"The Price you have to pay"...04:13 Nov 26 2015
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It is a cool crisp night with the full moon as my sun this night... and I am once again revisiting all of the choices I have made in my life. Normally I do not speak so personally but tonight I feel the need to share. When you ask for Eternity, are you fully prepared to pay the price? This is not some television sitcom, or movie that will play out and change in the end... I see so many "Ways to become a Vampire" out there, so many people claiming that they can help you on your way for a fee of course... Do not be fooled. Few are worthy, truly worthy, and I do not say this to boast or to insult... but you must be strong in every sense of the word... Be ready to lose EVERYTHING you love, many times over... To be misunderstood and judged by those who claim to be your equal, and yet they haven't a clue where to begin to understand... There are days when I feel as if I have lost all of my human side, and I struggle to remain connected... Why you ask? Because we must exist here on earth with others, be of strong character, and know when to walk away... The minutes turn to hours, the hours turn to days, and the days turn to years in the blink of an eye, and yes history does repeat itself. True Vampires do not advertise, they live peacefully in the shadows and only after a long time of trust will they let you in...Fewer still join the ranks.
I was born with my gifts, and so many people have told me personally that they wish they had them also. I tell them to "Be careful what you wish for"... It is not always flowers and rainbows. In fact, it is quite the contrary. Yes, it has its moments, but when you are trying to rest or do something for yourself, You get guided to leave what you were doing for yourself and help others. How many of you would leave everything behind and do what is asked of you? A far few I can tell you that. It is not some toy to use at your leisure... It is not to be used for evil intent, unless of course you wish to have it return to you 1000 fold. Kharma does repay debt. Believe me. I fight in my dreams, in the shadowlands...I reach out to lost souls and guide where I can. I respect ALL entities... for each one has their own purpose. Someone very wise once taught me this. Even your best friend will walk away if they feel scorned or misled. They often times are the worst of all. I have loved with every inch of my being ethereal and human, and lost everything. I have rebuilt and began again. A cycle I should be used to by now, but it doesn't get any easier. The thirst can almost consume you until you have control. Toreador, Sanguine, Psychic, Elemental, etc. all have needs unknown to others. Be understanding when they do not answer you, for it is for good reason... and often times for your own protection.
The more knowledge you have, the more you realize how much you are unaware of... and the cycle continues....
Cherish your loved ones while you have them for they will not always be there. Appreciate what you have, for it could all be gone in a moments notice. Put your priorities in the right places, and know what is most important in life and death, in loss and rebirth.
Always be careful what you wish for... and know "The Price you have to pay"....
May you and your loved ones have a Happy Thanksgiving.
Blessed be,
Morganna777
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