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23:18 May 29 2016
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It's time to go back to the way I was here. Where I would just lurk and make the random post about VR. I have no desire to share publicly the personal side of me. Not with the amount of junk that is constantly flying through here and the people who crawl all over just to get dirt to pass around.

My moral compass seems to be pointing south while others are pointing north. It just doesn't make me comfortable when I have to question so many things.

COMMENTS

LadyXblackXRose
01:05 May 30 2016

Question is do they have a moral compass in the first place to be pointing in any direction at all?

MooniePie
01:10 May 30 2016

Some don't. By the actions, they have no qualms with making it known. When I can play 'nth degree of drama separation' and it gets down to a single digit, that's an issue for me.

MooniePie
01:16 May 30 2016

By single digit I mean- separation by 1 or 2.

20:47 May 23 2016
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The pedestal you put yourself on,

is taller than those that surround.

Breaking through the clouds,

eyesight blurred looking towards the ground.

Putting on the role of a savior,

an angel that arises from the ash.

The self made pedestal your perfect perch,

to reach the masses within your grasp.

People look with a curious stare,

their morbid curiosity drawing them in.

Some are swayed by your convictions,

others not blinded to your sin.

Desire comes to spread your wings,

then realizing you have none.

Hastily you gather fallen feathers,

crafting a pair to fool simply anyone.

Your balance begins to teeter,

the self crated wings adding a weight.

Your body begins to shift,

awareness flashes of your fate.

Fear tearing apart your words,

as they flow out with a simple breath.

Mingling into nothing but a sound,

that falls around like death.

The pedestal comes crashing down,

false wings not helping you to fly.

The self made savior shown to be nothing more,

than a false idol in the sky.

COMMENTS

Dakotah
20:55 May 23 2016

Another great one. These are so spot on too. So true. And I like the visual your poetry gives.

MooniePie
21:03 May 23 2016

Thank you! Lots of things to spark inspiration lately.

QueenZombiee
21:06 May 23 2016

So true and so beautiful.

LadyZombie
21:46 May 23 2016

Good one babes. I just feel bad that it made me think of Elmer fud on a tall bar chair. Yeah my brain is totally looney tunes today.

03:11 May 23 2016
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Anyone on VR is allowed to have an opinion, which is pretty evident by journal entries. What you are not allowed to do is bring conflict into the Forum or Vampbox.

For someone sit there and say that they aren't allowed to have an opinion is just beyond ridiculous. Especially when it's pretty clear that isn't the case because opinions are ALL OVER the place.

If people weren't allowed to have opinions here, a lot of people would only be able to use the message center. And even that might even be iffy.

COMMENTS

Owlish
03:32 May 23 2016

Ahahah, this is the same fool who keeps trying to talk to me in the Vampbox and messaging through alternate accounts.

They think only their opinion is right, and only they should be listened to - and oh BOY, should they be listened to! All the time, every time.

MooniePie
03:43 May 23 2016

I am WAY beyond my limit of it all. Like WAY beyond.

Owlish
03:53 May 23 2016

I was way beyond it when I blocked the irritating fuck the first time. They just keeep on tryin'.

Some people cannot take "No" for an answer and I swear to god, the way some people go on about their right to an opinion... you can have opinions. Literally no-one in the world can stop you from having opinions. VOICING them, however, is another matter entirely. They need to get over the fact that they can't spray that shitstorm everywhere.

LadyZombie
06:26 May 23 2016

That's why my husband keeps reminding me that internal thoughts need to stay internal lol.

CryingMist
18:58 May 23 2016

well I'm gonna state one thing about my opinion; cinnamon challenge in my opinion is to dangerous to do, but let's do a smores challenge then I'm in!

Dakotah
20:40 May 23 2016

What is a smore's challenge?

MooniePie
20:52 May 23 2016

I have no freakin' clue.

CryingMist
02:35 May 26 2016

a smores challenge is : the one who can fit as many smores in their mouth as possible within a minute time :p

Ps: little disclaimer... I made that up, no clue if it exist but if it does I'm in and make sure to dip those mashmellows into baileys hummm :)

22:47 May 21 2016
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I'm going to set this right here...

And remember.. this is my space.. so I will call you out if you post here and you're part of the problem. :)

COMMENTS

LadyEva
22:58 May 21 2016

Been off this site for a very long time.. to only log in to keep the Coven activated.. and have not been social on here in a very very long time.. and I do not get why people are adamant on thinking this Bathory girl is me.. cause it is not.. Im not even sure who it is

CitizenX
17:02 May 23 2016

Can I be part of your problem? ;)

21:50 May 19 2016
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Swollow the spoon full of lies,

chase them with deciet.

Let the sweetness flow,

who knew it could be so sweet.

Your character is flawed,

Your actions tell the tale.

You wallow in your woven fantasies,

spinning them quicker and quicker without fail.

Your existance is nothing more,

then choosing which game to play.

Which enemy to discredit,

or which innocent to throw into the fray.

Your glass house is in shambles,

the windows long since gone.

Yet you keep tossing stones,

they gather like memories on the lawn.

Your avarice must be tiring,

the frown rarely leaving your lips.

Do you ever really see,

the people disgusted by your inept quips.

The stature you crave is fruitless,

poison and glass tainting the bloom.

Alone you sit in your glass house,

the only company to be kept is darkness and gloom.

COMMENTS

LadyZombie
22:47 May 19 2016

I love this one.

Dakotah
07:33 May 20 2016

It's the truth too. I wish some whom could benefit from a spoonful of the truth would read this and wake up. Moonie, these are beautiful.

MooniePie
18:54 May 20 2016

It has become more evident to me over the past few days that the waking up part is not going to happen with some. It is much easier to point the finger at everyone else and be righteous then what is is to face reality and see the same actions in oneself.

With some it is much easier to be willfully ignorant then look in the mirror and face the truth. But why should they when their behavior is being enabled. There is a meme- 'Drama does not just walk into your life. Either you create it, invite it, or associate with it.' That saying is applied to both pieces I've written.

In reality it's just pretty words strung together to nicely say 'Stop being assholes. People are sick of you and your shit. So kindly fuck off and take all the bullshit with you'. But.. yeah, pretty words seem nicer. lol

MooniePie
20:59 May 23 2016

Holy spelling errors in this. I should have double checked before throwing it up here.

20:23 May 17 2016
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Holding reign over delusions,

Upon your head a pretentious crown.

The self-delusioned gather about,

their tainted worship holding no bounds.

They sing their songs so loud and clear,

Words and rhymes of a justly right.

Feet beating a stucco tattoo,

Chaotic twisting and movement into the night.

Their songs never waver,

Their dancing is always the same.

The easily swayed flow in,

Attracted like a moth to a flame.

Born out of illusions and ignorance,

battles spread throughout.

Their false sense of pride leading them,

they forge ahead without doubt.

Words taking place of the sharpest sword,

illusioned ego provides an impenetrable shield.

The self imposed importance has them convinced,

each and everyone should yield.

In this land of delusions,

only existing from a place of imagination.

A land holding nothing,

spun into existence by misrepresentation.

You'll never hold a scepter,

Your hands will always be bare.

Never will there be a real crown upon your head,

or will you even sit upon a royal chair.

Discard your illusions,

the land that you've made from lies.

Walk amongst reality,

remove the self woven wool from your eyes.

COMMENTS

Dakotah
20:36 May 17 2016

I like this, a lot. Its so true too. Did you write this Moonie?

MooniePie
20:38 May 17 2016

Yes, I did. Thank you!

LadyZombie
20:58 May 17 2016

I want to make this into a bookmark and keep it forever :)

xXxPaynexXx
21:11 May 17 2016

I give this two thumbs up.

Dakotah
06:24 May 18 2016

Yeah I love this. Its beautiful and its so true!

20:52 May 12 2016
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I really shouldn't have to repeat myself 50 effin' times with things. Especially when it's been clearly stated right in a place that's really damn hard to miss. Hell, even when it's been told directly TO a person and yet they just herp-da-derp around still do the same thing you've clearly stated against.

It is so god damned stupid. To the point where I wonder if a legit case of mental retardation is at play or just plain and laziness. Get an effin' clue and take that clue and swiftly and firmly insert it in your anal cavity. Because it seems that's the only way you're going to comprehend it, since your head is using your colon as a place of permanent residency.

Colontown Population: You.. Just you, you god damned idiot.

Oh, and before someone gets all twisted up, this isn't directly about anyone here. Even though it probably could be, it isn't. It's me being frustrated.

COMMENTS

LadyZombie
21:25 May 12 2016

I hate it that you are irritated but you are so funny and sarcastic that the comments you write are a thing of beauty. I know I have told you this many time but gosh darn it......I LOVE YOU :D

Elizabethbathory33
05:32 May 13 2016

I hate to be a damper but it would seem that this world is filling up with idiots that just doesn't seem to care unfortunately but their is the occasional intelligent conversation that seems to make my day my advice don't let anyone tell you how you should feel and any negative people just ignore it, it's only worth something if we choose it this is all I can say I don't know you too well to give any further details my apologies but take care alright moonie 😊

LadyXblackXRose
20:58 May 13 2016

Sadly I am having no trouble in understanding this entry at all this week.

NeverMind
11:37 May 14 2016

From this point on you should have an assistant who messages everyone a billion times after you have issued a warning and what not. Lol. I pictured an old timey secretary, from some black and white television show, with a desk full of paper work and a bee hive hairdo.

22:28 May 11 2016
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I figured I'd try out a different site to be social. And whoah. I was a regular in a chatroom on AOL that had parties and meet ups. I left AOL and that room many yeas ago. I forgot how things are. I forgot how freakin' creepy people are.

I VERY rarely get hit on here, or get those messages that are just inappropriate. Thank the jeebus for that. But holy hell. The other place, I have received some really fucked up messages.

I don't understand how people thinks it's an okay thing to start off a conversation with 'Do you watch porn' - 'wanna see my dick'- 'wanna get on cam and get off together'.

Just ick. Total Freakin' Ick.

I just can't even.. CAN'T EVEN.

Better the devil you know, than the one you don't.

COMMENTS

Dakotah
23:42 May 11 2016

Chat room's are creepy.

Elizabethbathory33
01:09 May 12 2016

I would find that behavior very inappropriate I am sorry to hear of this troublesome manner hopefully they had a exchange of words and a piece of your mind needless to say that it's well deserved in my opinion

Morrigon
02:21 May 12 2016

"HELP ME I congealed in a puddle and don't know how people work. I make fuck now?"

MooniePie
02:30 May 12 2016

LOL! That is exactly the way some speak!

Those people who are from over seas and try to act like they are from the states.. TOTALLY. hahah

LadyZombie
03:23 May 12 2016

LMAO at Morri and Moonie. Dude chat rooms are for people who actually need attention and here well, I am an attention whore so who am i to judge but most people here just want to talk, not seek attention. If you need a masturbation buddy you can always call me baby, I make good fuck ya :}

MooniePie
05:20 May 12 2016

hah.. I don't do that, so I don't need a buddy. :P

After seeing the constant drama unfold with journals, I have a really hard to seeing most people as just wanting to talk and not seek attention. Which is part of the reason as to why I'm trying a new place.

So far I've had some convos there I enjoyed. It really balanced out the creep factor.