It's been a while since I've posted and it's gonna be a while till I post again. Money has been extremely tight and my fiancee and I are struggling with bills and rent. My phone is is all fucked up on the top half so this site is pretty much unusable till I can get a replacement. Hopefully I won't have to be away from my phone for too long. Just started a new job so that'll help with rent but everything else, like a new phone, is kinda unrealistic at the moment.
Sometimes it feels like bad things will always happen to me, but I've made it this far so I'm sure soon everything will be alright again. It's just so frustrating,you know? If it's not one thing it's another. I'm just gonna have to wait it out and hope for the best
Hopefully this all explains my absence for the most part. If anybody sees this and is able to help a little my cashapp is $n0ctum (the o is a zero) but obviously I wouldn't expect that. I just really don't know what to do. My fiancee has been absolutely miserable at the job he's been stuck at for years now. He can't get another one because of his background check (he's on probation for something he did when he was a kid. He doesn't like me talking about it to people so I'm not going into the details. It's something that he shouldn't have gotten in trouble for. He's extremely private with his life in general)so he's stuck for the long haul there and I feel so bad. I just got on at the same place. He begged me not to, but nowhere else was hiring and we can't afford only one of us working.
We're working on saving up for a car and leaving this suburban wasteland we've gotten trapped in. There's nothing for us here, but with the apartment landlord where we live constantly fucking everyone over to make the complex more "inviting for future tenants" and the constant rent increases and the lack of job opportunities, we've been suctioned in place so to speak.
If anyone can help out or has advice on what I could do let me know. I should be able to see the comments. I'm sorry for going on a rant. I guess I just needed to get it all off my chest. Just leave a comment. I'm exhausted lol. He doesn't get off till midnight and has to wake up early for his next shift. And I have to wake up early for onboarding so that'll be fun. I'm ready though. Send strong vibes and courage my way because I have a feeling it's gonna be a bumpy next few months.
Sorry again for rambling and ranting. Hope you guys have a good rest of your night or day.
Regards, Charlie
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