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Dear Die-ary,



I know that is has been some time since my last entry. For this, I am sorry, but I have been busy with my new companion as I mentioned in my last account. Though I have been busy, enough so that I have been kept away from you for as long as it has been, I have been meaning to return to you and record my thoughts and....emotions, strangely.....

Despite, or rather in spite of, my actions and transgressions against you, I have missed speaking with you. Anyway, about my reason for coming back to you.....I think...I believe..........that I am actually willing to forsake my existence and sacrifice my being for another.......In fact, it is the companion I found that I find myself willingto whom to give everything no matter the cost to me. Is this normal? Am I 'normal'? Could this possibly be love, or is it just some illusion? Some trick of the mind that is making me feel as if I must give my entire being to keep this fallen angel safe from harm and the things that would steal her innocence from her, as well as snatch her from my grasp.

Do you know what has become of me? What power.........entity.......thing....has possessed me with such adamant feelings towards the goddess that I love nothing more than to wake up next to?

I hope.....hope...such a useless word......I hope that I am able to overcome this power that holds me its prisoner and free myself from the overwhelming weight that threatens to crush me beneath the coming tides of what some may call love.

Help me, my sweet. I do not know how much longer I can last against the crashing waves that stagger my thoughts. Goodbye.....



Nykl D.