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Well, I just added a few more pictures on to both my portfolio, and my profile. The female in the pictures (not the one with the curly hair) is Lani. That's my girlfriend, and I love her dearly *smiles*

As I sit here, drifting in and out of consciousness, my thoughts drift towards my one true meaning in life; Leilani. Being across country from her is soo difficult. It is like a constant sedation of my heart. I know it will just take time before she makes the move out here, but I am soo impatient for her and I to once again be together. Here is the song that has the most meaning to me, message me if you know who it is off of the top of your head, because they are one of my favorite bands.



I feel eyelashes on my cheek

They lacerate my flesh,

A pain so good.

So put your hand in mine, never let go,

Never wake up ‘cause I’m done with promises

I’m taking blood oaths.

Feels like you could kiss

My imperfections, my imperfections away.

And I would stand, stand by your side

Until the sun turns the sky

All the colors I see in your eyes.



And I’ll never need to see the sun again,

There’s enough light in your eyes to light up our little world.

So take me, take me away.

Kill me slowly, I’ll never be the same.



And I swear to you, on everything I am,

And I dedicate to you all that I have

And I promise you that I’ll stand right by your side

Forever and always until the day I die.

The bite marks on my neck never felt so good.

I’m losing control

And it’s all that I can do not to blackout

Fall into lust with you.

Your kisses infect me.

The dark gift is loving you,



And I’ll never need to see the sun again,

There’s enough light in your eyes to light up our little world.

So take me, take me away.

Kill me slowly, I’ll never be the same.



And I feel immortal

And I want to make you feel the same.

So stand by me as we immolate.

We can burn in each other’s arms.

And I feel immortal

And I want to make you feel the same.

So stand by me as we immolate.

We can burn in each other’s arms.



Now that I have accomplished something for this dark and misty evening, I will rest with what wink of darkness I have left.

Well, I started talking to randomkinkyness2007, and I guess I got carried away, because I cannot send anymore messages today, so I'll just have to write in here.



California is exactly what I expected, if not more. I went to Sacramento today, and I ended up finding an apartment for my friend Andrew and I. It's a four bedroom, two bathroom, sharing with two other people, for 504$ a month for the two of us. The apartment complex is like a five star resort though; it has two hot tubs, a huge community pool, a tanning salon, a fitness center, basketball/volleyball/tennis courts, a game room, fully furnished rooms. Everything I've ever wanted, and more, *laughs*. It's closer to my college than where I was originally going to move, and it's also closer to my potential job.