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05:49 Sep 22 2016
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Was it worth it? Did the short-lived feelings of happiness outweigh the pain or somehow make it worth it? Would it have been better to still be hiding? Will I go back to that dark place?

I have a few things to do first. I just have to hope that even though things aren't turning out the way I wanted them to, that I will make the best of it. I am just tired of just surviving.

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06:54 Sep 20 2016
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Following my heart is a bad idea. My heart is stupid.

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frozenVheart
11:31 Sep 20 2016

For some reason i like that line...but following your heart is where happy fillings live , even thought how much darkness can bring us as well..

04:20 Sep 12 2016
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Had a busy day yesterday with friends. My friend who lives in Wyoming was able to come into town for a visit with me and a mutual friend, and the three of us met my Wyoming friend's other friend, and we talked politics. Her other friend is a librarian, very well-informed, and a very nice lady.

Then my two friends and I drove to Wyoming. Long talk on the way between the two while I listened and got lost in thought. More talking when we got to my Wyoming friend's apartment about life stages, standing up for yourself, putting up boundaries, and recognizing your own shortcomings and working on them.

Long talk on the way back with the friend who doesn't live in Wyoming. It was fun, but I was exhausted by the end of the day. I'm used to spending a lot more time alone. Not that I'm complaining. It was nice, for a change.

I had already been thinking about a lot of things that we ended up talking about. I have been working for years on making changes. Some have been easier to achieve than others, and some I have been reluctant to take on. I hate change, but sometimes it has to be done.

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