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My Life In The Knife Trade

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how many times

have I noticed that our eyes hardly ever meet

from your judgment seat

i can feel the anger for my very being

fill me in

on when you became such a big part of my life

that i should bother

with all your lies designed to bring me down



wrong again

don't depend

on any reaction again



i remember the icy walls that shot up from nowhere

and i can see every lie you've ever told yourself

you bleed me dry and i don't ask why but i'm left with the dust

judas kiss i dismiss thank you all for this i am untouched

i am un...



wait again

i'm not through with the screaming

i contend

that you've got nothing better to do



trade my life for a barrel of gold

find someone else before i get too old

if i live my life for aesthetic gain

will you repay me with all your shame



i can see every light inside your brain

go on every time that i walk by for noise and whispers

your comfort in my suffering is no longer disturbing

i'm lost beyond your petty stopwatch in life's real time

life's real...



wait again

i'm not through with the screaming

i contend

that you've got nothing better to do



trade my life for a barrel of gold

find someone else before i get too old

if i live my life for aesthetic gain

will you repay me with all your shame



don't get up

i was only leaving the room

when the door

of your judgment

swings back around again

maybe i'll stop to watch your act

i'll go on my way



i've seen quite enough of too many childish games

i'm ashamed of every moment that i ever gave them the time of day

all the worst of enemies are somehow always friends that used to be

Every Day Is Exactly The Same

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I believe I can see the future

Cause I repeat the same routine

I think I used to have a purpose

Then again, that might have been a dream



I think I used to have a voice

And now I never make a sound

I just do what I've been told

I really don't want them to come around, oh no



Every day is exactly the same

Every day is exactly the same

There is no love here, and there is no pain

Every day is exactly the same



I can feel their eyes are watching

In case I lose myself again

Sometimes I think I'm happy here

Sometimes, yeah, I still pretend



I can't remember how this got started

Oh, but I can tell you exactly how it will end



Every day is exactly the same

Every day is exactly the same

There is no love here, and there is no pain

Every day is exactly the same



I'm writing on a little piece of paper

I'm hoping someday you will find

Well, I'll hide it behind something

They won't look behind



I am still inside here

A little bit comes bleeding through

I wish this could have any other way

Oh, but I just don't know, I don't know what else I can do



Every day is exactly the same

Every day is exactly the same

There is no love here, and there is no pain

Every day is exactly the same



Every day is exactly the same (every day)

Every day is exactly the same (there is no pain)

There is no love here, and there is no pain (every day)

Every day is exactly the same (every day is the same)