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All of my life I’ve been

Washed out and jaded

Misplaced and mishated

A wrongdoer who sees right

A dark candle in the light

All of my life I’ve been

Searching for no one

Nothing and no trust

Cant you me, I’m fucked up

All of my life I’ve been

Here in this hell

So cold when I fell

So cold when I need to be

Trust me but trust no one

I’m disgraced and fucked up

Cant hear you cause you’re screaming

Don’t want to look at you

Because I am bleeding

All of my life

There are some big mistakes

That I have made, once again

Will you forgive me?

And yes, I miss saying

What I might not mean

Could I help you to

Forget me?

Sometimes we all fall down

We all lose sight of

What we really need

Sometimes I could die

Lose myself, for all time

Would I truly be free?

I may not be everything

That you wish that I could be

Does that mean that i'm

Nothing at all to you?

To me?

I've seen so many places

Misplaced so many faces

That did not mean a thing to me

But you've stayed with me all this time

And I need you here

So I can be me

I may not be everything

That you wish that I could be

Does that mean that i'm

Nothing at all to you?

To me?

I’m here

Not in the rain

I’m here

Not in the sun

I’m here

Not where I can be seen

But here

I’m losing what’s left of my reality

Fighting illusions

I’m reaching fatality

I’m here

Caught in the past

This life feels like sin

But I’m here

Forever I will

I’m here