I keep a box in my room, filled with everything that you ever gave me and anything that reminds me of you. I keep it locked out of sight for hopes that one day I might pluck up the courage to sit down and wright this letter to you. You keep it locked in a drawer by your bedside, you may never read it but it makes you glad to know that it's there. As you stare at the words that I wrote with my own two hands, words that I never could say. This is life at a pace that will crush us all right back to where we begin. This is hope in the form of a song that no one should ever hear.
Your tomb of hopes is as dark as your soul.
Burning for the feeling of companionship.
Every night you shed your tears as you are overwhelmed by your greatest fears.
Awaiting for your chain to be broken.You ease the pain.
As the blood rushes from your head and that tingling sensation runs through your fingers.
you watch your life flow out from within.
Your sorrow has vanished along with your pain.
As you lay there still and motionless, in the puddle of your life, you feel a sense of freedom.
As you take your last few breaths.
You wish to rewind time. Back to when there was no pain, no sorrow and no love.
It's too late now and only one person can save you.
As you breathe your last breath of life, you forgive yourself and all who have hurt you.
As you leave the people that love you, you leave them with only memories.
Memories of the joyous times and wonder.
Not those dark nights of pain you spent shedding your tears. Never.
When you are gone and but only a memory.
You Are Free...........
Growing like moss on the trunck of a willow tree, comsuming everything amongst the rightousness in your mind. It tweaks the very sanity of your self asurance, and it is filling the already full spaces within yourself.
Its inside growing, it grows until it seeps out of the pours in your skin. this thing is everywhere. Do not run, it will find you. It always does. If you keep running it will only get worse.
''Hello, is anybody out there? I need somebody''
Worry no longer, I am here
''Who are you... Where are you? ''
I am right here. I am behind you, above you, infront and beside, I am inside you. It is I, Silence.
'No! Let me be, I want to be alone'
I thought you wanted somebody...
You are insaine. This sound has coroded your thoughts; you wish you never wished for silence. You are sprinting as fast as you can through the trees and the brush. It is still following you. right to the cliff where you shall pumle to your death.
And in the naked Light I saw ten thousand people maybe more, people talking without speaking, people hearing without listening, people writing songs that voices never shared.
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