THe golden voice inside my ears
The turning point of all my tears
a lullaby or flowing tune
the chance to dance beneath the moon
glowing like a firefly's tail
a shining bay or banshee's wail
Doesn't matter how you sing the song
don't care how hard, I'll sing along
Swaying on a beam of light
dancing, twirling through the night.
shattering the mirrors fog
we see ourselves as warty frogs
Though our soul is pure and true
some can't see beyond, no reason, no truth
Break the shell, that wretched mold
see only your soul, glittering with gold
see the shining in your eyes
see the joy, your endless pride
Hear your voice, an unbreakable spell
Duh, thats you, time will tell
A mirror tells you only lies
a mirror only needs your eyes
why be just a dreary blue
when you can be every hue
There's no more fire in my soul
no more scream and let it go
no more countless reasons why
should let it go and let it fly
no more save up all your tears,
no more saftey from your fears
no more precious heart to heart
thats barely the start
No more skipping through the rain
holding hands and playing games
childhood memories fade away
but the most memorible will stay
lost myself a while back
though i'm not proud of that
I told me to have faith
that losers never set the pace
but when I tried to keep up
the race was not for me
scream and let it go
light a fire in your heart
kindle turns to flame
flame turns to blaze
break away from the pack
you're not a rat
It's not your race
Trapped in a life I can't escape
Blocked by walls I can't pass through
Closed by doors I can't Ignor
Left alone to cry
As they fall they burn my face
oh those tears of acid rain
I am drowning in a flood
a soulless girl finds hope in blood
I find power in the night
a deasil circle my only light
wind blown hair whipping my face
a magick fire at my fingertips
The taste of blood a welcome thought
to a soulless girl you all forgot
carlessly bantered a joyful song
never taught me to sing along
I died a very long time ago
Can't you read the words i wrote
You're the reason that i'm dead
Let my words ring in you head
Let my go to bloody hell
i'll throw myself right down that well
my fangs are sharp, your pulse is strong
Now i've made up my own song
Blood is a drink thats sweeter than wine
The taste of it so pure and divine
I'll kill myself with a stake through the heart
Sunlight left me in the dark
If you've cared for me at all
my life's a lie thats standing tall
Let me wallow in my own pain
I want to burn in acid rain
You know I won't crumble to you lies!
C'mon, look me in the eyes
Staring at your feet instead
Tell me, why's your face so red
Because I won't except their truth,
or because you do!
Don't you see how wrong you are?
Can't you listen to your heart
It doesn't matter what they say
I'll contradict them anyway
I know their lies are not the truth
you think you believe them, and mabey you do
Well, hear me once, just hear me out
Listen to me, a parting word
Will you put power over friends
how can you so easily bend?
You know their kindness it not real
you know your barred out with their steel
how can you forget the past?
will this friendship ever last?
Well now that ship is sunk
and you sit there like a duck
laughing at the wrong choices i've made
I'll O.D. because I like the pain
I want the poison in my veins
Bleeding out through my slit wrists
how much more can I take of this?
Death is now a welcom thought
to the ones that god forgot
a chance to get their stories out
that no one would believe before
I'll go to hell, i'm not afraid
I'll hang myself, its way too late
I tried to make the most of me,
tried to be myself, just let me be
My tears will fall like acid rain
as I coax the fire untamed
i'll hold the blade up to my throat
I can garentee you, I won't choke
I am nothing like the rest
I refuse to die their deaths
trapped inside, shackled and caged
how dare they try to harness rage
I will scream to prove i'm free
slit my wrists and let them bleed
Taste my blood and smlie wide
Its only the caged birds who ever die
I am fire, feel my flame
you will burn if you place the blame
feel my fury, feel my heat
fear the kitten my parents beat
She's grown claws as sharp as thorns
slashing you with the pain she's borne
The pitiful mew gone mute from screaming
lust for revenge in her eyes is teeming
don't bother to cry for this cat
she will only bite you back
taste you blood and smile wide
this kitten has talons, you'd better hide
you shall not stab her in the back,
I dare you to try to hurt this cat
-Nightgurl
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