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I find myself as I am and as much as I can possibly be to my own self.
Some moments find me concerned and warm, with supple emotions cradled by thought and understanding. The underside of these qualities is flat and cold, holding every ounce of weight applied. Seemingly unmoving and yet, like glass, constantly shifting.
Have you ever felt as if you were waiting to wake up and start living and feeling?
In youth I would play counting games and try to guess when something would happen. I was only right often enough to keep me trying.
Sometimes it feels as though part of me is still counting, telling me when, telling me now, and yet it doesn't quite happen.
Like toast. That god damn toaster scares me every time.
Do you think a person laughs out loud every time they type "lol"?
Pieces of stories
04:35 Oct 28 2010 Times Read: 632
I know what anyone would think of me in this situation. Pervert. Sex addict. Mother issues. Just another bum in a decent jacket, feeling the groin pumping desire to be powerful. Somehow just glancing at my reflection in someones mind gave me comfort. It is what it is.
I strolled along the abused and broken sidewalk. Grains of sand blown up from between the cracks crunching busily under my worn shoes with each step, giving me the sound of importance, of direction; a person with a mission. I had none. It wasn't late; I didn't need to be home, no work the next day and had no wife waiting with long nails tapping out impatience and the rhythm of an inevitable fight.
Jerked out of my reverie, I stared blankly at him for a moment, his gaze returned to me, steady and bright. Slowly I looked down and saw his hand move toward me, palm up and stretched out.
Make no mistake, I had my women. My mother was by now well accustomed to meeting a different “girl” (as she was fond of referring to them) every time I came home.
I was lost in thought, shoulders hunched, footsteps meaningful, stride aimless, when a homeless man stepped in front of me.
“Could you spare anything to help a child of the lord in his hour of need?”
It seemed to be a growing trend to wave religious beliefs in the faces of those you needed something from.
You: Squawking a lot of big talk like every other poor soul you raise your nose in the air with a haughty laugh and poke fun at with the subconscious desire to differentiate yourself from that which you really are. Your complexion a near mirrored reflection of a tarnished leather saddle, ridden too many times and never wiped down. Your hair visibly brittle to the touch, framing the masterpiece, abstract artists could only dream of copying, that you call your face. The lines of your face, a testament of years spent scowling, convinced of your own superiority.
When people ding on the side of their glass at weddings.
These talent shows
22:42 Oct 22 2010 Times Read: 785
Can't buy into the level of mean here. You have all of these people booing and then some jerk tells the contestant how much they suck and then more booing and then... Shame.
I love a good laugh but this is just cheap. We know the acts are poor, why rub their noses in it?
Paranoia is possible, I have my suspicions that many of the "worst" acts are actually good actors.
How so, and before you respond: Are you sure you know what ironic means?
21:28 Oct 21 2010 Times Read: 924
I should probably do something about the old melted lipstick explosion that is supposed to represent my profile. I thought it was funny at first but now I feel shame.
There I was watching my time spent slowly climb as the sharks circled the deflating raft I've come to know as my profile when I updated and BAM, a birra dude (birra means beer but I'm assuming he knows that) got me first.
No, I do NOT know why that is sticking over anything else other than your adoration of pussy and opinion that most women are clinically insane (you're right). But dairy behaviour it is.
A vampire site with a human in it. Gotta love his spam. I've heard him say worse but I get tired of full blown idiot conversations; it sort of lowers a good I.Q. lol
Ok, I have to watch the numa numa song because that is honestly a masterpiece compared to this.... thank you for destroying a piece of my brain. I forgot Trig now.
Lol, I have a big dimple on my chin and yes I do in the morning when I get up sometimes have fluff in my dimple..
Shaving is a freaking nightmare!
Ass jabbing omoh
20:49 Oct 18 2010 Times Read: 1,237
Please do not use my rating box to aim random ass jabs at other members. I'm a huge fan of being passive aggressive but that doesn't mean I want it on my face.
There are a LOT of really angry people here. If I don't like you then I'll do my best to go away but you hardly need to preemptively fling curse words at me and tell me to fuck off for not liking you.
I don't know you.
But now I know what you'd like me to know, and if it had a smell, it would be a smell of poo.
Hmmm...interesting...anytime I put something in my mouth...it waters...~wails~...oh noooo...I must have some sorta sickness...quick...someone...HELP ME...stick
Hardly capable, always degradable.
23:20 Oct 17 2010 Times Read: 1,286
So it seems that some men really love leather purses...
Shit I know that, which is why I have not rated your shite profile a 1 lol
In fact I have not rated it at all yet!
Eeeediots
21:07 Oct 16 2010 Times Read: 1,368
What I don't understand is how someone could take offense to my avatar. I thought of it, wanted to make it, and I did. If you take it personally that's rather silly. Why would I make an avatar aimed at YOU?
Who are YOU anyway? You out of thousands here and you want to distill a random graphic to being a personal insult aimed at you?
Maybe your avatar offends others. Do you think people are justified in being mean to you because your face offends them?
hahaha Yo momma is the best come back on here! Nice. I like your Avie. People used to hate mine. lol... not going to say what mine were but that one is just fine.
How about narcissistic eeeeediots? Those that think that EVERYTHING is about or directed towards them? My father (case in point) tried accessing my voice mail by trying to think what my password would be. Mr High & Mighty used HIS birth date. I'm a 46 yr old woman who hasn't lived at home for almost 3 decades...yet he tried using HIS birth date as MY password?? roflmao
Not only are they lifeless groupies who actually buy premium memberships to promote bands, they often throw in ridiculous phrases such as "Its Called Freedom of Speech Dont like it Fuck Off*"
Which ironically is ONLY applied to them. See, if you say something they don't like, they'll get pissy, rate you a 1, and block you.
True... It would have to only activate the droopyness if the profile was stretched from within the description.
15:39 Oct 13 2010 Times Read: 1,519
I guess what I'm trying to say is, when I say "bitch" I don't mean it in a sense of awe or reverence.
Not sure why anyone would ever want to be called that. It's an insult used to liken a person to a female animal used for servitude with the main purpose of being bred.
I'm doubtful as to whether or not constantly branding ones self as a bitch will really turn that meaning around.
Now get back in the kennel and make some fucking babies.
Im not sure about you,but if I can count at least a finger on one hand to represent those who are my real friends IRL,then I feel like I am damn lucky.
I love the profiles that start off with, "...And I'm taken, so don't even think about trying to flirt with me. And I don't cyber so don't ask. And I won't send you naked pictures."
Followed by the most soft-core pornographic images she can find that won't break TOS.
Yeah... oh, and the pose with the platypus lips look going on. Yep, that completes the ensemble.
we both know my profile does not 'freeze' up on your 'browser'
but i do ty for the 6.
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This reminds me of a mean teacher or something. You know that one person who didn't believe you no matter what you said?
Sorry person, you can't see what happens to my browser. If you're embedding music right into your page, or have tons of pictures and a large background to load, it all takes time and it's frustrating to have my window hijacked.
I find mainstream witchcraft rather ridiculous. Regardless of what some people believe of themselves, they seem to be satisfied with little cloth covered altars, herbs and rocks and the inevitable threatening of karma and other bullshit.
Rather than a studied way of life that is respectable, too many become amazing examples of the passive aggressive..
How nice it must be to whisper wide eyed to others that someone who has wronged you will get theirs in the end. The steadfast and fantastically egotistical belief that you are responsible for a fender bender someone who pissed you off got themselves into is pathetic.
We all work to make peace with our world around us. It seems too many aren't content to work on self improvement, they'd rather pretend that they can control things... Anything to feel powerful.
Well the song on my profile says this bitch is like a rose.. LOL!! Welcome to the rave. Bitches are everywhere! I try not to become one but they call me the heartless bitch. I don't know what I even did. o.o LOL, have fun here. Love the profile.
COMMENTS
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xWolfiex
04:36 Oct 30 2010
book, bell and candle.
chrysanthemia
06:13 Oct 30 2010
bark, bed, candy.
Seeker2112
06:47 Oct 30 2010
Obama, New Orleans, Vibrator
RedQueen
12:15 Oct 30 2010
Serendipity, nit noid, revelation.
PAGAN
13:10 Oct 30 2010
nope, get your own, Im keeping mine.
Requiem
02:53 Oct 31 2010
Proper, plural and common. (Or - Concrete, abstract, singular).
Stuff, junk, pun.
RedQueen
21:24 Nov 03 2010
Okay, I'm curious....now that you have several contributions, what are you going to do with them?
ThothLestat
03:20 Jan 26 2011
bento box
underwear
& an aardvark