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So, I rejoined one of the podcast chats, because some of them were upset with me leaving, yet, the moment I do, I don't even feel the same like I did before. Yesterday, one of them attempted to start drama with me when it came to something that I was doing. I basically defended myself and what not.

Now, today...

I leave the chat...

Why?

Because I don't feel the same that I did before everything that went down. Why? Things will just repeat itself at this point with the drama and I honestly, THOUGHT I'd be okay with just staying in that chat and what not.. But nope. I can't even do it. I'm the outsider of that group now. I don't think they even understand my thought process, then again, the only few people who have understood me, are a couple from here, my husband and my current family. I just don't understand people sometimes....Do I have to have a reason to do something? Can't I just do something without having to explain myself in the end? Why should I even have to do such a thing? I do things for a reason and those reasons are my own....Ugh...I swear...people some times....