Things keep looking up more and more for the most part.
I love listening to music and have 3 really amazing playlists now. One Lady Gaga, One BlutEngel(Chris Pohl Projects) & one that is just any other thing that makes me wiggle with desire.
I have an amazing ride these days. I had to give up the other. It developed a rather deep pond in the flooring that I got tired of. The damp and mold were driving my sinus cavities into desperation. I now have the truck I have always been dripping and drooling over.
I love truck, songs and my laptop. I even have the internet and writing my stories is going great as always. So things are looking up. Still no traveling, but a couple of the girls at work are starting to be more social. Did I mention I am back on night shift? That always puts me in a good mood.
Still have all of the physical problems, but I am doing great ignoring them. I am still looking for great passion wherever I can find it. Not in my sex life (because I have given up on that), but in other areas of my life.
I am still looking for that perfect someone who can share my dreams and love me anyway. I am not hopeful, but I am still open to the concept. As one of the great movies of our time states: 'Lightning could strike'. I don't care who, where, or how...I want to find someone I can grow old with in any fashion or form. I am loving the short-term friendships I find so easily, but a long-term would be pleasant and appreciated.
I think I have a photo of the truck (in my Halloween outfit too)...
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