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Ok so I am going away again BUT won't be back till Wednesday. Yes I have to go out in the real world and make that Disposable income to pay for things.

This is a common occurrence Just because amassing a sizable fortune is eluding me, And I never win at the lotto, Or acquired a huge inheritance from a relative no one knows about.



Any way.. Off line for now. Questions or comments will be gotten to answered and queried over when I get back if I have any....

Since the last time I was on here about a year ago or something like that, things have changed lot's for me.



#1 - I went back to VA hospital group. Yeah My type 1 Diabetes went into the 600's Now it stays in the 150's when I do my 4 shots a day deal of insulin. My headaches have gotten worse, I go to group therapy sessions for the emotionally screwed. And I take drugs for that issue as well. It has helped with the flash backs and the severe depression. And I do sleep a few hours longer with out the nightmares. Yes folks when I was on back then.. I was going through the same crap but worse because I was stubborn and didn't seek help.But not many noticed it because I faked being ok.There is a few other things going on but that's for a latter time.



#2 - Last 3 weeks I got a truck.Thats a BIG deal to me.. since I haven't had a truck since 2001, And I have had only one car since 2008 When the economy took a dump on us. I bought my car in 2006 after I came home from the war. I love my Mustang. Now I have the 1992 Mustang and a 1979 F-250 flatbed.



#3- CATS CATS AND MORE CATS.



#4- I became a serious camera collector. Funny thing When I joined a few forums for collectors thinking I was going to have some people to chat with.. They immediately stopped chatting with me when they found out what I had.Bloody Jealous types.



#5- Paid the house off. Not the property yet though..



#6- I haven't picked up a pencil and paper and drawn anything in a long time. I still do my graphic stuff on occasion. The artist thing seemed to have said "Fuck this I'll come back latter"



#7- Bought a ps3 just before the Ps4 came out. I haven't played it even though though I buy games for it. My step son is on it all the time and if not him, then the wife is doing Sims or Minecraft. Thats ok though because my TV is kind of small and I don't see so well. I'll get another TV after I redo the living room. Then watch out Bayonetta and Hyperdimension Neptunia..



#8- Silent Movie star collection grew.. I like the old fan photos with the facsimile autographs that they used to mail out to fans .. I have.. Theda Bara, Mary Pickford, Gloria Swanson, Claudette Colbert, Pola Negri, Clara Bow, Bebe Daniels, Constance and Norma Talmadge,Lilian Walker, And the closest thing to getting a fan photo of Sarah Bernhardt Which is a post card,I couldn't afford a cabinet card photo. I want/Need to get ..Colleen Moore, Louise Brooks,Anna May Wong,Esther Ralston, Madge Bellamy, ECT ECT .I need a bigger wall for them. Yes they hang on my wall and stare at us. That makes me happy.





I'm not going to blab any more at the moment. It made me feel ok and I got all excited talking about my movie stars.



Any way.. You can go away now .

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TheArtistRose
13:52 Jun 28 2014

Feel better. :(

The best thing I read here was CATS, lol.

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DarknessEvolved
15:29 Jun 28 2014

Well first off welcome back to VR, secondly that's quite a collection there. I have a uncle that has some unboxed 35mm's that might be worth a gander I will get the make and model later if your interested. Don't know if you 'would' be interested or not but I don't think they were really common in the states, then agian I am not a collector.



Third, well I am glad to see I am not the only one working for a betterment of self on this site. Many on here seem to dwell and hope others tend to it. I hope it pays off in the end. I have childhood PTSD myself, so I know at least a portion of what its like. Can't say that I can resemble it, because everyone's experience is different.

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moonkissed
18:32 Jun 28 2014

I am happy to see you doing something fun.

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sahahria
02:33 Jun 29 2014

Welcome back :)

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Isis101
20:22 Jun 29 2014

Nice to see things taking a turn for the better!

(In which I learned of this via your other half - lol)



I need to get back to drawing as well...and you have a silent movie star photo collection? Sweet!



And - HURRAY for cats!

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I will be brief... If you remember me "HI!" and if not well then ...



Yes I went away. Yes I started having to much fun and excitement with other things. Doctors, The VA hospital,work, and a general "fuck it" attitude about a lot of things.



The wife in her not so secret way hinted at me hanging out here again. Keeps me off of those countless hours of Ebay flipping through pages like a mindless zombie.



I gave up facebook as well. It wasn't the people so much, I hated the stupid changes all the time, and the monotony of sharing the same shit. You can stick that "like" button up it's ass.



So for I don't know how long.. I was antisocial. I tried a blog, found out I hated it after 2 posts.



So back here again. it seems damned crazy but this is about the only group I seem to fit in.



Old Myth is gone. I will not change my name on here.

But I will be bringing the new "myth" because that's what I do.

I'll give it a shot for a bit and see how it goes.

Besides it'll make the wife happy. A+ in my book for good reasons.



I needed a place to vent be artistic, be strange, and be me. You can't seem to do that hardly anywhere now.



So now you know.

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moonkissed
18:23 Jun 27 2014

You have always been a little Anti-social. That is why we work.

A break from ebay, God yes! I just want to see signs of life and maybe a cheesy little grin.

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xXxPaynexXx
20:32 Jun 27 2014

Aww..I love this you two. And welcome back.

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