So I haven't been here in a while..... Life got a little hard for a while and I decided to move to a new place. You would think that I would be old enough to realize that you can't just run away...
Being in a place where everyone knows you has its pros and cons....and I guess I let the cons get to me. However there is a lot to be said for being able to go to the supermarket and not run into a single person that wants to talk to you.....not that I get out to the supermarket much.
But it is time that I face facts. No more hiding...it isn't doing anyone any good and I actually think that it may have made things a little worse. First thing on Monday it is time to make some doctor's appointments and get healthy again.....
I think that it might also be a good idea to look into buying a small apartment "back home". Nothing crazy - just a place to crash when I am back east. I still kick myself for not keeping the condo that I bought in 2003.....ah well.
I still find that VR is a safe haven for me - and for that I am grateful. Someone was definitely watching out for me that night when I was searching for something - anything - to take my mind off the pain....
03/13/13 - I think that you would have had an AMAZING birthday this year and we would have talked about the numerical significance of this date. Not a day goes by where I do not think about you ...... we miss you more than words can say.....
Searching for a Red Lobster so that we can celebrate and mourn……..
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ThothLestat
16:10 Mar 19 2013
Hmmm?