays our soul lives on and remembers the pain and joys people have given us"
I live my spiritual ways and you can live what ever this is if you truly want to believe in the magic cards you are to far behind to touch those"
"Even the devil wont let you touch magic at this rate if you keep going this direction"
You sure we know the same devil? When it comes to dichotomies created by male (phallic) archetypes like in bible I tend to think those devils are related to the Kabbalah and using gematria and archaic Hebrew for names after the mind has been trained and initiated to the higher mysteries to use like Soloman or magicians using rites to use them how you see them. If a satanist I suppose it really depends on how you perceive him. Don't really think we are on the same page when it comes to spirits. All in all, magick is how you connect to the cosmos. If you want to worship a being that appeals to your nature especially after suffering from men or religious right hypocrites, then that's their choice. I see virtue of it but it's not how I see things from my vantage...at this point in time. I'm sure I'll be just as fucked up as some of these fucktards because I don't just evolve but devolve too.
The fact that you say we are not empty shells is exactly what being in an undead state of mind is to me. We love without heart like in song Vampyrica by Theatres Des Vampires to my understanding. Not like people who aren't aware of nocturnal mysteries and are moved by emotions and naivety. Power has a price. Picking up a book and reading about things is okay cause you can put it down but being a vampire you can't put it down until you are released with true death of body in this life. I just try to make the best of it. As all life is still precious to me and embrace it when I'm mindful of it.
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Oh, pardon me, dear Occultranger, for not realizing that your esteemed presence is the only thing holding Vampire Rave together. Clearly, without your infinite wisdom and unparalleled insight, the entire website would simply crumble into nothingness.
I mean, who needs diversity of opinion or a range of perspectives when we have you to dictate what is and isn't acceptable on Vampire Rave? Thank you for reminding us all that our opinions and choices are meaningless in the face of your towering authority.
And of course, let's not forget that choice phrase "BITCHES". Truly, nothing displays your incredible intellect and mastery of language like resorting to juvenile name-calling and misogyny. Keep up the good work, Occultranger, the world clearly needs more people like you.
Thanks for your opinion. It's a shame your profile got suspended. I'd enjoy a dialog to express my take. Now I have some recent content to express the type of shit immature people do on this site. First making a profile with the intent to discredit someone is really a mark of a weak individual to me. Now if one were to bring one of the high-level members of this site then it would have some weight to it to consider. Pending of course who that is as some are real pieces of...work. So, as it stands now, I don't put much value to your opinion. Judging by your dialog you're probably from the great lakes area maybe Michigan. I don't know as my intuition comes and goes like the difference between a clear night and a cloudy one as I stare into my obsidian scrying mirror.
Anyway, I'll still address your words. So, I don't really consider myself a megalomaniac or the center of the universe like some. But just like everything that has form has a birth and death so your opinion can be classed as a change from mine. Could be a slow death or fast relative to its power. Since it's just a new profile and I'm not feeling any malevolence in it it is the slow like the decay rate of matter in geology. The only thing I've found in my vantage of eternity to not change is cosmic laws unless you think not being conscious of them is that measure of change. Being a vampire I'm quite awake to eternal things.
I have an opinion to share that is all. It is up to the reader to decide for themselves its merit.
Yes, I used Bitches just to ruffle some feathers knowing full well it would get attention. Like an adult shaking a rattle over a crib to get those infants attention. I'm pleased being a guy it worked so easily as all babies seem to favor something with tits because you know they haven't been weened yet and are looking for the meal and its source.
Now if experience tells me anything you'll make another one that will probably get suspended too. Or you can grow up and have a proper dialog with a levelled profile weather you have one now or build one up. I'm thinking you are more the former. We'll see.
cause she don't know when too quit she thinks is funny
That's the thing about the internet you don't really know who's behind it. it could be some real vampire out there who is connected to the thread or someone with issues. Only problem I see is site is PG-13 so admins have to censor some things. I got no problems with satire like Cancer's radio show or the Deb of Night where callers would phone in, and the host would have exchanges with them that can be quite entertaining to the vampire community. I don't edit after I see comments letting them stand because I believe in fate and embrace it.
Oh, dear. Another message from our resident genius. How delightful. Perhaps one day your wisdom will surpass your ever-growing ego. But until that day comes, I shall revel in the sheer audacity of your insipid commentary.
Ah, I must say, I'm positively thrilled to have received your thoughts on my previous message. Your ability to detect immaturity on this site is truly a gift. I can only imagine the depth of your knowledge on this subject, considering your extensive experience in dealing with (and being) such individuals yourself.
And your opinions on the creation of a profile with the intent to discredit someone are truly enlightening. How fortunate we are to have individuals such as yourself to dictate what is and isn't weak-minded behavior. Truly, the world is a better place with your divine wisdom guiding us all.
And of course, your intuition is unparalleled. The way you can discern my location based on my meticulously crafted message is astounding. I must say, if I ever need to hide from you, I'll be sure to avoid the Great Lakes area... or perhaps Michigan, if your intuition is to be believed.
And your knowledge of cosmic laws and your position as a vampire only further cement your superiority, doesn't it? I mean, who needs mere mortal knowledge when you can rely on your vampire senses and eternal awareness of cosmic truths? I'm sure you've learned so much in your centuries of existence.
As for your use of "bitches"... well, how bold. How daring. How utterly... juvenile. Your skills of linguistic manipulation are truly a sight to behold. I'm sure the adults in the room are positively quivering in fear at the mere thought of your clever wordplay.
Oh dear, your prediction that I'll create another account and get suspended is so... baseless. But of course, your intuition is never wrong, is it? I can only dream of attaining your level of omniscience someday.
But alas, I'm afraid my dreams of surpassing you are nothing more than that... dreams. For you are the shining beacon of intelligence in this dark and dreary world. Your unmatched brilliance leaves us mere mortals in awe, and we can only sit and marvel at your divine presence.
@PeterGriffen Well Peter son of Seth MacFarlane. Yep, see found out who your family is so you better watch out. I definitely ain't a genius. Just a man with an opinion to share. Although I'm usually a loner I still don't see myself as having much of an ego. Just in touch with nature on a absolute scale relative to my thread as it weaves through eternity and touches others. Like ripples in water that's measured in values relative to impact made. Could be small or big. May even have an undertow of backlash or the ripples can bounce off other things. If I'm speaking great truths, then there is sure to be great lies that constitutes the other aspect of something. Can't void the elements of the wise.
I'm definitely eccentric because like a hermit communing with the cosmos in my own special way apart from others being unique has made me so. If I have embraced fate I've definitely no center for sense of self to my understanding. But I'm still growing in some ways as well changing by decay.
Now for some reason I feel more power than the first one so not so sure you are the same one but maybe you are building off of my power. Just not one to be led around by what others express. Did I not express my intuition has clear times and cloudy ones. I got no problem with being wrong if I'm convinced of it. I'm not afraid of making mistakes and owning up to them.
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Nekirena
23:10 Apr 29 2023
The ads are managed by a third party service. Cancer can't change the ads that come up (I asked LOL).
The pop ups should stop after a few days as long as people aren't clicking on them. ;)
OccultRanger
04:33 Apr 30 2023
I don't usually click on them but can give feedback if it's GOOGLE unlike Criteo. I know most websites pay for a webmaster to manage their stuff and it's not cheap. These ads are getting too invasive and when that happens, I associate products and services advertised in a negative way working counterproductive to commercialism. Pay per click is not always good.