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My Mind (9/01/08)
20:46 Sep 01 2008
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Do you know how it feels

to have your mind torn apart

when your child's

about to depart

knowing there's nothing

you can do?

And for the mean while

your heart feels like it's

in exile

leaving you in a state

of denial

It's not something

you'd want to deal

with

or be left to feel

Especially when there's

less than 24 hrs left

til your child leaves

due to legal theft

Everyone says it's

for the best

some of them I'd wish

they'd just give it

a rest

After hearing what some

have said

it's almost like my

anger was fed

Why is it that I get to

go home but my child doesn't?

how can I possibly in the end

not feel regret?

It's like a part of me

went on vacation

was diagnosed with

the wrong vaccination

My mind is now truly

my inner Hell

complete with it's

own inner prison cell

why must my child

have to leave as well..?

COMMENTS

darkangel82
07:57 Aug 22 2009

Wow...I don't even know what to say other than I've been there, and this one really touched me and almost made me cry. That's something you should've never had to feel. This was one of your best as it has the most feeling put into it.